birthday boy and his imaginary friend




they do this kinda stuff pretty often.






i didnt know he was doing that. i was wondering why there was hot air blowing at my face.







ASSES!


groupie :D



the girls and the pimp.







mitchell's dinner


i popped up in alot of pictures :D HAHAH


another one (: and look, josh's hair :D


the oreocheesecakes.


i killed the birthday girl. thank me everyone :D



i think im such an idiot. they were cutting the cake. and i actually took them without the cake. -_-"


this was random. but our feet looked quite neat eh.


besties (: , my precious











birthday peeps: joshua lim and jacqueline lee!





my pretty slipper (: HAHAH


look at the pair of legs with the black socks and white shoes on. SEXAYE RIGHT. they belong to our dear birthday boy.


candid? maybe.






look at those ermm, boys?



perhaps all of them are gays.


this picture is duper sexy :D



spot me ):


let the peektures tell the story :D


today, i woke up at one plus. met elis at around three. so scary lah! my bus almost went past her stop without her! hahah. thank God she managed to catch it! hah. finally, some time with my precious alone. some catching up done (:

so we went to collect the satays and noodles and all. then mitchell came. so we went walking around, buying stuff for deco. met clarence near ntuc. hah.

so then we took 106 to bukit batok. met up with evan and yongzhi and brandon. went to gerald's condo. which is just directly beside westmall and the mrt!

hah so we went in and all. elis josh and i started doing up the room. with some teeny weeny bit of help from the big group of guys. hahah. looking at them twisting the streamers made me laugh. they all looked damn funny. hahah. so then we did up the room. pretty :D many balloons, pizza, wings, prawn mee, satays, hotdogs. sotong balls, seaweed chicken, much soft drinks. yumm (:

jacq came and she was so touched! hahah. then as usual, all of us made so much noise that we took quite long to sing the birthday songs. as usual lah huh, thoseee guys. hahah. so we sang and all. then we all ate. camwhoreed a mega lot. and as you can tell, joshua lim(mitchell, thats alex's and my nickname for him), the birthday boy is a SUPER CAMWHORE. hahah. every alternate pic in the cam, you will see him. or actually, he appears in EVERY photo. HAHAH. and lissa's first question to me was "got boyfriend not?" BASKETTT -_-"

many peektures, talking, playing with the balloons, being retarded, bridge and all :D it was def a great night. with people i so love and miss, with yummaye food and a great place that seemed like a chalet, i had alot of fun :D

clarence being mr nicee again, baked two oreocheesecakes :D we celebrated josh and elis's birthday too :D

everyone left at around 11.30. we wanted to catch the reaping but west mall doesnt have it. soo yupp. bussed home and i have been on the com for two plus hours. gonna shower and sleep now.
:D :D

im gonna miss them alot once again ): booo

; don't wait for the hands of time to second guess and change your mind

Will you listen to my story
How can I explain
Whatever happened here never meant to hurt you

i want to blog so bad and yet im so lazy to. but after much blog surfing, i think i should blog :D

THURSDAY
esmonde and pan pan came over to visit me! i was so shocked! i opened the door expecting only to see esmonde! but pan pan came too! :D tahah they brought no flowers or fruits! what kinda visitation is this! LOUSY! hahah kidding (: so yeah. they stayed around for like close to two hours. we just chatted about everything and anything and time flew past real quick.

so after that, i went to bed. woke up at like 10 plus. did my gp essay which was like way overdue but heyy, I DID IT :D marc is very very proud of me! hahah that lil buggieeee is a really funny boy :D

went to bed near twelve

FRIDAY
i woke up earlier than usual! okay actually not. just like five minutes. HAHAH. and i went to lie down again and then i got up at the same time as usual. hah.

so i took mrt! i ate the cheese thing from mr bean! i like :D but then its like we cant eat in the mrt! then i have to wait till i get out of the train station to eat. then not hot already ): they should let me eat! hahah okay thats so bullshitttt

so then i went to school! i was early know! then i was chatting with emma and zhuan then we went up to the hall together! and ohyeah! i didnt see dricee the whole day! i didnt get to wish him good luck for his match! i dont know if they won but i certainly hope so!

