Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you

heyy. its 12.06pm now.

good afternoon world :D

TUESDAY
went to school as per normal. so actually i cant really recall much about the days and all. lessons are like so long anyway. and are mostly boring but made fun cause of pak pak and marc marc :D

all i know is, during chinese. pakkee went to switch on the damn fan. then it was blowing full blast at me. before i knew it, my nose was running. yeah like a tap. wahlaoXZXZXZX. i just fell sick like that lah. and i looked like i was crying. and i sounded as if i was crying too. -_-"

so after school. was in the canteen with jacq and peter :D chatted and bullshitted and everything. hahah petey is a sweet sweet boy eh! hahah. thanks for carrying the thick book for me the whole day! hah so we went to the concourse. managed to drag chark along with us :D so off to serene we went!

hah. we had lunch at macs. mel tan came after that. hah. so yupp. after lunch we went over to island creamery. banana split :D saw jean and sara. hah. so we sat there for like 3 hours or so. bullshitting, and all. peter and cheryl were studying. and i was just rotting and talking to mel. hah and peter and chark couldnt concentrate tho they had ipods. so we all ended up talking.

then mel went off. so chark and petey studied while i listened to some music. then mel came back. then all of us left shortly after. hahah and chark and peter said that they will never study with me again ): ): ): causeee, i asked them out to study and i didnt. HAHAH i didnt even take anything out lah. and i made them not able to study and thus they dont like me ); HAHAHHA. butttt i dont care! :D i know they still love me! (:

we were all GGXXed and they wanted to kill me. HAHAH. GGXXed. thats chark's, peter's and my favourite thing to say now. GGXXed. HAHAHAH. anywaysss, its okay to fail! cause failure is the mama of success! :D

hah. so, came home. and slept after i washed up.

WEDNESDAY
cabbed to school. and was still late. freak man. why did i even cab lah. freaking wasted my twelve bucks when im already some broke kid. freak im damn broke ): ):

so school went on and all. pw was pretty fun. we had to construct the structure thing. hahah. all the other three groups' structures were so similar! my group's one is the best! unique and creative! hahah. and ohyah. i had math and i didnt have gc. so i just ran out and borrowed a gc from a random person whom i didnt know. HAHAH. ohmygoodness. i think the whole bunch of them think that im a freak lah. hah.

hmm so i felt really sick during the day and i wanted to go home right after school. but miss aisha dint allow. she wanted me to sit out and watch them train. i was like ... well.

slept throughout bio lecture. then had a 40minutes break. was with emma and zhuan. so i told them everything that i wanted to tell them since a long long time ago. and they were such darlings i swear. thank you my dears. and im sorry too ):

so we went for the friendship day celebrations. AMANDA YONG IS THE BEST! hahah shes so cute!

tahah. marc sat beside me and asked me lotsa stuff -_-" lil buggggieee. hahah. anyhows. i think marcs really cute. heyy see, i aint dissing you (: tahah i guess you'll see this. so, HELLO MARC. hahah.

so after school. met up with the netballers. ate some fruits. then went off to the geog room for some mental prep thing. hah we are gonna have this every week! hahah then mr mark was saying something about other problems then that celeste kept looking at me! hahah you idiot!

so after that. i sat out and watched them train. i felt damn bad man. i wanted to train so bad but i really couldnt ): then when coach came, she was quite pissed off with me..

so i went off at 7.30. met joel tan at the bus stop. so we chatted a fair bit and yupp. went to meet my granny at dr ong's. he said that i dont have enough rest. hahah. maybe luh.

so came home. ate some porridge. took the med and went to bed.

THURSDAY
thats today! hah yupp. im at home nowwww. im thinking about something and yeah, i do miss those times. but well, heck. its over.

im feeling much better now. doc said no netball for a week. but heck, im going back tomorrow. theres a friendly tomorrow at kallang :D

esmonde is coming to visit me later! yays! :D

i loveee my classmates esp pak and marc and yunting and jingwen, emma and zhuan, the netballers, amanda and wanqi, chark and petey and jacq and cheryl lee, jem and leon and like duhh, christina and jaclyn :D and of course the birthday girl, tan elis! (:

> HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DARLING HAMSTER! :D i loveeee you!

> and thanks to everyone who messaged me! :D :D you guys are soo sweet [:

> panpan! i havent talk to you in a long timeee! okay maybe its like less than a week. hahah but it feels damn long! takecare kay you panda! see you saturdayyyy! :D

; now its all said and done