Violets are blue
Every color brings remnants of you

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im rather tired i dont know why. today is like how slack im still so tired. im just not cut out for school. tsk, i should quit school now and be a full time couch potato. im getting so damn lazy to do everything. and how bout im so damn unfit i think im gonna fail my napfa. i better start doing pe. this whole year i only attended one mass pe, week two -_-" and zero double period pe. im freaking fat and unfit now i feel sad for myself. ohwellz.

okay anyway quick update bout my weekend.

SATURDAY
stayed home the whole day. pandhi wanted to meet up at like midnight. but i decided to stay home and be a good girl. hah. i slept at like quite late. maybe 4 plus am.

SUNDAY
woke up pretty late, watched munich on dvd. its so damn freaking long i was quite bored. hah then by the time i finished the show it was already 430. and i was supposed to meet jiazhi at 5. HAHAH. by the time i left home it was already 530 and i met her at 7. IM SO SORRY ALLIANCE. now you know how we feel right, when yall are always late! but i let you study i how kind. hahah. so it was dinner at great world's foodcourt for us. and then island creamery for me and her favourite yogurt for her. we went to get TT(yini) 's cake and then we went to get her a huge HELLO KITTY BALLOON. HAHAHA cause we wanted to embarrass her. how sexy right hello kitty. hahah i made jiazhi bring the balloon home and like less than an hour later she called me and told me that the balloon was half the original size. like got holes everywhere. i was like what the !@#$% nice what can last five days! BLUFF PEOPLE WAN. idiotz. hahah. i cabbed over to pandhi's house and helped him with some stuff. woah, you owe me your life. HAHAH. seriously, no joke. hahah. i left his place at around 11 plus and cabbed home. nice spend like 30bucks a single night on cab -_-" zzz. came home and used the computer for abit and slept at 1 plus.

MONDAY
SCHOOLLLLL. ohyeah you know for the first time today, i opened my herland textbook and it freaking stinks. zz the book is damn smelly i swear and joanne loves the smell... RETARD. hahah. i went to school so early today! like seven. and sat at the gate waiting for jiazhi. hahah first thing in the morning saw dricee's ugly hair. HAHAH. jiazhi came at like 7.17. LATE. hahah. so we went to put the cake in the fridge all and went up to the LT to surprise yini. how bout that loser was late on her birthday. -_-" and we couldnt find her. HAHAH ANYWAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY THUNDER THIGHS BIG BUTT CHUA YINI :D you know i love you so! hahah. chapel was okayyyy. nice "God told me to marry you" HAHAH. then it was contact time and then it was break! break was spent eating and holding yini captive while celeste sprayed whipped cream down her back. HAHAH. im freaking sure yini wont ever forget her eighteenth birthday. she found whipped cream in her pencil case too. HAHAH. so like the day went on and all. i spent most of the day stoning. quite abit of stuff on my mind. zz. bio lecture was spent gossiping hahah. after bio tutorial, marc and i left super quickly and briskwalked/ran to acsi. we caught the third and fourth quarters of the polo match. the boys won, yay! [: congrats polo peopleee. and marc seah is a bastard boy. asshole! HAHAH. after the game, i followed marc to meet his friends to sell his funfair tickets. and then i went back to school. i missed the cake smashing session, AGAIN. hahah. then just sat around with the netballers talking. caught up with ugly for abit then walked out of school with weiru. and then tadah back home i came. uglycalves wanted to meet for a movie but like i dont know, i was quite tired so i decided to go home. hah. sorry. so came home, and slept for like two hours. yupppzz.

tomorrow, im supposed to fill water for the ruggers. shit i told renhan already. hahah sorry titi! watergirl cannot accompany you tomorrow! hahah. i must go for the ac vs jj soccer match. MUST. how bout dricee's gonna play against ian. how excite really. alot of fairsians will be going down (: yay, i smell fun! its gonna be a blast like last year! just that last year all the jj fairsians sat with all the ac fairsians and all of us cheered for ac. but now.. i guess the jj fairsians will be cheering for jj.. hmph. but well nevermind. everything's coollll i guess. school ends at like 2 for me tomorrow yay! then i'll be going to watch polo with joshua and tingali and then we'll cab down to jj for the soccer match! exciting :D

anyway, i know tomorrow's like a damn big game/the most important game for the polo doods. so good luck yall! i really really really hope yall win! go to the finals! (: all the best and good luck!

and to the soccer boys too! jj eh. hahah beat them like how yall did last year! go warrick go dricee go dennis! and go ian and go hosea too! (:

yay will see the jj fairsians tomorrow. cant wait (: i misssssszxzxz yall so much!

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"i'll be here"

thank you (:

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ive decided. im sorry.
and she says "youre too naive and innocent to face the world"
maybe thats why.

well, i rather stay this way and not know or find out anything.
i guess reality is too harsh and scary for me to accept.
i wanna stay floating and drifting around in my own perfect world, where theres no blemishes and everything's all right. where everything's all that it should be. i wanna stay away from any horrifying truth or any shocking facts. i guess im really too naive. i'll just die if you throw me into the world now. i'll just freaking drop dead and die i swear. i guess i'd be better off as a kid, where im safeguarded from the horrors of the world. where there's no worry or concern or anything. where life's carefree and im happy everyday. where i know nothing, nothing at all bout how terrifying this world can be. life's too unpredictable, to the extent that it scares me, alot.

i dont know what im typing -_-" theres like so much on my mind. i think i think too much, or im just freaking naive, or im just retarded. maybe its all three. hur.

jaclyn i miss you, hurry back from camp ):

alright, i should end it off here and go to bed. still damn tired -_-" random but i love tingali jiazhi and j1bestfriend!

AND ANYWAY, CLEMENT CHOY JIALIANG JUST SHOWED ME THIS LINK. ITS SUPER BLOODY AND GROSS AND GORY AND GRUESOME AND DISGUSTING AND EVERYTHING BAD. SO IF YOU CANT TAKE IT, PLEASE DONT CLICK ON THE LINK. THE LINK CONTAINS SUPER ALOT OF PICTURES OF VICTIMS OF CAR CRASHES AND ACCIDENTS. ive never seen so much blood and such disgusting stuff ever.. clement choy, thanks ah. if i get nightmare, i'll hate you. :/

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okay, g'night yall!