Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn

SUNDAY
woke up pretty late. braved the rain and went to guthrie house. did my zuowen :D then i wanted to study bio! then i realised that all my notes are empty... sooo i practically did no shit. pure choc and then bbq chicken and then salmon and mushroom pasta. yucks, the pasta is so not nice! ): and then there was like plastic inside the pasta! so i went to complain! (aileen tham taught me to do this kinda things) HAHAH. so they were like OHMYGOSH. then they were fussing over me. HAHAH damn funny. they asked me what i wanted and all. new pasta or anything blahblah. of course i didnt want a new pasta! hah i got a piece of cake and apple snapple (: i finished the salmon tho. hahah.

so left the place at hmm around 9? came home. used the com for a while. then chatted with lin and jaclyn on the phone till like 1am.

MONDAY
woke up at nine. got ready to go to the docs went to the polyclinic. there was like a great multitude... my queue number was like 2485 and it was only like 2311. so i didnt want to wait. i went to dr ong. hahah. so we had a pretty long chat. got mc for the day and excuse from swim pe :D

then went to school. reached at 12. went for geog lecture. then blahblah the day went on and all. i love those gossiping sessions with the whole bunch of fairsians! hahah! and have i mentioned that every gp lesson passes real quick? hahah and marc seah is such an idiot!

so then pe! timy jem and i just sat there and watch people swim and run. hah they said that im fat lah! WAHLAO. i think i need to lose some weight. hmph. so it was a pretty good time. then went for lit make up lesson.

then went down for training. 2.4 doesnt seem that bad anymore. hah. so training and all. coach was in a good mood! i like it when shes in a good mood! it makes training better :D so then after training. got our jerseys! pretty nice! hahah

then i was walking to the toilet with reena. then yeah she talked to me. what she said really made sense and it made me feel alot alot better. thanks for noticing and being there yeah? really really. thank you for the talk, for the hug :D

thanks to everyone who has always been there for me :D you guys are my sunshine! (:

so huishians dad fetched yini and i again! bubble tea again! (: hahah. i so wish that yini stays near me! it will be so much fun lah! hahah.

im off focused, im affected.
its true.

but its all gonna be over soon.

i have great friends :D

happiest thing of the day : i dont have to do pe anymore! so means no more swim pe for the next two weeks! and this means that I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY SKIPPED ALL THE SWIM PE! :D :D :D

six more trainings, sixteen more days :D

now, its way too clear. far too clear.
and i have been a complete fool.
but, i know just what im supposed to do now.


; what if its lost behind words we can never find