I shouldn't love you, but I want to

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to

Now i look back on the time that we spent and
I see it in my mind
Playing over and over again
Visions in my mind
Of the day that we met
U showed me things
That i'll never forget
U had my head up in the clouds
Make me feel like im floating

Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But Im doin It
Its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and Im alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

I guess its over
Indefinitely
But u and i know
Its not that easy
To let go
Of everything that we had
And start all over again

You forgot about the promises
You made me
And now we'll let the memories
Just fade away
But i'll remember
What u used to say

its been exactly six months, and i finally really totally wholeheartedly got over you (:
and i truly wish you and her all the very best (:

; this is the day