so the day went on and all. bio pract was quite fun. cutting the potatoes and all. i like our bio teacher, alot! so then PAKKEE WAS SO MEAN! he ran out of the class and shouted " LETS GO MARC" then i was like "WAHLAO! i one day never come school then you forgot about me!" then marc and pak were already gone! hahah so i went down to the void deck then i wanted to scold them! then marc said "i realised and i told pakkee that we left kimberley in the lurch" YEAH LAH EXACTLY! hahah then i told them about what i shouted! then marc was lik e" OHHH! i heard! i heard the wahlao i one day never come school, then oops, i was out of the door" HAHAH asses.

brought food to chinese class. 80minutesss. it was not too bad getting through i guess. laoshi gave us ferrero rocher! i like her :D hahah. had a twenty minute break but i dint know that it was only twenty. i followed my class and suddenly emma messaged me "WHERE ARE YOU?!" then i was like SHIT! i hurriedly checked my file and what the pong, i was 20 minutes late for lecture. like what the.

so i rushed up and then miss leow went "explain" then i just told her the truth and she said OK. hahah thank God lah seeeeewiouussslyyyy. tahah. so geog was pretty fine.

then it was bio test! i left like the whole paper blank except for the mcqs, and i didnt even know how to do anything. so i just anyhow tikam. then i just stoned and fell asleep. HAHAH. i dreamt of someone asking me to celebrate someone's birthday which is on the fifteenth of june! HAHHA.
then we had an hour break! :D muh bullshitting and crapping. then i had lit. did some test thing. then it was gp. im always like the first person to reach the gp class cause my previous class is like damn near. tahah. yupp. like i always say, gp lessons pass extremely fast! even marc thinks so! pak too! really damn fast lah! and marc was so nice today! he gave pak and i some marshmallow thing! tahah

so after school. had lunch with pak and marc. then went to buy water. then bussed to kallang with sarah peiyan vicky and qiaowei. slept on the way there. so reached there. changed, taped blah. had a team talk then yeah training started. ran 2.1 km. then ball drills and all.

the match was good. we won overall 83-24. then first quarter was like 24-3. sexayye man! hah ohyeah, we played blaze. yupppppp. coach was in a duper good mood. she didnt scold anyone, and neither was she like angry or anything. she was like laughing and smiling most of the time! it really is so so so much nicer to train like that. you'll feel better and you'll be more motivated to train. hah at least thats the case for me! :D

so after the match. cooled down and all. shuhui was so dumb! i went to shout "THERES A FROG IN YOUR BOTTLE!" she screamed and dropped her bottle. HAHAHHA like how can a frog ever get into a bottle thats capped! shuhui's damn funny lah. i have followed jiazhi cel and reena in bullying shuhui. HAHAH. i feel mean and evil. TOO BAD. HAHAH

so reena jiazhi vicky shu nat cel and i went to kfc for dinner! sorry qiaowei yini and shian ): yuppp. so it was a great great time. we laughed and laughed lah! jiazhi is damn funny. HAHAH. the sesame seed thing was hilarious lah. tahah. so after dinner. we parted. shu reena vicky and i tried to get a cab but to no avail. then shu suggested walking to macs to wait for cab. so we went there and there wasnt like any cab. so i was like "who said that there will be cabs here" then shu replied "i saw one just now" i nearly fainted. ONE. hahah

HAHAH. so anyhows. vicky and reena got a cab and they drove them to macs to pick shu and i up. the taxi uncle is super funny lah! all four of us were laughing and laughing non stop lah! what "bird case" and dont know what lah! hahah hes just duper funny.

came home. was on the phone with xinyi for quite awhile. then i showered and now im on the com.

tahah all in all, today was great fun :D :D :D

and im still sick ): booooo.

taaassss.

> HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACQ JACQ JACQ JACQ I JACQ YOU BACK :D

> HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIT BUDDYYYYY :D

> CHARK! thanks for expressing your love for me on your blog. I LOVE YOU TOO :D

i feel really bad but i had my reasons for behaving the way i did. ohwell.
but actually, i dont really care anymore also.

