i have been too lazy and tired to update.
:D sent me home after school yesterday and i got home at like 6 plus. then i used the computer for a bit, showered, ate and i slept at 8pm all the way till 9 plus am today. HAHAH. yay my well deserved sleep. two weeks of perfect attendance already (: im very proud of myself. hahah. and school's been good actually. wonderful classmates and awesome people i get to see everyday (: (: im a very very happy girl :D

fairfield funfair with the group later! and dinner with the lovely girls after that (: and he says he's coming to meet me at the funfair till my dinner! (: today will be a super good day! (: fairfield people and jaclyn and ben and him! :D

oh and ben is going for bmt very very soon and jaclyn is very very sad. dont be sad okay bestest! two weeks will fly (: and he'll be out on your birthday! :D

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIE SUM!! :D :D

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> thanks for waiting for me yesterday! when your school ended at like 2 and mine ended at 430. thankszz :D :D now i can kill you! HAHAHAH. (okay inside joke) [:

Your touch is electric
I felt it the first time you held me
The way we connected
So easily

I've tried to define it
Searched for the perfect phrase
I've tried to describe it
In a million different ways

(chorus)
It's joy, it's ecstacy, it's truth, it's destiny
And even love is not enough to tell you how you make me feel
There's only one word for this

I've got to admit it
You took my heart by surprise
Don't know how you did it
But baby, I've never felt so alive

(chorus)
It's joy, it's ecstacy, it's truth, it's destiny
And even love is not enough to tell you how you make me feel
There's only one word for this
It's bliss

Hey, you know, baby, know what the future holds
As long as you're here with me

(chorus)
It's joy, it's ecstacy, it's truth, it's destiny
And even love is not enough to tell you how you make me feel

It's faith, it's honesty, it's life, it's everything
To say "I love you"'s not enough to tell you how you make me feel

It's in your smile, in your kiss
It's the reason that I exist
There's only one word for this
It's bliss

It's bliss

It's bliss <3.

(:

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have a goody good weekend peepzxz [: [:

I aM sUpEr TiReDxZ

i wonder how people can type like that. its how tiring maybe. hahah. okay i really am super tired and its only the first day of the week. how bout my body clock is still not adjusted to suit school yet. i feel like im dying everyday after school. hahah. anyway the past few weeks had been really good and fun but im really lazy to blog about everything. maybe i'll do so soon. soon. i bet by then i cant even remember much already. hahah aiyah i think i might as well just blog now right.

OMG i have to start from 9th june. nice shit now i dont feel like blogging already. hahahah.

anyway life's been really good to me (: and i really like school cept for the lessons and the A and the fact that its super draining. hahah. okay fine, i only like breaks cause i get to see and talk to many people! hahah. i leally weally love my friends (: (: (:

"ONLY HAPPY THING TODAY WAS I FINALLY GOT TO TALK TO KIM"'

hahah (:

you know sometimes i really feel like typing out so so much stuff bout him and us cause we're so cute HAHAHAH KIDDING and he is so cute and sweet and i feel like posting all the photos cause they are really nice and cute, but no i wont. hahah. okay, enough 'cute's already hahah.

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and i really honestly detest the people who make my friends sad. like really. like HELLO what the hell?!

i dont think any of them lovely people deserve the shit that they have to go through/the shit thrown at them.
period.
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alright, i shall go to bed nowww. goodnight yall.

SIX MONTHS! :D

christmas night <3
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just got back from dinner with pandhi's family. today's his daddy's birthday. happy birthday uncle! (: dinner was pretty good. hahah was quite a funny time. his brothers and their girlfriends are rather funny hahah. all in all, it was good (: and everyone was very full hahah.

alright im rather tired and i have 2 gp compre, 6 essay outlines, and 20 articles to do by tomorrow. tell me how is that possible -_-" detention, im coming. -_-"

and pandhi's how brave now lah. he ate sambal stingray twice in less than a week. hahah not bad not bad. improving! (:

alright, i think i shall go do my essay outlines. luckily i've got some help :D hahah thanks jingwen (:

and ohyah. after reading about the democratic schools. i've decided that next time i'll set up a democratic school in singapore, and i'll name it wintermountain school. hahah. okay whatever.

okay okay, taas! (:

time has wings.


