what a short-lived happiness.
ohwell. i should have known better.
FREAK ):
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Thursday, March 29, 2007
the polo-ers won today (: CONGRATS PEOPLE! okay actually no polo-ers will read my blog. i know no polo-ers also. HAHAH.
well im being so stupid. anyway today was a good day i must say (: great company the whole day. the only bad thing was the stupid time table that left me so hungry that i can eat YOU up! HAHAH.
thank you sijay for accompanying me to the polo match today (:
hah im quite lazy to blog about everything. i'll blog tomorrow night, in detail! (:
oh! and the laughing session during bio lecture today nearly got jingwen pak and i sent out of the LT. hah but it was sure great fun. a million ping and pong jokes and that haha lala joke (: hah im giggling still. i love my classmates! (:
> you know its so hard to believe you.
-
FREAKINGBEST FRIENDS.
what the pong. stop all those bullshit and everything man. so much for bestfriends. saying its gonna take awhile and we are gonna hang out again as BBB. yeah right. what do you take me for i really wonder. have you ever really treated me as a damn bestfriend. perhaps not. so much for trying to keep this freaking friendship huh. i feel so dumb and its so damn one sided isnt it. its not like its the first time im feeling so shitty over this friendship. hello, its how many times already. im just a freaking spare tyre whom you turn to only when youre sad. am i not right.
stop it, im so sick of it.
im just someone by the sideline, ALL THIS WHILE.
-
okay, leon wants this here.
leon is a rock (:
well im being so stupid. anyway today was a good day i must say (: great company the whole day. the only bad thing was the stupid time table that left me so hungry that i can eat YOU up! HAHAH.
thank you sijay for accompanying me to the polo match today (:
hah im quite lazy to blog about everything. i'll blog tomorrow night, in detail! (:
oh! and the laughing session during bio lecture today nearly got jingwen pak and i sent out of the LT. hah but it was sure great fun. a million ping and pong jokes and that haha lala joke (: hah im giggling still. i love my classmates! (:
> you know its so hard to believe you.
-
FREAKING
what the pong. stop all those bullshit and everything man. so much for bestfriends. saying its gonna take awhile and we are gonna hang out again as BBB. yeah right. what do you take me for i really wonder. have you ever really treated me as a damn bestfriend. perhaps not. so much for trying to keep this freaking friendship huh. i feel so dumb and its so damn one sided isnt it. its not like its the first time im feeling so shitty over this friendship. hello, its how many times already. im just a freaking spare tyre whom you turn to only when youre sad. am i not right.
stop it, im so sick of it.
im just someone by the sideline, ALL THIS WHILE.
-
okay, leon wants this here.
leon is a rock (:
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
(:? ):?
actually im feeling sad. i lost that opportunity. now im never going to get it back. ohwell. shoot me, kill me, hang me. whatever.
im feeling so shitty. now im regretting like shit. but its too late. all too late.
im crying ):
and peter so totally pissed me off today. thank you jem jem jewel tian for accompanying me.
anyway, polo-ers. cheer up, chins up. all the best for the next match.
; i was living in the past, but somehow you brought me back
actually im feeling sad. i lost that opportunity. now im never going to get it back. ohwell. shoot me, kill me, hang me. whatever.
im feeling so shitty. now im regretting like shit. but its too late. all too late.
im crying ):
and peter so totally pissed me off today. thank you jem jem jewel tian for accompanying me.
anyway, polo-ers. cheer up, chins up. all the best for the next match.
; i was living in the past, but somehow you brought me back
Monday, March 26, 2007
Sunday, March 25, 2007
THURSDAY
ohhh. i couldnt wake up for school and so i didnt go to school. woke up properly at around 1. took my own sweet time and went down to jj. it was horribleeee. everyone was like staring and AC-ing.. and aaron ang was even better. he nearly pissed me off. whateverrrrr man.
met up with my lovelies! kengheng (: esmonde (: xinyi (: and amanda and sarah and xinee. saw yongzhi also. didnt see ian! wonder what that pandhi was having! hahah
so then kh, es, xy, amanda and xinee and i went to jurong point. its been a really long time since i went there. hah so kengheng and i and esmonde went to mos burger. had a pretty good time (: then they had to go back for hockey. they were telling me about some hockey village thing. hahah. i went home. and yeah, i stayed home. hah but the night was a pretty good one. oh the cutest thing that happened to me was when i was in the lift. this lil boy was eating super rings. and then he came up to me "you want?" hahahah super cute!
anyway, im so freaking irritated now. what the hell.
