know what? dont freaking assume.

thanks for doing what you did.

but well, i dont really give a shit either. hah.


-

today was great :D

im lazy to blog further. so tataaa! anyhows, im a happy girl! :D

tomorrow will be a really great day (:

; i never saw it coming, i should have started running, a long long time ago

christina drew this whale for me. cause i insisted that whales have eyelashes. i thought that they look prettier that way. except that lin's drawing is totally awful. hah. and apparently, that pathetic lil stickman is me -_-" i dont get why. hah.

i know i havent posted any pictures. and that is cause my cable aint working ): and know what. my phone's screwed. im like not contactable now ): panpan, i need the cable soon ):

Your Love Element Is Fire

In love, you are a true listener and totally present. For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt. You attract others with your joy and passion. Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate. Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life. And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal. You connect best with: Wood Avoid: Water You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly

What Element Is Your Love?

and ohyeah, i have to change the address cause blogger was giving me probs due to the hyphen in my link -_-"

hmm well. i didnt go for training today. i feel really really bad. freak. hmm. and yeah im supposed to be like out now but well. gonna meet up with four darlings plus another two wonderfuls later (: im gonna have so much fun.

this weekend is gonna be rockin' good. i need to give elis a call. i miss that girl so much and i really need to meet up with her.

> CHARK! heyy my dearest (: thanks for everything okay. thanks for always being there hunnn (: i loveee you so much (:

> JACLYN! heyy, i finally saw you after like how long! i missed you so much! we must go out soon again kay! (: love you sucker bestfriend!

> CHRISTINA! helloooo gayyyy. sorry uhh. i cant like reply. my phone's screweddd. anyhows, all the best for your matches and we must go shopping soon! i love you alottt also bestfriend!

> $5dollars alliance JIAZHI! heyy thank you so much for listening to me yeah! really really appreciate it! much loveee <3.

-

this may take long,
but at least ive started

when they asked me "why are you so nice to him?"
i dint know what to say, but "i dont know. this will be the last time"

i hope it will be.

its been a real joy knowing you. really. all the very best in everything yeah? (:

; i counted my blessings and i counted you in

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

and for the first and last time i'll say this.
i like you.

today would have been the best day of my life since the start of this year. if it hadnt been for the fact that i know of this.

its really painful. and i absolutely have no idea how im gonna get thru this shit.

save me the pain, just kill me

truth be told
its told already.

my hearts' gone.
cause you took it and tore it apart.

i was too tired to even feel anything. not even a tinge of sadness. but as i woke up, it dawned on me again. and i felt tears welled up in my eyes. but no, i dint let them fall. and they wont fall again.

its all bullshit.

i let myself fall. and now, i need to get out of it. quick.

why did i even fall.. ohwell.

whos the one who made the promise of not liking anyone for two years? whos the one who made the promise of not liking a ____ ___. its me. me. me. me. me. freak.

i dont feel messed up anymore. i feel like shit. total shit.

how suck.

but its all gonna end, today.

> NETTIES. heyy thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you to all of you. i think i cant ever thank you guys enough for being there when i was down. thanks alright. love you all.

> jiazhi! allianceeeee! thank you so so so super much okay. loveee you!


And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

; you know im such a fool for you

i feel like such a wreck. so messed up and so upset.
you make me so happy, and so sad at the same time.
how ironic.

i think i need to end this shit.
its taking a toll on me and im so freaking lost.

i just wanna get away now.

i hate this feeling.

freak, this sucks.
damn this rollercoaster ride.

You make me feel so emotional
I can't let go I'm so emotional
I'm sinking fast into an ocean full of you
I'm so emotional

youre really messing me up so badly.
and im letting you do it.

just what do you want from me?
i dont get it, i really do not.

I never thought I could love again
I never thought I'd let somebody else in
I never thought I could trust and then
Here I am in love once again

went out with jacq to island creamery today. wanted to get work done. shocked? dont be. i have always been a hardworking girl havent i? (: hah. i went there. and i ended up with only a page of chinese done and 4 pages of highlighted bio notes after four and a half hours. -_-"

saw jeco and i fooled him (: happy aprils fool. hah.

esmonde came to join us at around 5. he got fooled too (:

island creamery plays really emo songs.. and i had mudpie and apple pie. pie day (: it was pretty fun i must say. and obviously, it was so not productive. im so dead ): tonnes and tonnes of work undone.

theres training tomorrow.

i want to watch the polo match.