; believe me if i could undo what i did wrong

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you

heyy. its 12.06pm now.

good afternoon world :D

TUESDAY
went to school as per normal. so actually i cant really recall much about the days and all. lessons are like so long anyway. and are mostly boring but made fun cause of pak pak and marc marc :D

all i know is, during chinese. pakkee went to switch on the damn fan. then it was blowing full blast at me. before i knew it, my nose was running. yeah like a tap. wahlaoXZXZXZX. i just fell sick like that lah. and i looked like i was crying. and i sounded as if i was crying too. -_-"

so after school. was in the canteen with jacq and peter :D chatted and bullshitted and everything. hahah petey is a sweet sweet boy eh! hahah. thanks for carrying the thick book for me the whole day! hah so we went to the concourse. managed to drag chark along with us :D so off to serene we went!

hah. we had lunch at macs. mel tan came after that. hah. so yupp. after lunch we went over to island creamery. banana split :D saw jean and sara. hah. so we sat there for like 3 hours or so. bullshitting, and all. peter and cheryl were studying. and i was just rotting and talking to mel. hah and peter and chark couldnt concentrate tho they had ipods. so we all ended up talking.

then mel went off. so chark and petey studied while i listened to some music. then mel came back. then all of us left shortly after. hahah and chark and peter said that they will never study with me again ): ): ): causeee, i asked them out to study and i didnt. HAHAH i didnt even take anything out lah. and i made them not able to study and thus they dont like me ); HAHAHHA. butttt i dont care! :D i know they still love me! (:

we were all GGXXed and they wanted to kill me. HAHAH. GGXXed. thats chark's, peter's and my favourite thing to say now. GGXXed. HAHAHAH. anywaysss, its okay to fail! cause failure is the mama of success! :D

hah. so, came home. and slept after i washed up.

WEDNESDAY
cabbed to school. and was still late. freak man. why did i even cab lah. freaking wasted my twelve bucks when im already some broke kid. freak im damn broke ): ):

so school went on and all. pw was pretty fun. we had to construct the structure thing. hahah. all the other three groups' structures were so similar! my group's one is the best! unique and creative! hahah. and ohyah. i had math and i didnt have gc. so i just ran out and borrowed a gc from a random person whom i didnt know. HAHAH. ohmygoodness. i think the whole bunch of them think that im a freak lah. hah.

hmm so i felt really sick during the day and i wanted to go home right after school. but miss aisha dint allow. she wanted me to sit out and watch them train. i was like ... well.

slept throughout bio lecture. then had a 40minutes break. was with emma and zhuan. so i told them everything that i wanted to tell them since a long long time ago. and they were such darlings i swear. thank you my dears. and im sorry too ):

so we went for the friendship day celebrations. AMANDA YONG IS THE BEST! hahah shes so cute!

tahah. marc sat beside me and asked me lotsa stuff -_-" lil buggggieee. hahah. anyhows. i think marcs really cute. heyy see, i aint dissing you (: tahah i guess you'll see this. so, HELLO MARC. hahah.

so after school. met up with the netballers. ate some fruits. then went off to the geog room for some mental prep thing. hah we are gonna have this every week! hahah then mr mark was saying something about other problems then that celeste kept looking at me! hahah you idiot!

so after that. i sat out and watched them train. i felt damn bad man. i wanted to train so bad but i really couldnt ): then when coach came, she was quite pissed off with me..

so i went off at 7.30. met joel tan at the bus stop. so we chatted a fair bit and yupp. went to meet my granny at dr ong's. he said that i dont have enough rest. hahah. maybe luh.

so came home. ate some porridge. took the med and went to bed.

THURSDAY
thats today! hah yupp. im at home nowwww. im thinking about something and yeah, i do miss those times. but well, heck. its over.

im feeling much better now. doc said no netball for a week. but heck, im going back tomorrow. theres a friendly tomorrow at kallang :D

esmonde is coming to visit me later! yays! :D

i loveee my classmates esp pak and marc and yunting and jingwen, emma and zhuan, the netballers, amanda and wanqi, chark and petey and jacq and cheryl lee, jem and leon and like duhh, christina and jaclyn :D and of course the birthday girl, tan elis! (:

> HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DARLING HAMSTER! :D i loveeee you!