FRIDAY
went to school. after the pw talk. i was in the voiddeck with zhuan and emma and sam. had a good time (: then i was with all the fairsians. hah. gossiping and all. tsk tsk. tahah then we watched the guys play soccer. dricee was like the star. and he gave me a shock when he threw me his phone. thank God i have fast reflexes man. HAHAH kidding. and dricee was so gay.
dric: why you dont want to take out your shirt? you got triangular tits ah
dont know who: yeah
dric: nevermind. i have rectangular ones.
HAHAHAH gayyyyy.
so i practically wasted my whole day away. i like (: hahah. hmm so yeah. had contact time and all. got my timetable. i felt so sad. it suckssssssssssssss.
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
i got very lil free time
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
very very saddd
jeremy. says:
later my timetable come out i will be very sad also
jeremy. says:
then we can go join the sad club
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAH
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
yeah lor. i enrolled in already
jeremy. says:
i still filling up the form
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
hahah hurry man. later no space
jeremy. says:
reserve slot
jeremy. says:
ty
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
okay luh. the incharge my friend. later i go ask him
jeremy. says:
ok
hahah kengheng's so cute!
alright continue. after contact time. we went back to fairfield. then we went to dover to have lunch. the jj people were already eating at dover already. pandhis. hah. its nice seeing all of them (: (:
so then we went back to school. was walking back to school then i saw the bus in which all the juniors were. then they were so cute. they kept waving! hahah went around and all. disturbed miss hia. had a good talk with miss yeo. blah. josh pak jacq and i found dry ice. and we spent a great deal of time playing with it. it was really fun. hahhahah. okay cheap thrillll. who cares (:
ohyeah. you know that pandhi dricee. he climbed into fairfield at the basketball court there. over the barb wire. jumped in, took off his shirt and started playing soccer. what a gayyy. hahah
hmm time passed by really quickly and soon it was time to go back to ac. dric wanted me to climb over the barb wire into ac. shit him man. in the end he wanted to climb over the back gate and i let him persuade me to... and what the bong. it was so damn unglam okay. HAHAHAH. so then i was walking with that idiot back to ac. hes so retarded. and then i was walking past the street soccer court, i was already in ac. then i suddenly thought of my bag. then i was like "where isit ah. omg. its in fairfield" then when i told dricee he was like WHATHEHELL. HAHAHAHHA i think its super funny lah!
then jacq threw my bag over the fence to me. thanks! and dric called me a loser... asscrack. youre the one who made me climb over lah! thats why i forgot my bag!
so then training started and all. the usual stuff. except that we skipped 1.6k. hmm. then we were doing the drills and coach was really angry with our group. then she was screaming. then there was lightning so we went indoors and did alot of fitness stuff plus sprints. tiring man then. but the last part wasnt so bad. yupp.
so then after that a huge group of us went to nydc to celebrate yini's birthday! it was a really fun time. then most of the people left, leaving jiazhi celeste and i. we ordered three cakes. they were delicious. except for the not very nice max's oreocheesecake that jiazhi insisted on having. TSK. hahahahha. if not for THAT piece of cake, we would have been fine. HAHAH. cause you see, when we were about to leave. we have to ask for the bill. and there it went
(bill came)
celeste: (eyes super wide)
me: (looks at celeste and my eyes went suepr wide too) how much?
jiazhi: eh how much!
celeste: err 106
all: (EYES SUPER WIDE)
jiazhi: (looks at her hand. 70plusbucks. turns to me) eh you pay already?
me: yeahhhh
jiazhi: (eyes went even bigger) celeste?
celeste: (took out 25bucks)
jiazhi: (counting.) should be enough lah. 99. eh wait wait. i count again. 101.
all: ...........
