dingdong, bells rang.

everyday this week, i thought about someone whom i havent met up with in a long time.


on monday, i thought about Jem when i was on the way to lit paper. i suddenly smiled like an idiot on the bus cause i was trying to control my laughter. i remembered the times when jem always called me and told me retarded bedtime stories that made me laugh cause jem is so super childish. hahaha. and i remembered the time that he brought me to the science park and we folded paper boats and floated them in the drain. hahah and we got like a million mozzie bites. hahah. and the times when we talked everyday and how he was always always there for me and i just miss jewel alot(esp his tiny teeth and plastic smile hahah) and it made me miss how we used to be sad together, how we used to cheer each other up, how we used to be super retarded. im glad you're doing well jewel! please be a good cook dont cook maggi mee okay! hahah (:


on tuesday, i thought about Leon when i was on the cab to school. i recalled how much we used to hang out. and how smelly kenzo was -_-" HAHA. i hope kenzo's doing fine! and i remember how he used to show me all the retarded faces and how we used to laugh so loudly and so long that we can totally die from laughing. i remember all the phone calls and retarded messages especially the christmas message! it was very sweet! i remember the time we watched pulse! damn retarded. hahah. and i remember how yall bullied me when we were playing darts at your house. i remember how yall trapped me under the chair okay! wahlao idiots. hahah. and i remember how people misjudged our friendship. but well, its all in the past! (: hope you're doing fine leon! havent really been talking to you, and it surprised me when you suddenly sent me a handwritten message on msn that day. AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! (:


on wednesday, i thought about Neo when i was on the way to vivo. and i recalled how neo never really laughs. he's always the joke out of all three of us (leon neo and i) and whenever we tell him a joke, he giggles for super long and says that he's out of breath and he's tired from laughing. but actually, he never really laughed. he giggles. hahahah this is the funny thing about him. and the way he acts and speaks always cracked leon and i up super alot. we always laugh at neo like we are gonna die anytime from overlaughing. hahah. but it was always fun to have him around. i'll never forget how fast he falls asleep and how we whacked him when he was sleeping. i'll never forget the way he slaps his head, the way he says OMG, and his small teeth and his smile and especially the way he giggles. although you were always the worry of leon and i haha. but well, i guess some good things do come to an end, and i was really sad cause we didnt hang out as much anymore. and things had been awkward between us. but occasionally seeing you makes me think about our friendship. and i remembered the message that you sent me the last time you saw me at the busstop. i was touched but i couldnt find the right words to say. i guess, nothing will ever be the same but i just wish you the very very best (: and thanks for wishing me happy birthday! i was touched! (: takecare, bowl(if you still remember Bcube) (:

on thursday, i thought about perfect ten and all the regrets and unsolved matters and different happenings and unanswered questions and mysteries and the happy times. enough said.

on friday, i thought about FOURDEE (:

and how i've changed from primary school to secondary school. and i realised how mean and bad and retarded i was back then. and im glad that things took a turn for the better(much better) when i went to upper secondary (:






knowing christina and jaclyn was the first step towards how everything became better, and im so glad these friends that i've made(my bestest friends) will be with me for life (: they were with me throughout everything. through netball seasons, through my relationships, through every unhappiness, i knew (and i still know) that i can count on them (: and i really regretted having neglected them for a period of time(actually quite a long period of time) and i was really sorry but im so glad that they were still there for me. (: what better friends can anyone ask for? all the retarded things that we do, like taking stupid photos, playing stupid pranks, hide&seek, land&sea, throwingtheballhighupintotheaircatchingitandslammingitonthefloor HAHAH, doing JELLYFISH dance during trainings, hiding in the toilet to avoid jogging (even though its like damn little already) during trainings HAHAH, making fun of yeeleen, and all the stupid names we gave the netball zoo, the evil tortoises and stupid monkey! hahah. now i miss the whole netball team! hahah. okay wait, yes my two bestest friends! who like to eat maggi mee and watch dvds till we fall asleep(okay maybe only me) hahah and playing with baobao(like putting him in the washing machine, ) and teasing jaclyn and bullying her every single day, hour or rather, minute. hahahah. i miss the past so much! and im sooooo super happy that we're still close now! and I LOVE THE TWO OF YOU SO SO MUCH (: THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! :D