I LIKE THIS! i wantttt. hahah.

alright. cant believe the holidays zoomed past just like that. i was dreading school quite alot but yesterday was the first day of school and it was really good (: got to see everyone and i was really happy :D missed my classmates! breaks were well spent catching up and laughing with them. poor tingali is sick, get well soon you! (:

my classmates tried the chocolate oreo cheesecake that pandhi and i baked and they said it was good :D we are like how professional manz. hahah.

school's really tiring and thoughts of taking a day off from school have started to surface. hahah. no no no no no, i will have perfect attendance. i can do this. hahah.

i really like my new plan, unlimited sms. HAHAH. coolll rightz. no more bills of 100+ dollars are going to be mailed to my house. hahah.

and pandhi told me two bedtime stories last night! hahah he was telling me the first one. then after a few sentences i asked him if he's reading off the net. HAHAH. and he laughed. and he asked me how i know. hello i know you how well and the internet is your bestfriend. hahah. he was like telling some story bout a lion a tiger an elephant and a dove. and he used different voices to act out the different animals. HAHAH. quite funny. halfway through the story, the dove became a pigeon. HAHAH. then he told me the second story! which was quite funny and retarded with reference to snow white just that all the characters were pigs but there was one SMART AND COOL MAN. and he refused to name the man. hahah i bet the man was himself lah. he likes to incorporate us into the stories. what a retarddd. hahah. (:

anyway, brother! hope youre feeling better! know today was a bad day for you and all. but tomorrow will be a better day! (:

to the people taking exams, the j1s i know and the peeps in the other jcs, good luck! (:

and oh! reena came to school yesterday! got to spend quite sometime with her (: missed you luohanist! sunday! (: and azmi came to school to withdraw yesterday. that happy man hahah. reena and i talked to him for quite a bit and we came to a conclusion that he charmed the people who interviewed him. HAHAH. happy for you! (:

and detention yesterday was made better cause fatty and pandhi went with me! (: two more detentions to go! (:

and i tried brushing my teeth with my left hand and i injured my gum HAHAH.

"pandhi its 12...u just failed our 11.30 rule HAHA"

HAHAH shit. anyway pandhi dared me to spit coke at him and i did. HAHAH told you not to dare me right. i will really do it. HAHAH. and so he took revenge by laying in ambush. when i came out of the toilet, he splashed alot of water at me. IDIOT. hahah.

alright, this is one random post. i love school :D but im freaking tired. hahah okay goodnight. byezzz (:

Inadequate


"then dont be with me lah"
"but i really want to be with you"
"why do you want to be with me if i make you feel that way?"
"i guess cause......."
"huh?"
"...i guess... cause i've never loved anyone as much as i love you"
"...uhhuh. and then?"
"i really dont want to lose you"

thanks and im sorry

i wish i know how to show you that i truly care. why do i always make you feel as if i dont care about you at all. i care, i really do. im sorry for making you feel the way you did today, and always. thanks for the lgm. sometimes i really feel that you're too nice to me.

i honestly have no idea why i suck so much.

You're everywhere to me.

the pandhi is damn funny and cute :D you should have heard the way he exclaimed bout his new phone and seen how excited he was. HAHAH.

"omg, i love this phone!"

"ah pandhi. i love it!!"

ETC..