jiazhi: coins or anything?
me: i got twenty cents more
celeste: i got zero
all: HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
celeste: how ah how ah
me: wash plates lor
celeste: seriously
me: HAHAHAHHAHA. (calls huishian)
me: theyre coming to rescue us
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA it was hilarious i swear. super funny lah. first time this kinda thing happened to me know. i laughed till like i was about to die man. yini was like "i came back to pay for my birthday cake" AHAHAHA super funny alright. okay i think im crazy. hahah i was really prepared to wash the dishes. hah, yah right. it was damn funnnn or rather, funnnnyyyy. hahah what a memorable day right celeste and jiazhiiii. hahahah
so then after that, cabbed to clementi with huishian they all. and then i took 99 home. what an eventful day. hahah
jeremy. says:
i lend u my plastic cast then u can skip ur netball
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says: HAHAHAHHA
jeremy. says:
i saw u carry the weights
jeremy. says:
lol
jeremy. says:
so heavy
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHHA
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
eh sarcastically or what!
jeremy. says:
no
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
dman heavy lah
jeremy. says:
it really looks heavy
hahah hes super cuteeeeeee! anyway hes so nice! hes gonna lend me his phone cable! yay! thank you panpan! we are gonna watch mr bean and tmnt! hahah (: (:
SATURDAY
i woke up at FOUR THIRTY PM. i was like OMG, im gonna be late. HAHAHHAHAH. im not a pigggg! hahah we were supposed to meet at 6pm lah. hah. oh, we = my primary six classmates and me! (:
jeremy. says:
u noe jj got 1 store beside the stairs sell ice cream
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
yeah saw before
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
nice?
jeremy. says:
hm
jeremy. says:
like normal ice cream lor
jeremy. says:
not bad la but i dunoe why melt so fast
jeremy. says:
i hold in my hand go back to the table
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAHHA
jeremy. says:
then i realise melt already
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
maybe the weather too hot
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
or the fridge not cold enough
jeremy. says:
yea maybe.
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAH no lah youre too hot
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
thats why
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
jeremy. says:
yea maybe.
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAH PLEASE LAH
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
IDIOT
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAH
jeremy. says:
dumb panda
HAHAHAHAHH this post is so long cause of all the conv! hahah. anywayyy continue. i rushed and rushed and i was supposed to meet daryl at jurong east mrt station. and when i reached there. he was still AT HOME BATHING. i was like..............
so went to plazasing. met up with junjie first, my godbrother (: its been longggg. hahah. so then met up with hiroshi. went up to the cinema. no shows for us to watch. then darcie came (: so it was like 7.30. and daryl was still not here... hahah mingxian asked us to go to clarke quay to visit her. so we went, and we were all like WOAHHH. cause we have never been to that new shopping mall before. hahah. suakus eh. hahah
so then when mx saw us, she screamed. HAHAH. super funny. so daryl came at like 7.50 or something. that gay. we were in chippy. fried mars bar and calamari and coke (: hah. so the five of us had a mad mad time laughing about everything. from primary school all those funny stuff and all. hah daryl still looks the same actually, just more matured and yeah. hes still as laughable as ever. HAHAH. thinking of everything back then, we really laughed till we almost died. HAHAH. then know what! when we left chippy, we saw miss georgina ng! my primary 3 and 4 form teacher. so so so super coincidental right! its like all of us together then we saw her! and im the first person whose name she recalled! (: yayyy.
so mingxian knocked off and went off without finding us.. so in other wordsss, we went there for nothing. hah so we decided to go to cine to watch a movie. the messengers was like full so we decided to watch freedom writers. saw dumb hamster.
so we wanted to play pool at kpool but there was no space. so we were like doing no shit. hahah. then we went to the arcade. played the hockey thing. it was damn funny. laughed and laughed like shit. then we played pool there. its damn stressful know, like the whole world's looking at you. hah. and daryl bought some super expensive gummy. like not alot, 6.40. HAHAH so ex lah.
so finally, it was time for the movie. and so, yeah. the movie is good. really touching and powerful. i want i want i want to read the book. it will be the first book im going to read in like maybe four years. hahah.