HAHAHAH I LOVE THE BOTH OF YOU :D




and yes! the netball team! how could i ever forget XINYI MARY MARTHA YUJIA AND SHAHIDAH! hahaah CORPORATION NETBALL TEAM, NATIONALS THIRD WHEN WE WERE P6! HAHAHA. DAMN GOOD OKAY. I REMEMBER HOW WE LOST TO MGS LIKE 22-SINGLE DIGIT IN THE ZONALS AND WE WON THEM IN THE NATIONALS THIRDFOURTH FINALS! WE WERE ALL SO HAPPY WE SCREAMED AND JUMPED AROUND AND CRIED HAHAH. i know nicky thinks that CORPORATION is like damn joke cause it sounds damn funny, BUT EH HELLO WE ARE DAMN GOOD OKAY. hahah. from there, the six of us left for fairfield cause YEELEEN CONNED US INTO GOING THERE. hahah and in the end, SHE LEFT US. BUT WE NEVER REGRETTED GOING TO FAIRFIELD MANZZZ (: and we had a new coach who is as retarded but very hot, tanpeilin! hahah. i remembered how she kicked a ball at my ass cause i called her a monkey -_-" damn painful lah. hahah. our team is really damn slack man. with all the slack trainings we have, we still managed to get national fourth when we were sec2! (we lost to mgs this time round hahah but mgs and fairfield had always been good friends right? ) hahah i really miss those times man! and all the trainings, when we spend more time laughing and slacking than actually training. hahah. but they were all really fond memories (: ohyes and i remember how we were so scared of miss wee and kept complaining that she's damn strict. hahah and i remember how yeeleen came back and coached us and how she always make us play retarded games and having to give our groups stupid names. HAHAH. i miss training with ALL OF YOU! and its sad how some have given up netball, or how some have lost passion. we were given the chance to start a sneakers team, our batch, but it was never exactly established. its really so wasted ): WELL I MISS ALL OF YOU, WE MUST MEET UP XINYI YOURE SUPPOSED TO PLAN! hahah

and as for fourdee, i dont have to express how much i miss them, cause in my archives, you can see how much i've always said i miss and love fairfield and fourdee. hahah. I MISS ALL OF YOU ALOTTTT. WE NEED A CLASS CHALET OR SOMETHING!


and my primary six classmates! hahah mingxian(i've known her since nursery HAHAH) ! its funny how we shared a love-hate relationship(like you said) although i cant really remember anything. that girl was reminding me about how evil and mean i was back in primary school. HAHA i could barely remember anything except that i cut yongxing's thumb and it bled like crazy. hahah. there were random reminders of XWG and all the various teachers and jokes and nicknames and scandals. hahah im just so glad that i have the chance to meet up with these wonderful people!




and XINYI! we've known each other since primary one! SEVEN YEARS CLASSMATE all the way till sec one! hahah. DONT GIVE UP NETBALL OKAY! we will have the chance to play together! hahah.


and MY GODBROTHER BEN. it was like so kiddy and retarded when i became your godsister back when i was sec one. but well, we've come a long way now to still be hanging out. and im so thankful to you for listening to me and hearing me out and coming to meet me all the way from dont know which ulu part of singapore. and thanks for being the trustworthy and dependable pillar of strength for me, always. we only hung out a bit last time, due to very different lifestyles. BUT, now that you're the boyfriend of my bestfriend, i get to see you more! hahah. im so glad you're with jaclyn (: she's happy, you're happy and im happy! hahah


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you know they say, friends come and friends go.
some stay, some dont.

and im thankful that many people have stayed in my life although i wasnt exactly a nice person last time. hahah. ohyeah and im thankful that ian and jarold have chosen to stay in my life, despite a really bad past. HAHAH. im sorry i know i was such a weird person. hahah. im still weird now actually. hahah. and you too, clement choy! sorry for what happened in sec two manz. hahah. its all quite funny now right when we think about it. i wasnt mean to you okay, you anyhow say. hahah.