> good luck polo-ers.

> jeremy pan pan! takecare kay! get well soon! (:

> i aint ever going to believe you again.

i aint feelin' good ): ohwelllllll.

ahh, and im so damn irritated.

; and no one's heart is strong enough to fix what happened here

its one of those days that i feel like running away to some far far faraway place, sit in some unknown cafe by the window, sip some iced chocolate and think, all by myself.

maybe i should do just that.

jacqueline lee the bimbo (:

j a c q / says:
OMGOSH
j a c q / says:
1.12
j a c q / says:
I WANNA GO SLEEP
j a c q / says:
or i'll get black rings
j a c q / says:
=/
j a c q / says:
omgosh
j a c q / says:
why didn't you tell me it's 1 earlier!?!
j a c q / says:
ARGHS
j a c q / says:
goodnight!
j a c q / says:
BYEBYE!

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MONDAY!
went to school as normal. wanted to watch the polo match, and also be able to skip swim pe. i took a pink slip and went out of school. went with lin to dover to consult two docs. both didnt give me exemption from swim pe. ohwell. i wasted 15bucks on consultation somemore. im never going back to that doctor that charged me fifteen bucks man. so whatever. it was only like 3minutes or something. rah

rushed to acsi. the match hadnt started and i thought it was already in play. freaking embarrassing. hah. nat long came. then celeste they all came also. watched the match. left at around 4.20. went back to school. ran 2.4. had our timings taken down for napfa (:

so training as usual and stuff. hmm.

TUESDAY
i was late for school. as in i woke up really late. i either am late or i dont go to school on tuesdays, normally. hahah. im weird. i dont care.

so i woke up cause i heard uncle and granny talking about me not going to school again. so i walked out and wanted to shower. then my uncle came to me. ruffled my hair and went "GOOD MORNING. YOU THINK THE SCHOOL YOUR AHGONG OPEN WAN AH" hahahah

so then i got ready and all. chatted with my gran for an hour or so. cause i didnt want to go to school so early anyway. tahah. granny was so funny lah. her friends called her suaku! HAHAH.

so then i went to school and all. was with jacq and nat. till my class came down. so the day went on and all

after school. took my napfa. yay (: no more pc! (: hahah so then after that. i went back home. not really. i went to have dinner with esmonde and kengheng at the coffeeshop. it was a pretty good time. so i had a sudden craving for icecream. and we bussed down to island creamery (: the company was great, not to mention the icecream (: hahah. so good food good friends good time good fun(:

reached home pretty late. hah.

WEDNESDAY
went to school. it went by and all. mr ong came for pccg. hes one funny guy. i want him to be my form tutor ): hahah well.

so after school. i was with peter all the while. in the cafe playing bridge and all. we were supposed to go watch polo. then when he felt like training he just said hes going training and he left me alone. i was so freaking angry lah. like what the hell. he said he wasnt going training in the first place then he asked me to go eat lunch. then promised about the polo match then in the end he like that. whatever man.

so i was like stoning around. then i called jem. and nice jem went to watch polo with me (; thank you bestfriend (: <3.

so then went back for training. shuhui reena celeste and i went crazy after training. hahah shuhui that unsung hero kept singing lah! and she only knew one line of the song! hahah it was damn funny. i love my fivedollars-alliance! HAHAH. jiazhi and celeste! (: hah. thank you huishian for fetching yini and i again. bubble tea with yini that tard again (: i love her so (: hahah

THURSDAY
i went to school. had a major laughing session with pak and jingwen. we were laughing like mad lah. and it was so super funny! hahah. and i went to watch polo after school with sijay. hahah boren was so funny. he actually thought that i couldnt recognise him. thats why he never say hi to me in school. i can recognise you lah angboren!