HAHAH. i can still remember how he sounded and he was/is really so super happy about his new phone. he was all smiles when he got the phone, when he was checking it out, when he was reading the manual, and i was laughing when i heard him gushing about it over the phone. hahah. he's like some small kid lah. hahah i swear he's the cutest pandhi ever (:

we're supposed to get the same phone, i hope mummy gets it for me. hah. we're so cool i swear. hahah.

anyway, emo day today was quite a failure.. because, we seriously dont look emo at all. HAHAH. or maybe we just cant pull off the look. i was really black from head to toe, okay he was also. hahah. we really tried our best to look emo already. but tsk, ohwell. hahah. zohan was quite a funny movie, he's one funny man. "i dont want to say" hahah! that fatty was laughing throughout the whole show. hahah. we ate pretty alot today, plus a takehomepack yami yogurt (: then to cine to play the dart game. hahah. its damn funny seeing him hopping around and being "angry" and whining and running to me cause he missed/lost to me. HAHAH. very cute :D good fun :D

and on tuesday, we bought a 1.5kg honey glazed chicken from the marketplace at tanglin mall and bought rice at the foodcourt and we had dinner. HAHAH. we how coollll. we were rather full from the whole chicken hahah. then we went to botanic gardens! its been like half a year since we first went there! time really flies man. hahah we lied down on the bridge at the swan lake there and star-gazed. okay fine, no stars. hahah moon-tanning and cloud-watching! the clouds were moving so quickly and they were in all shapes and sizes we were trying to figure out what they look like. and ohyah, the moon was super full and round and super bright! and everytime the clouds threatened to block the moon, we went like OHHNOOOOOOOO and started trying to get the clouds to move away(by scolding them) HAHAH but the clouds do move away, must be cause they heard us and theyre scared of us. HAHAH. and the breeze was super nice! although i thought that it was going to rain but the wind blew all the dark clouds away and the sky became very clear. and we could see stars! we tried asking the stars to come out by singing twinkle twinkle little stars. but i guess we sang quite awfully.. because.. some stars disappeared HAHAH. clear night sky with a full round moon and twinkle twinkle little stars, and him. how nice (: hahah.

anddd talking on the phone for like 3-4 hours every night is going to kill me one day. the radiation.. omg, cancer. hahah. but well, i dont mind. hahah. and i think we're quite retarded exploring all the msn activities, and being rather excited playing minesweeper. hahah. and pandhi's starting to eat chilli! like mcspicy, prata curry, salsa, beef chilli cheese fries etc.. hahah yay, good for you! it was quite funny seeing his expression after he ate mcspicy. and how we both competed to see who can eat more curry with the prata and not drink water. hahah. and ohyah, we baked last friday! hahah our brownies were perfect man, just that that silly man did something damn stupid/noob(according to his brother) HAHAH and we all laughed at him. hahah. and we went to buy the black bands for our emo day sometime last week. and that idiot wore the band, and used one to join together with the one on my arm. and then we had to walk around inseparable. hahah was quite funny cause we had to turn in a certain way and stuff. and everyone was staring at us like how come we must walk and hold hands though it was so awkward and difficult to move on the bus. hahah bet they think we're some retards who're like super glue. hahah. thats the pandhi for you. full of shit, and stupid ideas. HAHAH okay kidding okayyyy. hahah. (:

hello pandhi, sorry if i always bully you or jag you okay. HAHAH i already very nice to youuu already. right right. i know you know :D okay fine, you must be thinking that im not nice to you at all. well, but im trying to be nicer already! hahah i know you understand. hahah thanks for everything pandhi (: you just went to beddd and its like 425am now. hahah. i hope you get enough sleep! have fun using your new phone, i'll see you later (: and thanks for the lullaby you sang me last night, although it wasnt very nice. HAHAH kidding [:

All my life I've made excuses
Pushing you away
Saying that you're not for me
i guess i was wrong.

the best one ever (:

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alright, i should go to bed already. i is damn tired. hahah. nightz (:

High-dration


IAN'S EIGHTEENTH

















dricee smashed the cake into ian's face. and he ran away. look carefully at the picture, you can see that punk running away hahah.


-_-" this is one retard. hahah













MISS LIANG'S WEDDING















































































































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It's your God-forsaken right to be loved
im sorry.