If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate

yohz whadddup yaaalll

so the past few days had been pretty good. on monday, i met lissa joash and joelynn at je mrt. and we trained down to citylink. the turnout was pretty big. we camwhored and all while waiting for miss liang to come. hahah she got a shock when she came. cause she met lissa and joe in the toilet and they said that they were only 5 people. more like 5 X 6 or something. hahah so dinner was good. an awesome catching up time (: as usual, fourdee had the greatest number of people. yeaaaa man :D hahah i love fourdee (: so after everything, val's dad gave me a lift home (: thanks!

tuesday, woke up at 12. HAHAHA earliest i have woken up in a long timeee. so i went to guthrie house to study. yeah pi-gu man. i studied one chapter for 8 hours.... like from 2.30 till 10.30. i was on cell structure. well doneeee. ohwell. i think its better if i retain. i know no shit bout nothing yo. ohwell. i havent even read the lit book at all. and i havent started on math nor geog. i have missing notes for geog. and my bio notes are blank. ohwell. i got to study 5 months of work in like say two weeks? minus all the days that im not free and all. theres five days left. ohwell. honestly im really scared. but i just cant seem to get myself to study. ohwell.

lin came to meet me at around 9. she then stayed over at my house. we laughed a hell lot man. do join our GAYYY club on friendster (: hahahah. we slept at like 7 plus am this morning. hahah. and she left for school after brunch wearing my thoburn shirt. i have a feeling shes gonna steal my shirt and not return me. ass. and and, you know my granny cooked ALOT. and she cooked THREEEEE dishes of veggie cause lin said she wants to eat veggie. and now theres so much left. if my granny asks me to eat them, i swear i'll kill you christina teng. ASS. your friend here doesnt eat veggie tootdy, and you know it. ass.

okayyy so i went back to sleep after she left and woke up at around 4. im gonna have to get some stuff for the telematch. and i have to pack for the camp tomorrow. im sure its gonna be a hell lot of fun :D

so in advance, HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY to LISSA CHOO AND SZEMIAN (:

anddd i havent seen alliances and shu and reena in a long long timeee ):

anddd i was looking around friendster and blogs and i could tell that the sec fours really had a great time during their SL trips. and it made me really sad that i wasnt able to go last year. ohwell. tho they always say it doesnt matter if youre helping overseas or locally, cause youre still helping. but you know, it really does make a difference actually. be it the amount that you helped, the times that you had, the kids or the environment. its really different. and i really really wished that i had been able to go. somehow i think that joash feels the same way too. ohwell. and i wished that i had gone to china last june.

now that i look back on the past year and stuff, theres so much regrets and all. and damn, the SL trip thing wasssssss really really stewpz. its something i was so damn looking forward to. i really really wanted to go... ohwell, i feel sad now.

suddenly, i feel that i miss leon teh alot. i dont know why.

and you know it sucks when some misunderstanding or onesided story that isnt true(full of self opinion and assumptions, the thinking that whatever he/herself thinks is right) causes you to lose something so damn very precious to you. it totally sucks.

; you've begun to feel like home