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nicky called at 12am(christmas) when i was in attica. and i pushed my way out of the crowd to answer his call. hahah. bet like everyone was cursing at me lah. hahah. and it felt like a long long time since i last heard his voice. haha. i was quite touched that he called. it was cute of him to call me at midnight(singapore time) when its 11am christmas eve in newyork. [:

hahah thanks for calling pandhi!! [: hope you're having fun touring although you said that its getting boring. haha come home soon !

and

HAPPY FIRST ANNIVERSARY !!!


this lucky retard is still holidaying. he just moved from manhatten to philedelphia(i told him to buy cheese haha). and he kept making references to gossip girl, i think he's hooked on the show. haha. his emails everyday make me happy happy [:

anyway, so i said i'd tell our story on christmas right! hahah im late i know. and anyway my christmas eve and christmas was very well spent and i had alot alot alot of fun :D

okay, so our story goes........

once upon a time....
in a school called Anglo Chinese Junior College... (haha okay i was kidding about typing like that)

so nicky and i first met in the void deck(in feb). and it was the first time i ever saw him. i was sitting diagonally opposite him, two tables away. and he was sitting there with samuel. so emma and zhuan yi(who were my classmates and his og friends) went to talk to him. and i just sat there alone looking around. and then suddenly, emma and zhuan yi came to me and said EH NICKY CALLED YOU A MALAY. (i was really pretty tanned then) and i was like ?!?!? huh i dont even know him what the hell. so i looked at him and i said "YOU THINK YOU VERY CUTE IS IT HUH HAMSTER HAIR" (HAHAHAAHHA cause his hair brown colour and he looks like a hamster) and that was how we first met. hahah quite funny right. (and not long ago, nicky was still telling me something like " i remember how we first met. you were sitting opposite me in the void deck and when i saw you i was like eh that girl quite pretty. i thought you were really cute" and i was like "huh.. you blind ah. then you call me malay!!!" and he's like " I DINT! they anyhow say wan. really!!! then you call me hamster hair you flirt with me lor " -___-" what an ass right hahah)

so after that, that was it. HAHA no lah. that retard added me on friendster and msn and chatted with me online. (he said that he went to find out my name and my surname from dont know who haha i was so touched. )the first time we talked online was probably around orientation 2 i think? haha. and the first time we talked, i called him a pandhi. HAHA it was a word taught to me by leon and neo. it means pig in tamil. haha so thats how we started calling each other pandhi. so we talked online pretty often. and the second time we talked, he asked about all my previous relationships. and so we exchanged details haha.

there was this once i saw him at cine and i wasnt sure if it was him. so i asked zhuan for his number and i texted him and asked if it was him at cine. then after a few messages, i went for a movie and then we didnt message anymore and i didnt save his number. haha. so we were talking online one friday night and he was asking me what i was going to do the next day. and i kept saying like nothing, see if got people ask me out and stuff. and then that asshole kept like hinting to me to ask him out. hahaha what a retard but i didnt ask him out lah of course. we talked till like almost 3 plus 4am. and then he went to bed. and then the next day he messaged me and i was like WHO ARE YOU. hahaha. and he was like !!!!! hahah quite funny. we messaged for a bit and thats it.

and then he went for his polo trip, and came back and got pneumonia. -_-" haha. and like he was very sad that he couldnt play for season and stuff so i just did what i could and cheer him up.

so we continue talking online and like saying hi in school. we always talk on msn till like 1 plus 2 even when there's school the next day. and even later on weekends. hahaha. so i'll pon school. now yall know why my attendance was so bad right. HAHA. but anyway, he's in polo and i was in netball then. so our training days were the same i think? so like sometimes he'll walk past the netball court and wave hi and stuff. then there was once i was having training and his polo training ended quite early and i saw all the polo boys standing at the sports com there. then that night he talked to me on msn and said that he was trying to look for me but couldnt see me. hahah and i was like haha he's so cute. hahah.

when his polo season finally came, he kept asking me to go and watch his games. and being very nice, and fine, cause i was fond of him(but i always kinda avoided him in school cause im very shy im serious. hahaha.) i went for every single one of his games(even though he didnt play for three i think) i took pink slip, skipped training, pon school and stuff to go watch his games you know. hahaha. then there was this match that i brought jem along with me. and nicky was filming the game and he got to know jem and he thought that jem was my boyfriend and he was sad. and he kept asking me if jem was really my bestfriend or boyfriend. HAHAHA.

the first match that he could play was the game against rj. he was talking to me the night before and telling me to go and watch the game and i told him like cannot lah. got training and stuff. and the next day, i walked out of lt3 and just nice he walked out of lt1 and he saw me. and he pulled me kinda aside and asked me to go and watch his game and he kinda whined a bit HAHAHA. and he kept saying please and "i want you to come" and stuff and i was like...... okay okay see how. and in the end i went to watch but i left before the game ended and rushed back to school for training. wahlao i think i was so damn stupid HAHAHA.