> and thanks to everyone who messaged me! :D :D you guys are soo sweet [:

> panpan! i havent talk to you in a long timeee! okay maybe its like less than a week. hahah but it feels damn long! takecare kay you panda! see you saturdayyyy! :D

; now its all said and done

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn

SUNDAY
woke up pretty late. braved the rain and went to guthrie house. did my zuowen :D then i wanted to study bio! then i realised that all my notes are empty... sooo i practically did no shit. pure choc and then bbq chicken and then salmon and mushroom pasta. yucks, the pasta is so not nice! ): and then there was like plastic inside the pasta! so i went to complain! (aileen tham taught me to do this kinda things) HAHAH. so they were like OHMYGOSH. then they were fussing over me. HAHAH damn funny. they asked me what i wanted and all. new pasta or anything blahblah. of course i didnt want a new pasta! hah i got a piece of cake and apple snapple (: i finished the salmon tho. hahah.

so left the place at hmm around 9? came home. used the com for a while. then chatted with lin and jaclyn on the phone till like 1am.

MONDAY
woke up at nine. got ready to go to the docs went to the polyclinic. there was like a great multitude... my queue number was like 2485 and it was only like 2311. so i didnt want to wait. i went to dr ong. hahah. so we had a pretty long chat. got mc for the day and excuse from swim pe :D

then went to school. reached at 12. went for geog lecture. then blahblah the day went on and all. i love those gossiping sessions with the whole bunch of fairsians! hahah! and have i mentioned that every gp lesson passes real quick? hahah and marc seah is such an idiot!

so then pe! timy jem and i just sat there and watch people swim and run. hah they said that im fat lah! WAHLAO. i think i need to lose some weight. hmph. so it was a pretty good time. then went for lit make up lesson.

then went down for training. 2.4 doesnt seem that bad anymore. hah. so training and all. coach was in a good mood! i like it when shes in a good mood! it makes training better :D so then after training. got our jerseys! pretty nice! hahah

then i was walking to the toilet with reena. then yeah she talked to me. what she said really made sense and it made me feel alot alot better. thanks for noticing and being there yeah? really really. thank you for the talk, for the hug :D

thanks to everyone who has always been there for me :D you guys are my sunshine! (:

so huishians dad fetched yini and i again! bubble tea again! (: hahah. i so wish that yini stays near me! it will be so much fun lah! hahah.

im off focused, im affected.
its true.

but its all gonna be over soon.

i have great friends :D

happiest thing of the day : i dont have to do pe anymore! so means no more swim pe for the next two weeks! and this means that I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY SKIPPED ALL THE SWIM PE! :D :D :D

six more trainings, sixteen more days :D

now, its way too clear. far too clear.
and i have been a complete fool.
but, i know just what im supposed to do now.


; what if its lost behind words we can never find

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

i suddenly remembered something!

on monday. after training. celeste and i bullied shuhui! we threw her stuff everywhere! hahah then miss aisha came. so shuhui ran to her and tried to whineee. then celeste and i followed too. then i pretended to cry and said that shuhui pushed me! then celeste kept saying that shuhui bullied her. HAHAH it was damn freaking funny lah. then shuhui went to reena and said "REENA! are you my friend or their friend!" then reena went "ohhh. theirs?" HAHAHAHAH. woah it was shit funny mannn. and the moon was so round it looked really spectacular. and i kept saying that its my hot air balloon with my pet hamster inside. HAHAH it was damn stupid! tahah

anyhows. just got back from town. had a pretty long chat over the phone with chark then i went out! with twooo idiots! sorry uh, i was late. hahah. soo, we didnt know what movie to watch! and like all the movies were selling out! hahah. i wanted to watch the namesake and the reaping! then es refused to watch the reaping! then i wanted to watch the namesake! cause the title sounds cool! but we know nothing bout that show so we didnt watch that also. hah so bought tickets for sunshine using the axs machine, cause the queue was so longgggg! hah then kengheng that panpan kept complaining about the tickets. HAHAH. then we went to glasshouse for dinner! fish&co! dinner was good (: nice food and nice ambience. tahah. back to plazasing. had andersens icecream! (:

