My Remedy

stayed home these two days due to a stupid fever. my temperature hit 39 degrees today. omg so scary hahah. i thought i was going to die. but after seeing the doctor and all the taking of so many tablets, my temperature's under 37 degrees already. thinking about whether i should go to school tomorrow. missed the people in school but at the same time, i feel that i should rest more. dont know dont know. shall decide tomorrow morning i guess. hahah. have been mostly confined to the bed and sleeping these two days, being up only to eat and watch tv. hahah i like this kinda life actually. eat and sleep and watch tv. hahah. yes i know im very lazy.

yesterday was like i couldnt wake up in the morning cause i slept really late because i was doing jaclyn's birthday present. and then suddenly i just had fever -_-" had a visitor in the afternoon and i felt much better after that. hahah. then had tuition at 430. i was like dying i swear. hahha. then my temperature just started climbing higher and higher. but i guess im fine now. thanks to all those who texted me and asked about me (:

and the realisation that prelims are like in dont know how long has struck me. and im really scared now cause i still dont know anything bout geog. and i have only read two books for lit. and i dont even know anything bout the format of lit or anything. i know i cant finish studying anything in time. perhaps only bio and math. but not anything else. hahah but whenever i feel scared, i just tell myself that its okay, its the big A that matters. and failure is the mother of success! the more i fail, the more i'll succeed! hahah. im good at comforting myself man.

and i was quite happy actually that my birthday falls on a school day and then i realised that its study break -_-" hahah. but that means that i have six days to celebrate my birthday again! like last year (: cool right. hahah and all the talk about my birthday and everything has gotten me pretty excited! cant wait but at the same time, i dont really wanna be eighteen. the number seventeen is nicer. hahha. but at least i'll be legal and theres no need to borrow ids anymore. hahah. thinking of holding a birthday party along with evan and clarence the august babies for the fairfield people. hahah but we're running short of time and we really dont know what to do. hahah. its supposed to be on the second of august and we're like frantically trying to plan now. hahah. and its so near to everyone's prelims. i guess some people wont be coming ): ohwellz.

and tomorrow! is jaclyn's big big day! her eighteenth birthday! and her darling boyfriend is gonna be out from bmt! hahah. happy happy day for her! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE BESTEST BESTEST BESTEST BEST FRIEND :D I LOVE YOU MANY MANY FOR-AIR-VER AND AIREVERRRR!!







and goodluck pandhi for your driving test tomorrow! :D