so after that, we went for supper or rather BREAKFAST at the skatepark. HAHAH. and daryl's friends are everywhere lah. he kept meeting people. hahah. so then we went home at 3plus. and junjie and i had to run for the damn nr5 and i was wearing heels. ohmygoodness. hahah.
so got home, and went to bed. yupp.
anyway, today is like so boringggg. i want to go to island creamery. and i got so much stuff to settle. when am i going to clear my stuff man. everything is everywhere and everything is soo messy. well well.
i need to go get my stuff done. like taking a passport photo. like getting myself a bubble tea and sometime away from the hectic city. okay im bullshitting. this whole place is like so hectic. hahah. maybe i'll just go to the park and CHILL(in caterpillar's words) hahah. nah. i think i need to see someone.
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
hahah youre a special panda. live so long!
jeremy. says:
=)
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
btu going to die soon
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
i predict
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
someone is going to kill you with a hockey stick
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAAH
jeremy. says:
=/
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHHAH
jeremy. says:
thats dam bad of u man
jeremy. says:
but its ok
jeremy. says:
the prediction will nvr happen
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAH why baddd!
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
how come
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
eh im a certified fortune teller okay
jeremy. says:
ok lor
jeremy. says:
can u tell me how to not die
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
hmm first you must drink a cup of dettol
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
then eat some mentos mint
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
and drink some coke and eat 2 bars of kit kat cookie dough
jeremy. says:
can i drink detergent instead?
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
also can. but the brand must start with d
jeremy. says:
ohh
jeremy. says:
ok thanks
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
yeah okay, thats ten bucks
jeremy. says:
ok u owe me lunch
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
WHY!
jeremy. says:
cause i give u business do
HAHAHHAH
my whole body is aching like shit ):
you know its so amazing when you feel so much like seeing someone, and you really do see him.
i remember that quick prayer.
; you stole my world
ohhh. i couldnt wake up for school and so i didnt go to school. woke up properly at around 1. took my own sweet time and went down to jj. it was horribleeee. everyone was like staring and AC-ing.. and aaron ang was even better. he nearly pissed me off. whateverrrrr man.
met up with my lovelies! kengheng (: esmonde (: xinyi (: and amanda and sarah and xinee. saw yongzhi also. didnt see ian! wonder what that pandhi was having! hahah
so then kh, es, xy, amanda and xinee and i went to jurong point. its been a really long time since i went there. hah so kengheng and i and esmonde went to mos burger. had a pretty good time (: then they had to go back for hockey. they were telling me about some hockey village thing. hahah. i went home. and yeah, i stayed home. hah but the night was a pretty good one. oh the cutest thing that happened to me was when i was in the lift. this lil boy was eating super rings. and then he came up to me "you want?" hahahah super cute!
anyway, im so freaking irritated now. what the hell.
FRIDAY
went to school. after the pw talk. i was in the voiddeck with zhuan and emma and sam. had a good time (: then i was with all the fairsians. hah. gossiping and all. tsk tsk. tahah then we watched the guys play soccer. dricee was like the star. and he gave me a shock when he threw me his phone. thank God i have fast reflexes man. HAHAH kidding. and dricee was so gay.
dric: why you dont want to take out your shirt? you got triangular tits ah
dont know who: yeah
dric: nevermind. i have rectangular ones.
HAHAHAH gayyyyy.
so i practically wasted my whole day away. i like (: hahah. hmm so yeah. had contact time and all. got my timetable. i felt so sad. it suckssssssssssssss.
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
i got very lil free time
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
very very saddd
jeremy. says:
later my timetable come out i will be very sad also
jeremy. says:
then we can go join the sad club
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAH
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
yeah lor. i enrolled in already
jeremy. says:
i still filling up the form
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
hahah hurry man. later no space
jeremy. says:
reserve slot
jeremy. says:
ty
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
okay luh. the incharge my friend. later i go ask him
jeremy. says:
ok
hahah kengheng's so cute!
