This may never start.

so many thoughts and questions were crashing about in my head the whole night long
everytime i opened my eyes, the same things flashed in front of me.
everytime i shut my eyes and tried getting back to sleep, the same things repeated in my mind.

and theyre still running in my head.

ugh. i dont know.
theres so much, too much on my mind.

i hope i'll be able to sleep everything off tonight.