(i didnt remember this but nicky did and he told me ahaah) so while i was doing weights at oldham wing, the polo boys came back from the back gate. and then he was very sad cause they lost and i drew a smiley face with both of my index fingers(like asking him to smile and cheer up) and he felt better. hahahah i didnt even remember that this happened but he did. [:

okay then right. his final game. he kept bugging me to go and go and go and i refused and refused and refused. he kept asking me to go and i was like "huh go for what. whether i go or not doesnt make a difference" and he was like "it does!!!", "it makes a difference!", "if you're there, i can say hi to you( and i was like "-_-" cannot say hi in school meh") and he said "at the pool there more special" (IM SURE LAH) hahaha. and then you know he always asked me not to pon school, and then he told me to pon school for his game!!! and i was like "i thought you say dont pon school!" and he said "whatever la. as long as it gets you there :D" (asshole right hahah) and i asked him like why should i go and he said "cause i want you to go" and i was like -_-" why? and he said "because i say so :D :D" and half of that whole conversation, which lasted for very long, he was persuading me to go for his game. and i promised to give him a kitkatcookiedough. tsk. haha. so i skipped school to go and watch and i was standing on the second level looking down before cherylkoh came and we went down to the poolside to watch the game. during halftime, he swam across, and smiled at me(and i was like !!! so cute HAHA) after the game i passed him the kitkatcookie dough. and then he messaged me.

a few days later, he talked to me on msn and he told me that he saw me even before i went down, when i was standing on the second level. and i was shocked.. i didnt expect him to see me standing up there. and he said like i was standing in one corner holding my handphone. and i was really quite surprised. ahah and he was like "somemore say you wearing black and white trying to trick me. you wore blue" hahaha. cause before his game, he texted me and asked if i was going and what i was going to wear. and many many months later he still told me "i remember you wore blue that day" hahahah[:

anyway, nicky was like super idiotic. the whole time i was thinking if he likes me or not. cause like after all that, i thought maybe he likes me? and plus, he kept asking me who i like and bugged me for the longest time ever (right from when we started talking) what a retard. and then somemore he says stuff like "why you never take h2 math. if not you'll be in my tutorial. boo" and he always asks me where i go, what did i do and who did i go out with. there was once i told him that i went out with kengheng and he was like"um.. you just went out with that guy alone ah?" and he kept asking -_-", even after we switch topics. and he sounded jealous. hahahah. everytime i say that i went out with a guy, he'll question non stop. and there was once he said "you never go online yesterday" and i was like woah, he notices. hahah.

and the best was i remember, 7th april. when he asked for my timetable. and i was like what the.. and he wanted me to type the whole thing out on msn and i did. and i was like thinking why does he want my timetable lah and i was like "you make me type out for fun is it" then he said "no. im copying it" (i was like huh... what the!) and he analyzed my timetable and said that "cool, we have at least 20minutes common break everyday." i really didnt know what he wanted lah -_-" NICKY YOU SUCK HAHAHAH.

and we messaged sometimes also.. and then he'll talk to me on msn at night and say that i never reply him. hahaha. maybe cause his phone sucks i dont receive his replies. hahaha. okay fine actually it was my phone that sucked. haha

and ohyeah, the kitkatcookiedough. he wanted to eat it in front of me how retarded is that you tell me. and then was like "walao then how i eat my kitkat" when i told him that i wasnt going to school. hahaha. what the hell. so anyway i realised that he had something going on with someone else the day before he wanted to eat the kitkat infrontof me. and then i just decided to stop talking to him. and then that day when i was in school, he messaged me and asked if i was in school and asked me where i was cause he brought the kitkat to school and wanted to eat the kitkat in front of me -_-" and i was like quite angry lah. like what the hell does he want. so i kinda was very fierce to him.

hahaha and then that same day, i caught a damn bad flu in class and my eyes were all very teary cause i was wearing contacts. and then i was walking out of class myself when i saw that he was at the watercooler. and i was like shit lah. why so coincidental... so i walked faster and tried to avoid him. but then just nice, he turned around and saw me and started talking to me. and i didnt want to reply him i just walked away and he followed and kept asking me what was wrong and why was i crying when i wasnt even crying -_-" and i got damn irritated. and he refused to let me go till i told him what was wrong on the staircase. and i just left lah. and he texted me later on.