alright continue. after contact time. we went back to fairfield. then we went to dover to have lunch. the jj people were already eating at dover already. pandhis. hah. its nice seeing all of them (: (:
so then we went back to school. was walking back to school then i saw the bus in which all the juniors were. then they were so cute. they kept waving! hahah went around and all. disturbed miss hia. had a good talk with miss yeo. blah. josh pak jacq and i found dry ice. and we spent a great deal of time playing with it. it was really fun. hahhahah. okay cheap thrillll. who cares (:
ohyeah. you know that pandhi dricee. he climbed into fairfield at the basketball court there. over the barb wire. jumped in, took off his shirt and started playing soccer. what a gayyy. hahah
hmm time passed by really quickly and soon it was time to go back to ac. dric wanted me to climb over the barb wire into ac. shit him man. in the end he wanted to climb over the back gate and i let him persuade me to... and what the bong. it was so damn unglam okay. HAHAHAH. so then i was walking with that idiot back to ac. hes so retarded. and then i was walking past the street soccer court, i was already in ac. then i suddenly thought of my bag. then i was like "where isit ah. omg. its in fairfield" then when i told dricee he was like WHATHEHELL. HAHAHAHHA i think its super funny lah!
then jacq threw my bag over the fence to me. thanks! and dric called me a loser... asscrack. youre the one who made me climb over lah! thats why i forgot my bag!
so then training started and all. the usual stuff. except that we skipped 1.6k. hmm. then we were doing the drills and coach was really angry with our group. then she was screaming. then there was lightning so we went indoors and did alot of fitness stuff plus sprints. tiring man then. but the last part wasnt so bad. yupp.
so then after that a huge group of us went to nydc to celebrate yini's birthday! it was a really fun time. then most of the people left, leaving jiazhi celeste and i. we ordered three cakes. they were delicious. except for the not very nice max's oreocheesecake that jiazhi insisted on having. TSK. hahahahha. if not for THAT piece of cake, we would have been fine. HAHAH. cause you see, when we were about to leave. we have to ask for the bill. and there it went
(bill came)
celeste: (eyes super wide)
me: (looks at celeste and my eyes went suepr wide too) how much?
jiazhi: eh how much!
celeste: err 106
all: (EYES SUPER WIDE)
jiazhi: (looks at her hand. 70plusbucks. turns to me) eh you pay already?
me: yeahhhh
jiazhi: (eyes went even bigger) celeste?
celeste: (took out 25bucks)
jiazhi: (counting.) should be enough lah. 99. eh wait wait. i count again. 101.
all: ...........
jiazhi: coins or anything?
me: i got twenty cents more
celeste: i got zero
all: HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
celeste: how ah how ah
me: wash plates lor
celeste: seriously
me: HAHAHAHHAHA. (calls huishian)
me: theyre coming to rescue us
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA it was hilarious i swear. super funny lah. first time this kinda thing happened to me know. i laughed till like i was about to die man. yini was like "i came back to pay for my birthday cake" AHAHAHA super funny alright. okay i think im crazy. hahah i was really prepared to wash the dishes. hah, yah right. it was damn funnnn or rather, funnnnyyyy. hahah what a memorable day right celeste and jiazhiiii. hahahah
so then after that, cabbed to clementi with huishian they all. and then i took 99 home. what an eventful day. hahah
jeremy. says:
i lend u my plastic cast then u can skip ur netball
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says: HAHAHAHHA
jeremy. says:
i saw u carry the weights
jeremy. says:
lol
jeremy. says:
so heavy
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHHA
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
eh sarcastically or what!
jeremy. says:
no
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
dman heavy lah
jeremy. says:
it really looks heavy
hahah hes super cuteeeeeee! anyway hes so nice! hes gonna lend me his phone cable! yay! thank you panpan! we are gonna watch mr bean and tmnt! hahah (: (:
SATURDAY
i woke up at FOUR THIRTY PM. i was like OMG, im gonna be late. HAHAHHAHAH. im not a pigggg! hahah we were supposed to meet at 6pm lah. hah. oh, we = my primary six classmates and me! (:
jeremy. says:
u noe jj got 1 store beside the stairs sell ice cream
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
yeah saw before
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
nice?
jeremy. says:
hm
jeremy. says:
like normal ice cream lor
jeremy. says:
not bad la but i dunoe why melt so fast
jeremy. says:
i hold in my hand go back to the table
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAHHA
jeremy. says:
then i realise melt already
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
maybe the weather too hot
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
or the fridge not cold enough
jeremy. says:
yea maybe.
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAH no lah youre too hot
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
thats why
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
jeremy. says:
yea maybe.
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAH PLEASE LAH
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
IDIOT
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAH
jeremy. says:
dumb panda
HAHAHAHAHH this post is so long cause of all the conv! hahah. anywayyy continue. i rushed and rushed and i was supposed to meet daryl at jurong east mrt station. and when i reached there. he was still AT HOME BATHING. i was like..............
so went to plazasing. met up with junjie first, my godbrother (: its been longggg. hahah. so then met up with hiroshi. went up to the cinema. no shows for us to watch. then darcie came (: so it was like 7.30. and daryl was still not here... hahah mingxian asked us to go to clarke quay to visit her. so we went, and we were all like WOAHHH. cause we have never been to that new shopping mall before. hahah. suakus eh. hahah
so then when mx saw us, she screamed. HAHAH. super funny. so daryl came at like 7.50 or something. that gay. we were in chippy. fried mars bar and calamari and coke (: hah. so the five of us had a mad mad time laughing about everything. from primary school all those funny stuff and all. hah daryl still looks the same actually, just more matured and yeah. hes still as laughable as ever. HAHAH. thinking of everything back then, we really laughed till we almost died. HAHAH. then know what! when we left chippy, we saw miss georgina ng! my primary 3 and 4 form teacher. so so so super coincidental right! its like all of us together then we saw her! and im the first person whose name she recalled! (: yayyy.
so mingxian knocked off and went off without finding us.. so in other wordsss, we went there for nothing. hah so we decided to go to cine to watch a movie. the messengers was like full so we decided to watch freedom writers. saw dumb hamster.
so we wanted to play pool at kpool but there was no space. so we were like doing no shit. hahah. then we went to the arcade. played the hockey thing. it was damn funny. laughed and laughed like shit. then we played pool there. its damn stressful know, like the whole world's looking at you. hah. and daryl bought some super expensive gummy. like not alot, 6.40. HAHAH so ex lah.
so finally, it was time for the movie. and so, yeah. the movie is good. really touching and powerful. i want i want i want to read the book. it will be the first book im going to read in like maybe four years. hahah.
so after that, we went for supper or rather BREAKFAST at the skatepark. HAHAH. and daryl's friends are everywhere lah. he kept meeting people. hahah. so then we went home at 3plus. and junjie and i had to run for the damn nr5 and i was wearing heels. ohmygoodness. hahah.
so got home, and went to bed. yupp.
anyway, today is like so boringggg. i want to go to island creamery. and i got so much stuff to settle. when am i going to clear my stuff man. everything is everywhere and everything is soo messy. well well.
i need to go get my stuff done. like taking a passport photo. like getting myself a bubble tea and sometime away from the hectic city. okay im bullshitting. this whole place is like so hectic. hahah. maybe i'll just go to the park and CHILL(in caterpillar's words) hahah. nah. i think i need to see someone.
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
hahah youre a special panda. live so long!
jeremy. says:
=)
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
btu going to die soon
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
i predict
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
someone is going to kill you with a hockey stick
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAAH
jeremy. says:
=/
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHHAH
jeremy. says:
thats dam bad of u man
jeremy. says:
but its ok
jeremy. says:
the prediction will nvr happen
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAH why baddd!
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
how come
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
eh im a certified fortune teller okay
jeremy. says:
ok lor
jeremy. says:
can u tell me how to not die
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
hmm first you must drink a cup of dettol
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
then eat some mentos mint
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
and drink some coke and eat 2 bars of kit kat cookie dough
jeremy. says:
can i drink detergent instead?
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
also can. but the brand must start with d
jeremy. says:
ohh
jeremy. says:
ok thanks
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
yeah okay, thats ten bucks
jeremy. says:
ok u owe me lunch
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
WHY!
jeremy. says:
cause i give u business do
HAHAHHAH
my whole body is aching like shit ):
you know its so amazing when you feel so much like seeing someone, and you really do see him.
i remember that quick prayer.