so our polo-ers won! great job guys! hussein was damn funny! "we are leading 15-2. i think we MIGHT win" hah. sijay offered to give me amath tuition. HAHAH. ohman. madness. tahah so after the match i went with two really wonderful people to island creamery. guess who? AMANDA YONG AND GOH WANQI (:

island creamery was great. catfight with amanda was so stupid. she was tempting me to drink coke and i didnt want to. coke's like my love lah. that panpan! so evil! so she was tempting and tempting and i was resisting and resisting and then she spilled the coke on my shirt and i dropped tehtarik icecream on my shirt. -_-" HAHAH. then i went to spill coke on her too. HAHHA it was hilarious luh. it was a great time laughing and catching up with them. i'll join you girls in fencing soon (:

off to madjack after islandcreamery. had their "money back guarantee fish and chips" it sounded so good. but its nothing compared to fish&co's fish and chips man. hahha. it was quite yucky.

hah went home at 7 plus.

FRIDAY
school as usual. i must say that i love my classmates (: theyre fun fun people! i like (: tahah and marc seah and i always say the same thing at the same time. like OMG. hahah and it turned out that MARC AND I HAVE THE SAME PERSONALITY! ENFP! hahah. OHMYYYYY. and that little ass wrote impossible on my paper! so it was like"KIMBERLEY IMPOSSIBLE" ASS! hahah

so yupp. had an one hour break. dricee was having break at that time also. we wanted to go back to fairfield during that one hour but it was raining so heavily and we dint have umbrellas.

so i was talking to dricee the whole time. we havent talked for so long in a long time! (: hah that poor guy lost his stuff. and he was complaining and everything. hah hes funny as usual. and that ass, hes so ungentlemanly! i was standing up and he was sitting down and then he didnt offer to clear a space beside him for me! so i stood for a really long time! hah okay, in the end he did, only after i said that hes so bad. HAHAH. so yeah.

i was so nice lah. i even gave him suggestions on how to keep his stuff safe. HAHAH. ahh that pandhi. hes so funny! tahah

so blah. after school and all. went to the sports com to sleep. then had training. quite okay luh. after that we went over the oldham wing and ate the food that was leftover by CF. then yeah. i got to know the volleyballers. hahah theyre all so funny!

so after that. vicky shian yini qiaowei and i were walking out. we wanted to go eat somemore. and then vicky that pandhi said "how IS we going" HAHAHHA we laughed like mad lah. then we kept saying all the sentences with the wrong grammar.

so vicky left for home. the four of us went to bukit timah. wanted to eat waffle and then the guy was like "no waffle" then i went "what the pong. how come" then he replied "the man went back china" ... i was so sad ): ): hahah so had satays and milo dinosaur.

cabbed home after that.

slept at 3 plus.

SATURDAY
woke up at one plus. but kept falling asleep all the way till like 3.20. HAHAH. so my replies sounded quite cock. oops. i realised only when i read my sent items after i woke up. HAHAH. so woke up. slowly got ready and all. brought joel out to meet kengheng. bought tix for mr bean. then we went to eat and all. jaclyn came over to find us for a short while. i like the cheesecake bar at mosburger (: hahah. the cocoa one. so we went to the arcade. splashed ten bucks there -_-" hahah. then we went for the movie. hah its pretty funny. just that there were two irritating guys beside me. they were talking so loudly luh..nonstop, throughout the whole movie..

so after the movie. got some icecream for my bro and cabbed him home. hah. so then kengheng and i cabbed down to west coast recre centre. met up with ko and played pool. a pretty fun time (:

so then bussed home at close to twelve. i had fun! (: and i had fun tricking people! HAPPY APRILS' FOOL!

> HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARY AND MARTHA, MY EVIL TORTOISES! (:

and what the pong. what the ping pong pia ): i lost my GREEN fila pencil case which contains my new GREEN shaker, new GREEN eraser, new GREEN highlighter, a ruler and a purple pen that emma gave me ): i have no stationery and i borrow pens from people everyday. how sad ):

that guy/girl who took my pencil case will fail all his/her exams. rahhh ):

jacq found her phone. what bout my pencil case ):


> how purposely huh.

and so, i was right all along i guess.
how sad. a second time. .

; lets rewrite an ending that fits

what a short-lived happiness.
ohwell. i should have known better.