walked around and stuff. then before the movie we went to the gents. i mean, toilet. HAHAH. okay, im just trying to be lameee. tahah so then we saw this poster, with indian actors and actresses. so i was like "i'll never watch this show man!" then we looked down. title of the show is : THE NAMESAKE. HAHAHAHAH i nearly fainted mannn. thank God we didnt buy the tickets for that show. if not im so sure that i wont be here now. i would have been deaddd. tahah.

so the show was quite urrmmm, boring, scary, exciting, interesting, nice, err. hahah.

so yupp. esmonde's dad sent us home after the show! thanks! (:

toohoo. this aint good. theres swim pe on monday. how suck. BOO. im gonna get mc on monday morning!

> HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAMCIL! :D

; the day i thought i'd never get through, i got over you

tahah good morning! okay afternoon.

firstttt, LEON TEH ): im so so so soooooooooo sorry okay. like really ):

im supposed to meet leon for lunch today. and i woke up at like close to twelve then he couldnt make it already. boo. you suck kim ):

hmm so yeah. time to really blog! (:

MONDAY
went to school as per normal. skipped swim pe to go down for polo. i think our boys played pretty well! and there this rj guy, he looks super like qianqian! and hes so freaking cocky lah! wahlao cant stand him. felt like throwing my shoe at him.

so yupp. thank you yini for accompanying me! (: so we went back. had training. 2.4 and 100 steps. i dont know what happened to me man. i was like going to die. the whole day i felt as if there was someone squeezing my heart. then after the steps, i couldnt breathe and my heart was so damn painful lah. so i sat out for like 15minutes. then i went back to train. yeah. after training. alliance was like playing with some bug thats damn cool. HAHAH. and jiazhi was so scared lah! damn funny. and pam tried to bribe me! she wants to be my tendollars alliance! hahah then in the end she gave me cupcake! cupcake alliance! (: hahah. met dricee at the bus stop. horrible kid. hah

TUESDAY
went to school. was pretty happy the whole day. yupp. so after school, jacq pak and i were like rotting in the void deck. then we went to the bleachers and watched people have pe. so then i got scolded for skipping swim pe. well.

hmm then after that dricee came! hahah that sucker. he is so damn IRRITATING! hahah we were like fighting and arguing as usual "you can just go and kill yourself and die" "you can just go and be a goalpost. useless" and on and on it went. hahah.

so he kept irritating me! cant stand him lah. then we were supposed to take cab. so there were like five people. so he was like asking us to go off already. then i went "we are not going with you. youre not coming with us. no space" HAHAH damn freaking funny lah. you should have seen his expression man. then we just kept jagging each other luh. then he kept irritating me. then i tried not to laugh but i couldnt! hahah. i laughed like mad lah. i was like going to die from laughing already. hahah. theres always retarded fun when driee is around. hah

and he said something damn senseless. terrence went "nyaaa" then dric was like "you sound like a dead bird" -_______-" a dead bird cant even make any sound lah! DRICEE YOURE SO STUPID. HAHAHAH. then i ran after him and whacked him! cause he called me blackie! BASTARD MAN YOU DRICEE! hahahha.

so a whole bunch of fairsians walked out of the back gate. then we were damn noisy lah. hah but it was sure fun! so we met miss yeo at the bus stop! then terrence jacq and i cabbed to queensway. got choc banana cake (: then went to queensway to find xinyi and wenyao!
surprised xinyi with the cake and a birthday song! hahah (: then joshua came. then dricee and alvan came too. so then we just walked around and all.

so i was so hungry i was going to die. and i wanted to go newyorknewyork or ikea real bad. but in the end we went to imm, cafe cartel. all thanks to jacqueline lee who wanted to eat her carbonara. i HATE HATE HATE cafe cartel luhhh. its not nice! but jacq lah! wah pangsai. then i went there, i didnt finish my food. and the whole time right from when we sat down till the end, i was complaining and whining and whining. i so really dont like cafe cartel! stupid jacq! hahah. but i did have a great time! (: laughed like mad lah. hah

okay fine maybe im weird, i dont like cafe cartel. but im not the only one okayyy. hahah

so after that we walked around and stuff. saw this really pretty bracelet! i wanttt! tahah. after that we went home.