; you stole my world
Saturday, March 24, 2007
im so so tired.
and im sad ):
tho i had a wonderful time just now
i love the netballers (: (:
tonnes of funny things happened today. and i truly had a great day. thanks to all who made my day really awesome (:
but well, bad things do happen too.
> whatever it is, you know i'll be here for you. always and always. this is what bestfriends are for right. cheer up lovely ____
> i trusted you, and yet you lied.
> unreasonable _____
and im sad ):
tho i had a wonderful time just now
i love the netballers (: (:
tonnes of funny things happened today. and i truly had a great day. thanks to all who made my day really awesome (:
but well, bad things do happen too.
> whatever it is, you know i'll be here for you. always and always. this is what bestfriends are for right. cheer up lovely ____
> i trusted you, and yet you lied.
> unreasonable _____
Thursday, March 22, 2007
But it's not so bad, You're only the best I ever had
sometimes i really feel so down. and other times, i say "my life is so damn good (:"
how contradicting huh. i think so too.
and now, actually there isnt anything for me to be sad about.
but i just feel sad.
its weird.
no, im weird.
skipped school again today. i dont know why. but well, i just didnt go to school. went down to jj just now. met alot of fairsians. went to jurong point with xinyi, amanda, their friend, kengheng and esmonde.
kengheng and esmonde and i had lunch at mosburger. it was a really good time i must say. panpan's my jollybean. hah.
those two are having hockey training now. and im wondering why im on the com, no, why am i even home. i could be at bugis with amanda and wanqi. i could be meeting amanda at island creamery. and yet, theres this heaviness in my heart. i dont want to be anywhere else but home. but yet. i dont even feel like being home. i dont know why. i just dont feel right. maybe i should just get out and go for a walk.
or maybe i just need another five minutes. or i just need to cry.
-
i want the next two months to fly past real quick. i need to get away from this stress. its killing me.
ive never been this stressed my whole life. i have never even felt stressed before. and now this stress is really crushing me. have i expected myself to be so crushed by something that i love so much? i can say with utmost certainty, no.
im still learning to deal with it. but many times had this thought came into my mind. why am i putting myself thru this? its like torture. it sucks. its so stressful that i cried so much over it. i hate having to go thru this routine. i feel like such a dumb loser. i really really do not like it.
maybe its just me, me and myself feeling this way.
ohwell, this thing aside.
one thing for sure, i have wonderful, marvellous, fantastic, awesome, great, terrific, extraordinary friends (:
; stars can stumble from the blue
sometimes i really feel so down. and other times, i say "my life is so damn good (:"
how contradicting huh. i think so too.
and now, actually there isnt anything for me to be sad about.
but i just feel sad.
its weird.
no, im weird.
skipped school again today. i dont know why. but well, i just didnt go to school. went down to jj just now. met alot of fairsians. went to jurong point with xinyi, amanda, their friend, kengheng and esmonde.
kengheng and esmonde and i had lunch at mosburger. it was a really good time i must say. panpan's my jollybean. hah.
those two are having hockey training now. and im wondering why im on the com, no, why am i even home. i could be at bugis with amanda and wanqi. i could be meeting amanda at island creamery. and yet, theres this heaviness in my heart. i dont want to be anywhere else but home. but yet. i dont even feel like being home. i dont know why. i just dont feel right. maybe i should just get out and go for a walk.
or maybe i just need another five minutes. or i just need to cry.