FREAK ):

the polo-ers won today (: CONGRATS PEOPLE! okay actually no polo-ers will read my blog. i know no polo-ers also. HAHAH.

well im being so stupid. anyway today was a good day i must say (: great company the whole day. the only bad thing was the stupid time table that left me so hungry that i can eat YOU up! HAHAH.

thank you sijay for accompanying me to the polo match today (:

hah im quite lazy to blog about everything. i'll blog tomorrow night, in detail! (:

oh! and the laughing session during bio lecture today nearly got jingwen pak and i sent out of the LT. hah but it was sure great fun. a million ping and pong jokes and that haha lala joke (: hah im giggling still. i love my classmates! (:

> you know its so hard to believe you.

-

FREAKING BEST FRIENDS.
what the pong. stop all those bullshit and everything man. so much for bestfriends. saying its gonna take awhile and we are gonna hang out again as BBB. yeah right. what do you take me for i really wonder. have you ever really treated me as a damn bestfriend. perhaps not. so much for trying to keep this freaking friendship huh. i feel so dumb and its so damn one sided isnt it. its not like its the first time im feeling so shitty over this friendship. hello, its how many times already. im just a freaking spare tyre whom you turn to only when youre sad. am i not right.

stop it, im so sick of it.
im just someone by the sideline, ALL THIS WHILE.

-

okay, leon wants this here.
leon is a rock (:

(:? ):?

actually im feeling sad. i lost that opportunity. now im never going to get it back. ohwell. shoot me, kill me, hang me. whatever.

im feeling so shitty. now im regretting like shit. but its too late. all too late.
im crying ):

and peter so totally pissed me off today. thank you jem jem jewel tian for accompanying me.

anyway, polo-ers. cheer up, chins up. all the best for the next match.

; i was living in the past, but somehow you brought me back

im so super tired ):
and i wasted 15 bucks today. im so angry ):
and polo guys lost today ):

bad bad day.

cheer up polo-ers! (:

we were never meant to be.

; theres never a right time to say goodbye

THURSDAY
ohhh. i couldnt wake up for school and so i didnt go to school. woke up properly at around 1. took my own sweet time and went down to jj. it was horribleeee. everyone was like staring and AC-ing.. and aaron ang was even better. he nearly pissed me off. whateverrrrr man.

met up with my lovelies! kengheng (: esmonde (: xinyi (: and amanda and sarah and xinee. saw yongzhi also. didnt see ian! wonder what that pandhi was having! hahah

so then kh, es, xy, amanda and xinee and i went to jurong point. its been a really long time since i went there. hah so kengheng and i and esmonde went to mos burger. had a pretty good time (: then they had to go back for hockey. they were telling me about some hockey village thing. hahah. i went home. and yeah, i stayed home. hah but the night was a pretty good one. oh the cutest thing that happened to me was when i was in the lift. this lil boy was eating super rings. and then he came up to me "you want?" hahahah super cute!

anyway, im so freaking irritated now. what the hell.

FRIDAY
went to school. after the pw talk. i was in the voiddeck with zhuan and emma and sam. had a good time (: then i was with all the fairsians. hah. gossiping and all. tsk tsk. tahah then we watched the guys play soccer. dricee was like the star. and he gave me a shock when he threw me his phone. thank God i have fast reflexes man. HAHAH kidding. and dricee was so gay.

dric: why you dont want to take out your shirt? you got triangular tits ah
dont know who: yeah
dric: nevermind. i have rectangular ones.

HAHAHAH gayyyyy.

so i practically wasted my whole day away. i like (: hahah. hmm so yeah. had contact time and all. got my timetable. i felt so sad. it suckssssssssssssss.

KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
i got very lil free time
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
very very saddd
jeremy. says:
later my timetable come out i will be very sad also
jeremy. says:
then we can go join the sad club
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAH
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
yeah lor. i enrolled in already
jeremy. says:
i still filling up the form
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
hahah hurry man. later no space
jeremy. says:
reserve slot
jeremy. says:
ty
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
okay luh. the incharge my friend. later i go ask him
jeremy. says:
ok

hahah kengheng's so cute!

alright continue. after contact time. we went back to fairfield. then we went to dover to have lunch. the jj people were already eating at dover already. pandhis. hah. its nice seeing all of them (: (:

so then we went back to school. was walking back to school then i saw the bus in which all the juniors were. then they were so cute. they kept waving! hahah went around and all. disturbed miss hia. had a good talk with miss yeo. blah. josh pak jacq and i found dry ice. and we spent a great deal of time playing with it. it was really fun. hahhahah. okay cheap thrillll. who cares (:

ohyeah. you know that pandhi dricee. he climbed into fairfield at the basketball court there. over the barb wire. jumped in, took off his shirt and started playing soccer. what a gayyy. hahah

hmm time passed by really quickly and soon it was time to go back to ac. dric wanted me to climb over the barb wire into ac. shit him man. in the end he wanted to climb over the back gate and i let him persuade me to... and what the bong. it was so damn unglam okay. HAHAHAH. so then i was walking with that idiot back to ac. hes so retarded. and then i was walking past the street soccer court, i was already in ac. then i suddenly thought of my bag. then i was like "where isit ah. omg. its in fairfield" then when i told dricee he was like WHATHEHELL. HAHAHAHHA i think its super funny lah!

then jacq threw my bag over the fence to me. thanks! and dric called me a loser... asscrack. youre the one who made me climb over lah! thats why i forgot my bag!

so then training started and all. the usual stuff. except that we skipped 1.6k. hmm. then we were doing the drills and coach was really angry with our group. then she was screaming. then there was lightning so we went indoors and did alot of fitness stuff plus sprints. tiring man then. but the last part wasnt so bad. yupp.

so then after that a huge group of us went to nydc to celebrate yini's birthday! it was a really fun time. then most of the people left, leaving jiazhi celeste and i. we ordered three cakes. they were delicious. except for the not very nice max's oreocheesecake that jiazhi insisted on having. TSK. hahahahha. if not for THAT piece of cake, we would have been fine. HAHAH. cause you see, when we were about to leave. we have to ask for the bill. and there it went

(bill came)
celeste: (eyes super wide)
me: (looks at celeste and my eyes went suepr wide too) how much?
jiazhi: eh how much!
celeste: err 106
all: (EYES SUPER WIDE)
jiazhi: (looks at her hand. 70plusbucks. turns to me) eh you pay already?
me: yeahhhh
jiazhi: (eyes went even bigger) celeste?
celeste: (took out 25bucks)
jiazhi: (counting.) should be enough lah. 99. eh wait wait. i count again. 101.
all: ...........
jiazhi: coins or anything?
me: i got twenty cents more
celeste: i got zero
all: HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
celeste: how ah how ah
me: wash plates lor
celeste: seriously
me: HAHAHAHHAHA. (calls huishian)
me: theyre coming to rescue us

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA it was hilarious i swear. super funny lah. first time this kinda thing happened to me know. i laughed till like i was about to die man. yini was like "i came back to pay for my birthday cake" AHAHAHA super funny alright. okay i think im crazy. hahah i was really prepared to wash the dishes. hah, yah right. it was damn funnnn or rather, funnnnyyyy. hahah what a memorable day right celeste and jiazhiiii. hahahah

so then after that, cabbed to clementi with huishian they all. and then i took 99 home. what an eventful day. hahah


jeremy. says:
i lend u my plastic cast then u can skip ur netball
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says: HAHAHAHHA


jeremy. says:
i saw u carry the weights
jeremy. says:
lol
jeremy. says:
so heavy
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHHA
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
eh sarcastically or what!
jeremy. says:
no
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
dman heavy lah
jeremy. says:
it really looks heavy


hahah hes super cuteeeeeee! anyway hes so nice! hes gonna lend me his phone cable! yay! thank you panpan! we are gonna watch mr bean and tmnt! hahah (: (:

SATURDAY
i woke up at FOUR THIRTY PM. i was like OMG, im gonna be late. HAHAHHAHAH. im not a pigggg! hahah we were supposed to meet at 6pm lah. hah. oh, we = my primary six classmates and me! (:

jeremy. says:
u noe jj got 1 store beside the stairs sell ice cream
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
yeah saw before
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
nice?
jeremy. says:
hm
jeremy. says:
like normal ice cream lor
jeremy. says:
not bad la but i dunoe why melt so fast
jeremy. says:
i hold in my hand go back to the table
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAHHA
jeremy. says:
then i realise melt already
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
maybe the weather too hot
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
or the fridge not cold enough
jeremy. says:
yea maybe.
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAH no lah youre too hot
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
thats why
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
jeremy. says:
yea maybe.
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAH PLEASE LAH
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
IDIOT
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAH
jeremy. says:
dumb panda

HAHAHAHAHH this post is so long cause of all the conv! hahah. anywayyy continue. i rushed and rushed and i was supposed to meet daryl at jurong east mrt station. and when i reached there. he was still AT HOME BATHING. i was like..............

so went to plazasing. met up with junjie first, my godbrother (: its been longggg. hahah. so then met up with hiroshi. went up to the cinema. no shows for us to watch. then darcie came (: so it was like 7.30. and daryl was still not here... hahah mingxian asked us to go to clarke quay to visit her. so we went, and we were all like WOAHHH. cause we have never been to that new shopping mall before. hahah. suakus eh. hahah

so then when mx saw us, she screamed. HAHAH. super funny. so daryl came at like 7.50 or something. that gay. we were in chippy. fried mars bar and calamari and coke (: hah. so the five of us had a mad mad time laughing about everything. from primary school all those funny stuff and all. hah daryl still looks the same actually, just more matured and yeah. hes still as laughable as ever. HAHAH. thinking of everything back then, we really laughed till we almost died. HAHAH. then know what! when we left chippy, we saw miss georgina ng! my primary 3 and 4 form teacher. so so so super coincidental right! its like all of us together then we saw her! and im the first person whose name she recalled! (: yayyy.

so mingxian knocked off and went off without finding us.. so in other wordsss, we went there for nothing. hah so we decided to go to cine to watch a movie. the messengers was like full so we decided to watch freedom writers. saw dumb hamster.

so we wanted to play pool at kpool but there was no space. so we were like doing no shit. hahah. then we went to the arcade. played the hockey thing. it was damn funny. laughed and laughed like shit. then we played pool there. its damn stressful know, like the whole world's looking at you. hah. and daryl bought some super expensive gummy. like not alot, 6.40. HAHAH so ex lah.

so finally, it was time for the movie. and so, yeah. the movie is good. really touching and powerful. i want i want i want to read the book. it will be the first book im going to read in like maybe four years. hahah.

so after that, we went for supper or rather BREAKFAST at the skatepark. HAHAH. and daryl's friends are everywhere lah. he kept meeting people. hahah. so then we went home at 3plus. and junjie and i had to run for the damn nr5 and i was wearing heels. ohmygoodness. hahah.

so got home, and went to bed. yupp.

anyway, today is like so boringggg. i want to go to island creamery. and i got so much stuff to settle. when am i going to clear my stuff man. everything is everywhere and everything is soo messy. well well.

i need to go get my stuff done. like taking a passport photo. like getting myself a bubble tea and sometime away from the hectic city. okay im bullshitting. this whole place is like so hectic. hahah. maybe i'll just go to the park and CHILL(in caterpillar's words) hahah. nah. i think i need to see someone.

KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
hahah youre a special panda. live so long!
jeremy. says:
=)
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
btu going to die soon
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
i predict
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
someone is going to kill you with a hockey stick
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAAH
jeremy. says:
=/
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHHAH
jeremy. says:
thats dam bad of u man
jeremy. says:
but its ok
jeremy. says:
the prediction will nvr happen
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAH why baddd!
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
how come
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
eh im a certified fortune teller okay
jeremy. says:
ok lor
jeremy. says:
can u tell me how to not die
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
hmm first you must drink a cup of dettol
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
then eat some mentos mint
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
and drink some coke and eat 2 bars of kit kat cookie dough
jeremy. says:
can i drink detergent instead?
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
also can. but the brand must start with d
jeremy. says:
ohh
jeremy. says:
ok thanks
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
yeah okay, thats ten bucks
jeremy. says:
ok u owe me lunch
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
WHY!
jeremy. says:
cause i give u business do

HAHAHHAH

my whole body is aching like shit ):

you know its so amazing when you feel so much like seeing someone, and you really do see him.

i remember that quick prayer.