then i think that night or something, he told me about him and another girl. so i was like yupp i know already and stuff lah. then we were still friends. and i stopped liking him really soon after that hahaha.

and after that, he still talked to me online every once in awhile. and he notices that i dont go to school, and says like "i havent seen you around" kinda thing and kept asking me to go to school. haha he was a good friend lah. then on my birthday, he was in indonesia and he messaged me happy birthday.

then on 10th october, it was like baccalaureate service for the j2s, and being a j1, i skipped it to sleep. hahah. but the night before, nicky was talking to me till really late. like 430am. hahah. and then he kept hinting to me to ask him out he was super irritating! haha. in the end he asked me out HAHA. and being nice i said okay. haha. the next morning he went to school for the service and when the service ended, i was still sleeping. HAAHAH. so he waited at ps alone for me. and when i got there, he played hide and seek with me in carrefour what a retard. hahah. and we caught nanny diaries and had lunch and stuff and then i went to watch a netball game with christina. haha.

then from then onwards, he messaged me like everyday. and then chinese a's were nearing. and so i gave him chinese tuition at valleypoint a couple of times cause nicky's chinese is cannot-make-it. haha. and then like the whole time, he was very nice and he kinda gave me quite alot of signals. and i was like shit... not again.. and i just tried very hard to stay out of any of this kinda shit but i knew i was failing. we went out quite alot of times but i thought he liked someone else(hahah now i think about it its quite retarded.) and then i was like.. shit lah. history repeating itself again. and i was sad. haha

but then, on the 22nd of december. he asked me out and we went to watch warlords. he gave me christmas present! which was 2 bars of kitkatcookiedough. hahah. and then we went to watch his mum perform at a church concert that night. and that was the first time i met his parents.

and on christmas, i met him late at night to pass him his christmas gift. and that was when he kinda confessed that he likes me. and i was like... -_-"... cursing and swearing at him in my heart HAHAHA. cause i've made up my mind that i was gonna stop liking him after passing him the gift. then like that. hahah. but anyway, everything went well from then onwards. [:

and he told me that actually he liked me during first three months and through his season and he liked me first but we didnt hang out or anything. and he kinda dint have a choice. and i understood lah. although i always call him a bastard. HAHA. but everything's cool [:

and its been one full year since christmas! it really went pass so fast, no shit. and 2008 is definitely one of the best years for me [: hahah reading the old msn convos just made me laugh cause the things we talk about are really retarded to the maxest max. haha and it makes me smile everytime nicky brings up something about us, cause im glad that he remembers [: haha he even remembers us talking about neonturtle HAHA when i dont even remember it. and he's always been emphasizing on how it was funny and cool and quite a miracle the way we met. i remember him saying that he should thank zhuan cause if not, he'd never have gotten to know me. haha. [: same here man, thanks zhuan!! [:

HAHAHA and im like reading some old convos now and im laughing like shit. AHAHA damn funny.

oh and.

honestly, he's the best anyone can ever wish for [:

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hahaah alright, enough bout our story. haha. time to update about christmas!!

christmas eve!
i went down to valleypoint in an attempt to get my perfect santa hat and it was sold out i was sad ): and then i couldnt get a santa hat anywhere and its like the third year that i really wanted a santa hat and i didnt have one. hmph. and jiazhi. that idiot. we arranged to meet at six plus near 7. she came at 830........ and i sat alone in valleypoint starbucks my second home drinking my favourite drink which tasted different compared to normal. and even after i changed my drink, it still tasted weird. hahah. so anyway met jiazhi and we went for dinner at liang court she got to eat her favourite udon.

warrick was supposed to join us and he kept trying to get us to go down to mimolette. but in the end jiazhi and i decided to give it a miss and went to attica instead. countdown in attica with jiazhi shawn and weiarng was not too bad. viv and her friend came to join us for abit. it was the first time that i ever left a club at like 1 plus am(damn early). haha and just sat outside some random place talking. jz, ah lai and ah arng decided to have a HTHT(heart to heart talk HAHA according to jz) at macs. so we went to macs and sat there talking and talking till about 4am before i took nr5 home. and the first thing i did when i got home is to check my email :D

so i sleptttt, and i woke up at 11 plus for the annual family christmas party. went down to my third grandaunt's house. and stayed there the whole day. talking to my grandaunt who's around the same age as my mum, and an aunt who's two years younger than me was not too bad. hah. and OKAY I SIDETRACK CAUSE A MOSQUITO BIT MY EYELID its swollen now -____-"