im glad 95% of the people i treasure have stayed in my life(: (: (: X infinityplusinfinity(:

well, on the flip side,
some people change, some people reveal their true colours as time passes by and i used to be sad over leaving certain friends. but now that i think about it, i dont regret having left certain people. well but there were three people whom i was really sad about, but they've changed so much that i only know them by name and face now. sometimes i think back and i wonder what would our friendships be like if we'd remained close. but whatever it is, i know you guys are doing fine and at least we're all still friends (: takecare! (:

i dont know why im suddenly so "recollective" ahaha. but well, i guess sometimes we should sit down and think about our lives and it will make us realise how blessed and lucky we actually are and we'll learn to be more thankful and treasure all that we have (: (:

my life's near perfect (: i dont know whether its perfect, i'll like to think it is! hahah.
my bestestbestest family, all the friends that i've made in AC

ESPECIALLY

jiazhi


celeste


reena


warrick


marcseah


titi


joanne


emma and zhuanyi(they come in a pair hahah)


and

nicky of course haha

(see we got matching dimples HAHAHAHAH. but he wins cause his dimple can hold water, mine cant ): )

, friends that are kept from primary school and FAIRFIELD(YOU GUYS KNOW WHO YALL ARE (: (: (:) <3 <3 <3 <3 <3!!!

im really so so so SUPER ULTRA MEGA DOOPER WHOOPER lucky (:

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anyway i shall just update here a bit. HAHAH quite random but yeah,

FRIDAY was meeting up with celeste and yixuan! hahah we walked around taka and fareast and ate quite a bit. and then we caught wildchild! hahah its quite funny and cute and emma roberts is superrr pretty! hahah anyway i thought the ending was quite touching. hahaha. so after the movie, we went around town taking photos with the christmas decorations. RETARDED RIGHT(YIXUANS IDEA LAH) HAHAHA. so after perspiring alot, we headed down to VALLEYPOINT our second home! hahah and we sat there playing some retarded game and we laughed so much my stomach was hurting. haha and yixuan's like damn bimbotic minus the pretty part. she can never stop praising herself and when we jag her, she says we bully her. hahah. we left for home at eleven plus. great time spent with the two retards! (:

SATURDAY.
i met jiazhi in the late afternoon and we walked around fareast trying to look for this shop but somehow it disappeared. ahaha i cant decide which pairs of heels i wanna get and i havent bought so many things ): HOW. hahah. and ohyeah jiazhi and i bought some food and bubble tea and i was walking her to the bus stop when suddenly her bus came just when she received a phonecall. and her face was like so shocked and panicky she pushed her bubble tea to me and said "help me throw away" and ran off. i was stunned for awhile HAHAH. then she messaged me to tell me that she's sorry for dumping her bubble tea on me. HAHA you better be sorry ah.

so i walked over to wheelock to wait for jaclyn and ben to come, as i had predicted, they took an hour to come. hahah but while i was walking to wheelock, suddenly weiarng called me and told me he was alone. hahah so he came over to wheelock to meet me and we talked for like an hour or so then ben and jaclyn came. left weiarng the fatboy and we headed to hongkongcafe for some food and then to the arcade. we caught quarantine at 11 plus and its a damn retarded show. wahlao wasted my ten bucks zzz. we went home at around 2ammm.

tomorrow! i've got to hop down to the tailor and ohyah nicky the fat pandhi is coming back! hahah. should be meeting jiazhi and celeste to do some shopping tomorrow! (: (: yay i love my alliances! :D

AND OHYEAH JUST NOW YIXUAN MESSAGED ME

yixuan : EH YOU PAY ME NOW I TELL YOU A DAMN GOOD NEWS. haha!
me: what thing!!
yixuan: say 10 good things about me i tell you. HAHA

and i didnt reply.

and after 15 minutes

yixuan: EH YOU DONT WANT TO REPLY ME AH. WA LAO NOTHING NICE TO SAY MEH. BUT I STILL TELL YOU LA.

HAHAHAHA JOKE WHY YOU ALWAYS SO MONEY FACE AH. HAHAH. YOU PAY ME I DONT POST UGLY PHOTOS OF YOU :D

GOODNIGHT GOODMORNING FRIENDS :D