WEDNESDAY
went to school. dah dah dah. i was like really upset. then after school, freak man. i cried like some pangsai in the void deck lah. thank you jiazhi, celeste, huishian, yini, cheryl, ethel and qiaowei who were there for me. thanks for cheering me up and all yeah (:

training at 3. it was raining. so we skipped and then we trained for a while in the hall. then after that went downstairs. training was really draggy and long and it was really tiring, for me at least. so yeah. ended near 8. i was really tired. i fell asleep while taking off my shoes lah. then walked out with yini and qiaowei and i went home.

celeste: eh five dollars alliance!
me: yes? (smiles)
pam: eh! cupcake alliance!
me: yes? (smiles)
celeste: OI! who you want!
me: err. (looks at cheryl and waves) HI CHERYL! :D

HAHAHHA.

came home. was trying to do my zuowen. but i cant think and i was like shutting off. so i decided not to go to school. cause i had tonnes of work to be handed up the next day.

> shuhui! thanks for the message! (:

> jiazhi! to you too! thanks!

> yunting! thanks for the message also! (:

i have really wonderful friends :D thank God.

THURSDAY
yupp, didnt go to school. thanks to everyone who messaged me (: really appreciate it alot yeah. supposed to meet up with jiazhi. but i was supposed to go to the polo match. so i went down alone first. met amanda ong there. then we went down to the poolside to watch. chark came soon after. then lin and jac came too (:

our polo-ers won. gooood job people (:

hmm so after that. blah lah blah lah. amanda went off. and we went back to fairfield to collect our yearbooks. we ended up sitting outside the general office for close to two hours. talking about everything under the sun. hah. and my phone is deaddd. its not in working condition. and the other phone im using has like no shit lah. no numbers, nothing. im so sad ): and so i was uncontactable. and thus i couldnt meet jiazhi for dinner ): after that. lin went off first. then jac and i went to dover to buy some stuff and we went back home together.

then i came home. i had no keys and i cant call anyone also. it was so frustrating. i went up and down the block like 3times lah. ugh sucks.

FRIDAY
supposed to have training. i didnt go. sorrryyyy ): i felt really really badddddd. hmm. supposed to go shopping but dint go either.

then in the evening, i went to central to meet amanda and wanqi (: then petey came. we had long johns and hokkaido icecream! nice! (: hah then amanda and wanqi went to dbs arts centre first. petey and i went to eat somemore. then cheryl lee came!

some shit happened. and it was so confusing lah. hah. then we cabbed there. then nat came. hah. so the show went on and all. its quite okay. i like the girl anita! hahah. and my pw and lit teacher were acting! i didnt know! hah.

so after the thing. cheryl petey wanqi and i went to lido for supper. had macs. hah i wanted to eat kfc! but i ordered macs i dont know why! hah i drank so much coke today. ohnooo. hah so we had a mad mad time laughing at lido. tahah it was super funny! many many funny things happened! much jokes and retarded stuff. as usual (: hah.

cabbed home with fei er after that (;

and peter piggybacked me! because i had blisters and it was so hard to walk! hahah. thanks lah okay. i forgive you now (:

cant wait for later! :D

finally, some peektures!

TODAY WAS REALLY GREAT :D





mad mad people whom i love :D


charkity chark (: you know i love you so (:

look at this.

(:
HAHAHAH thank you youuuu peter for piggy backing me lah okay! and i look like shitttt thats why i coloured my face. HAHAH.


; its time to wave my hand and say goodbye

know what? dont freaking assume.

thanks for doing what you did.

but well, i dont really give a shit either. hah.


-

today was great :D

im lazy to blog further. so tataaa! anyhows, im a happy girl! :D

tomorrow will be a really great day (:

; i never saw it coming, i should have started running, a long long time ago