CHRISTMAS DINNER WITH JIAZHI CELESTE AND AVIS WAS CANCELLED BECAUSE JIAZHI AND CEL HAD FAMILY DINNER AT THE VERY LAST MINUTE. AND POOR AVIS ATE MAGGI MEE AT HOME. AND I DIDNT HAVE DINNER CAUSE ALL THE FOOD WAS GONEEE. stupid alliances. hahah.

i left the place at ten pm cause i watched little nyonya. went down to butterfactory and met jiazhi and celeste. we got our chops and realised that there were no more lockers left so we went to some secluded area and hid this plastic bag that contained cardigans and the present fatty gave me (:D THANKS FATTY!) then we went to find deborah, dawn(whom i prefer to call john) and mary. hahah they're all funny people. they were all freaking high high to the sky lah. and deborah was the funniest. she sat on the floor, held her head and said "f, this is the f-ing highest i've ever been lah" and then i was like hmm.. hahaha. then after a while, she puked. hahah. john was making alot alot of noise and mary was like the most sane one around. then jiazhi and celeste got damn high too and i was the only sane one left. and i had to take care of those two retards omg it was killer. celeste wanted to run and jiazhi kept shouting that her feet hurt. and i was like kiap in between the both of them holding their hands. idiots. hahah. and then while we were in the toilet, the super high jiazhi left without a word and went back to find the rest. -_-"

and then celeste was like whining and whining and wanted to dance. hahahah. so the two of us went to the dancefloor and we dancedddd. and it was fun. then we met xinfu, timothy and godwin. and we burned tissue HAHAH. godwin's magic trick. and then the bouncer came to warn us after we burned like three times. haha. then halfway, avis jiazhi christina jasmin and jodine came to find us and we all danced together. hahaha. and then butterfact had like plastic cups made into a disco ball. celeste jumped and grabbed one of the cups and it almost came out. then jodine tried to push it back, when suddenly the bouncer grabbed her from the back and like pulled her on her neck with his arm backwards. then we were all damn shocked and followed and confronted the bouncer. then in the end, everything was okay and we went back to dancing. hahah it was very fun (: but the fun didnt last long cause the party ended at 3am.

we went back to find deborah john and mary and then jodine drove christina jasmin jiazhi celeste avis and i to spize. celeste and jiazhi were still high and they kept screaming in the van. HAHA damn funny. and the rest of us just kept laughing at them. and then when jodine was asking for directions, everyone kept shouting and shouting hahah shit it was damn funny. and the FUNNIEST THING WAS WHEN JODINE TURNED INTO THE LANE OF THE OPPOSITE TRAFFIC. AND BRAKED SUDDENLY. and everyone like flew lah. hahah damn funny we couldnt stop laughing jodine is a dangerous driver man luckily got no cars coming lah. we all laughed till we almost died. haha

jodine and jiazhi left. so the five of us went to spize! haha and we sat there talking and all till 6am. before celeste waited with me for my bus and i took a bus home [: haha it was an awesome night for me (:

BOXING DAY
i woke up at around 3. and warrick messaged and asked if i want to have lunch at my house here. in the end, we decided to check out the new jurong point so i met him at around 4plus and we walked around and round and round and finally got to eat. i was starrrrrving. then after that, we continued to walk round and round and roundddd. and we went to the voiddeck to talk. it was like where we studied together for promos last year. hahah and we talked about damn alot of things all the way till about 940pm and then i went back hahah some things were really damn funny.

ohyeah and truefriend sucks cause he kept saying im a bad friend.. for eg : "you like that. so bad lah. still say we truefriends" -_-" LOOK WHOS TALKING. hahaha but anyway today was pretty funny and amusing and a good catch-up. see you soon eetardz. [:

ohyeah, i baked muffins for them but i left them at my grandaunt's house. smart right -_-"

oh and jem and leon sent me almost the same christmas messages! something about "if a fat man walks into your room tonight and puts you into a bag, dont be afraid cause i told santa i want a friend like you (:"

and today i replied them

"santa didnt put me in a bag. you lie ):" HAHAAHAHA

and jem replied something like "i told santa not to take you cause if not very selfish right"

and leon replied "idiot. santa said he couldnt find your chimney"

hahah im such an ass.


okay so , 2008 has been an awesomezxzx year for me and im really very glad for people like jiazhi celeste marc warrick titi joanne yunting zhuan emma karen charkoh and everyone else that i know in AC who made AC life so much more meaningful, memorable, fun and fulfilling (:

and of course christina jaclyn ben jasmin reena avis viv jem leon thefairfieldclique and everyone who made a difference in my life (:

i couldnt ask for more (:
hope 2008 was a smashing good year for all of you too (:

HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE! [: