truth be told
its told already.

my hearts' gone.
cause you took it and tore it apart.

i was too tired to even feel anything. not even a tinge of sadness. but as i woke up, it dawned on me again. and i felt tears welled up in my eyes. but no, i dint let them fall. and they wont fall again.

its all bullshit.

i let myself fall. and now, i need to get out of it. quick.

why did i even fall.. ohwell.

whos the one who made the promise of not liking anyone for two years? whos the one who made the promise of not liking a ____ ___. its me. me. me. me. me. freak.

i dont feel messed up anymore. i feel like shit. total shit.

how suck.

but its all gonna end, today.

> NETTIES. heyy thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you to all of you. i think i cant ever thank you guys enough for being there when i was down. thanks alright. love you all.

> jiazhi! allianceeeee! thank you so so so super much okay. loveee you!


And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

; you know im such a fool for you