; you stole my world

im so so tired.
and im sad ):
tho i had a wonderful time just now
i love the netballers (: (:

tonnes of funny things happened today. and i truly had a great day. thanks to all who made my day really awesome (:

but well, bad things do happen too.

> whatever it is, you know i'll be here for you. always and always. this is what bestfriends are for right. cheer up lovely ____

> i trusted you, and yet you lied.

> unreasonable _____

so you sailed away, into a grey sky morning
but im fine(:


im super happy now (: (: (: (: (: (: ((((((((((:

But it's not so bad, You're only the best I ever had

sometimes i really feel so down. and other times, i say "my life is so damn good (:"
how contradicting huh. i think so too.
and now, actually there isnt anything for me to be sad about.
but i just feel sad.
its weird.
no, im weird.

skipped school again today. i dont know why. but well, i just didnt go to school. went down to jj just now. met alot of fairsians. went to jurong point with xinyi, amanda, their friend, kengheng and esmonde.

kengheng and esmonde and i had lunch at mosburger. it was a really good time i must say. panpan's my jollybean. hah.

those two are having hockey training now. and im wondering why im on the com, no, why am i even home. i could be at bugis with amanda and wanqi. i could be meeting amanda at island creamery. and yet, theres this heaviness in my heart. i dont want to be anywhere else but home. but yet. i dont even feel like being home. i dont know why. i just dont feel right. maybe i should just get out and go for a walk.

or maybe i just need another five minutes. or i just need to cry.

-

i want the next two months to fly past real quick. i need to get away from this stress. its killing me.

ive never been this stressed my whole life. i have never even felt stressed before. and now this stress is really crushing me. have i expected myself to be so crushed by something that i love so much? i can say with utmost certainty, no.

im still learning to deal with it. but many times had this thought came into my mind. why am i putting myself thru this? its like torture. it sucks. its so stressful that i cried so much over it. i hate having to go thru this routine. i feel like such a dumb loser. i really really do not like it.

maybe its just me, me and myself feeling this way.


ohwell, this thing aside.
one thing for sure, i have wonderful, marvellous, fantastic, awesome, great, terrific, extraordinary friends (:

; stars can stumble from the blue

i dont know why kengheng that panpan suddenly went offline! okay, hes back now. HAHAH. anyway! today was an interesting day! okay maybe not. tahah

hmm lets talk about sunday! hahah sunday, i woke up. and i went out. that BLOODY ELIS said that we will meet for dinner and take many many photos. GAY MAN. she was out with her weijie. GAYYYYY. )))))))):

so esmonde and i walked around and all. he got a crumpler! and i saw two bags that i want! (: i want i want i wanttttttttttt! adidas white and greeeeeen. and crumpler black! but ive got no money ): ): ):

sad right. i think so too. hahah. ohwell. so then that pandhi head wanted to eat at fish&co. i was so reluctant but actually i wanted to eat also. HAHAH. so classic fish and chips for both of us. with fried calamari, baguette, sharkie freeze, rice, kola tonic (: yummaye dinner. it was a pretty good time, talking about everything and all (:

peter that bastard called and wanted to meet up. hah but we didnt meet up in the end. so esmonde and i went home!

MONDAY
first day of school. okay im so freaking lazy to blog. im so tired now. okay i shall blogggggg. monday, went to school as normal. had contact time and all. we have no base class. WOW. wonderful eh. met my new classmates. pretty cool people. i think the next two years are gonna be pretty fun! (: i hope. hahah

so skipped lessons here and there. slept in math and gp. and i got caught sleeping in gp! then i got scolded. but i duncchh careee. hahah. blah lah blah lah.

had training. it was pretty okay. there were only ten of us(j1s). hah. we trained till the sun set. it was so dark i couldnt see shit. well, what the bong. piece of shit. so after that, huishian's dad sent yini and i to my bus stop and we went to drink bubble tea! hahha

slept really late. was on the phone with xinyi at first, then jaclyn and christina. knocked out at like 2am.

