people change.
people change.
people change.

i hate the world.

they forget everything they once had, once they find something new.
they only turn back and look for you, when they lost that something new.
are these people not like the one that i dislike so much?
i suppose not.
but yet, its the name.
that name, that hold us(supposedly) together.
the worlds changing.
every second, every minute, every hour.
no one's waiting for you.
everyone's selfish and self centred.
everyone cares for themselves the most.
everyone.

how can people be like that.
two totally different sides.
like they say, you never know.
yes i agree, you never know when things will change.
when the worlds changing, youre abandoned.
all on your own, cause you aint changing.
you chose to stay the way you are cause you like it.
some people change without knowing it.
some people change till theyre beyond recognition.

so now, all you reading this post.
do you think that you've changed?
if yes, for the better or for the worse?
sometimes, its good to do some self-reflection.
cause you stay close to your inner self.
your true self.

whats the point of becoming prettier or hotter day by day,
and inside youre rotting away?
whats the point of being the best,
when your heart cant pass God's test?

humans.
humans.
humans.

complicated beings that cannot be fully understood.

and why should i even bother bout these stuff.
i can complain and rant to the world that theyre such bastards or bitches or whatever.
i can tell everyone that they suck and theyre mean and they only care bout themselves.

but whats the point of all these?

like they say, true friends are like gold, thats purified by fire.
how many of your friends can go thru every shit with you?
count yourself lucky if you have even one.
cause some people do not have.

for myself, i know i have this whole lot of people whom i can go thru every shit with.
and i really thank God for each and everyone of them.
and i must say that i am really really extremely lucky to have them.
i know it seems ridiculous to say that you have a bunch of bestfriends.
but i do.
i do.

to the sixteen of you, whom i wont name out.
thanks for everything.
and no matter what changes,
i'll still love yall.


it takes forgiveness and grace, to save.

alright, i feel much better now.
at least i am sure of who i am.
at least i am sure of what i am doing.
at least i know what i have to do.
at least i know ...

p.s: i do not know what im talking about. and please do not take what i have typed to heart. cause many a time, an upset heart speaks nothing but gibberish.

g'night peeps.
taas.

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