symptoms of you.

i've finally done what i had to do.
i'm feeling... a lil better.
and a lil .. i dont know.

its gonna be tough but i know everythings gonna be okay.
its for the better anyway.

i wish you well.
thanks for everything everything everything.

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i've never been so close to death.
my greatgrandmother passed away this afternoon.
having someone leave right in front of you is scary.

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my eyes are hurting really badly.