TUESDAY
as expected. i couldnt wake up. as usual -_-" so i woke up at around 1. hurriedly gave yeeleen a call. got ready within 20minutes and rushed out of house. got down to jj to meet her. then went to kallang to watch the juniors match. met yini and huizhen there! hahah

after that i came home. and i slept. and then, then whole damn night i couldnt sleep. i was wide awake till 6am. wonderfullllll.

so i went to school. met yuxuan on the train. hmm yeah the day went by and all. skipped lectures and blah. was with the fairsians most of the time, plus amanda (: hah and terrence liew did something really stupid. he pulled up his pants, tucked in his shirt and wore tuck's specs. he looked like a freaking toot. and he went around like that. so we dared him to ask a girl for her number. we all chipped in money for his dare. it went up to 8bucks! HAHAH. so fun lah. it was like damn exciting. hahah well, the ending was quite boring tho. hahah

hmm dricee was being retarded as usual by saying stupid stuff. he got out of his class finally. he was damn happy.

cedric: they have been trying to get me to go class bonding session with them. this morning i nearly went class bonding with them. luckily i called nicholas and he came to save me. i bet they all hate me lah. but who cares. im a runaway kid.

cedric: (to jacq) why your eyes so red? you look at who bathe?
jacq: you lah
me: thats why sore eyes. cause its you.
cedric: oh no wonder. i felt someone looking at me this morning.

HAHAH that tard. anyway hes in SB10 now! hahah. and chye aik's in sa7! 6 fairsians in SC10! and four in SD2!

ohyeah did i mention that im in SD2? hahah.

hmm so yeah. so after school. had training. its one of the best trainings we had with coach. it was pretty slack! the drills were quite fun! hahah. and we laughed quite alot. so rare. hahah. so overall, it was a pretty fun training i guess (: but there wont be anymore of this ): the j2s are coming back on friday. tough tough trainings againnnnnn. well well.

anyhow, jiazhi is hairy crab (:


and i must post this. specially for jacqueline lee (:


j a c q / says:
i wanna watch music and lyrics
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
hahahaha
j a c q / says:
and tom the yatch
j a c q / says:
eh
j a c q / says:
shit
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
eh what eh
j a c q / says:
how to spell yath
j a c q / says:
eh
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
hahah
j a c q / says:
what
j a c q / says:
eh?
j a c q / says:
forgether
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
yacht
j a c q / says:
NO
j a c q / says:
yard*
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
STOMP THE YARD?!
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
j a c q / says:
SHUT UP
j a c q / says:
=/
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAH
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
thats damn freaking funny


j a c q / says:
i'm ntot talking to you kim
j a c q / says:
shut up
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
im gonna post our conv!
j a c q / says:
and get lost
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAH
j a c q / says:
no.
j a c q / says:
don't lah
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
SO FUNNY LAH
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
omg
j a c q / says:
later everyone will think that i'm some bimbo
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAHHA
j a c q / says:
shit
j a c q / says:
oh wait
j a c q / says:
annot
j a c q / says:
i'm not pretty enogh to be a bimbo
j a c q / says:
some pple will think i'm some DUMB SHIT
j a c q / says:
SO
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHA
j a c q / says:
EH! DON'T LAH!

thats jacqueline for you (: threee cheers for little miss clumsy!

tomorrow's gonna be a great day (: i cant wait for the afternoon to come! :j

oh! and A HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEAN NG! MY LOVEEEEEEE (: KONG AND SIMON!

; but with magic, it might just switch

i think that youre a plain bastard. like seriously. now youre flaunting and making it so known as if you want the whole damn world to know. WOW. what an announcement huh. like ohwhatever.

thinking about it now, i never ever want to talk to you again.


-


> i hope you'll be fine soon ):

DONT WRITE ME OFF JUST YET

It's never been easy for me
To find words that go along with a melody
But this time there's actually somthing on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines
Since I met you my whole life has changed
It's not just the furniture you re-arranged
I was living in the past
But somehow you brought me back
and I haven't felt like this since before Frankie said relax
and now I know based on my track record
I may not seem like the safest bet
All I'm asking you is
Don't write me off just yet

For years I've been telling myself the same old story
That I'm happy to live off my so called former glories
but you've given me a reason
to take another chance
now I need you inspite the fact
that you've killed all my plants
and now I know
that i've already blown more chances
then anyone should ever get
all I'm asking you is
don't write me off just yet
don't write me off just yet