-
i want the next two months to fly past real quick. i need to get away from this stress. its killing me.
ive never been this stressed my whole life. i have never even felt stressed before. and now this stress is really crushing me. have i expected myself to be so crushed by something that i love so much? i can say with utmost certainty, no.
im still learning to deal with it. but many times had this thought came into my mind. why am i putting myself thru this? its like torture. it sucks. its so stressful that i cried so much over it. i hate having to go thru this routine. i feel like such a dumb loser. i really really do not like it.
maybe its just me, me and myself feeling this way.
ohwell, this thing aside.
one thing for sure, i have wonderful, marvellous, fantastic, awesome, great, terrific, extraordinary friends (:
; stars can stumble from the blue
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
i dont know why kengheng that panpan suddenly went offline! okay, hes back now. HAHAH. anyway! today was an interesting day! okay maybe not. tahah
hmm lets talk about sunday! hahah sunday, i woke up. and i went out. that BLOODY ELIS said that we will meet for dinner and take many many photos. GAY MAN. she was out with her weijie. GAYYYYY. )))))))):
so esmonde and i walked around and all. he got a crumpler! and i saw two bags that i want! (: i want i want i wanttttttttttt! adidas white and greeeeeen. and crumpler black! but ive got no money ): ): ):
sad right. i think so too. hahah. ohwell. so then that pandhi head wanted to eat at fish&co. i was so reluctant but actually i wanted to eat also. HAHAH. so classic fish and chips for both of us. with fried calamari, baguette, sharkie freeze, rice, kola tonic (: yummaye dinner. it was a pretty good time, talking about everything and all (:
peter that bastard called and wanted to meet up. hah but we didnt meet up in the end. so esmonde and i went home!
MONDAY
first day of school. okay im so freaking lazy to blog. im so tired now. okay i shall blogggggg. monday, went to school as normal. had contact time and all. we have no base class. WOW. wonderful eh. met my new classmates. pretty cool people. i think the next two years are gonna be pretty fun! (: i hope. hahah
so skipped lessons here and there. slept in math and gp. and i got caught sleeping in gp! then i got scolded. but i duncchh careee. hahah. blah lah blah lah.
had training. it was pretty okay. there were only ten of us(j1s). hah. we trained till the sun set. it was so dark i couldnt see shit. well, what the bong. piece of shit. so after that, huishian's dad sent yini and i to my bus stop and we went to drink bubble tea! hahha
slept really late. was on the phone with xinyi at first, then jaclyn and christina. knocked out at like 2am.
TUESDAY
as expected. i couldnt wake up. as usual -_-" so i woke up at around 1. hurriedly gave yeeleen a call. got ready within 20minutes and rushed out of house. got down to jj to meet her. then went to kallang to watch the juniors match. met yini and huizhen there! hahah
after that i came home. and i slept. and then, then whole damn night i couldnt sleep. i was wide awake till 6am. wonderfullllll.
so i went to school. met yuxuan on the train. hmm yeah the day went by and all. skipped lectures and blah. was with the fairsians most of the time, plus amanda (: hah and terrence liew did something really stupid. he pulled up his pants, tucked in his shirt and wore tuck's specs. he looked like a freaking toot. and he went around like that. so we dared him to ask a girl for her number. we all chipped in money for his dare. it went up to 8bucks! HAHAH. so fun lah. it was like damn exciting. hahah well, the ending was quite boring tho. hahah
hmm dricee was being retarded as usual by saying stupid stuff. he got out of his class finally. he was damn happy.
cedric: they have been trying to get me to go class bonding session with them. this morning i nearly went class bonding with them. luckily i called nicholas and he came to save me. i bet they all hate me lah. but who cares. im a runaway kid.
cedric: (to jacq) why your eyes so red? you look at who bathe?
jacq: you lah
me: thats why sore eyes. cause its you.
cedric: oh no wonder. i felt someone looking at me this morning.
HAHAH that tard. anyway hes in SB10 now! hahah. and chye aik's in sa7! 6 fairsians in SC10! and four in SD2!
ohyeah did i mention that im in SD2? hahah.
hmm so yeah. so after school. had training. its one of the best trainings we had with coach. it was pretty slack! the drills were quite fun! hahah. and we laughed quite alot. so rare. hahah. so overall, it was a pretty fun training i guess (: but there wont be anymore of this ): the j2s are coming back on friday. tough tough trainings againnnnnn. well well.
anyhow, jiazhi is hairy crab (:
and i must post this. specially for jacqueline lee (:
j a c q / says:
i wanna watch music and lyrics
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
hahahaha
j a c q / says:
and tom the yatch
j a c q / says:
eh
j a c q / says:
shit
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
eh what eh
j a c q / says:
how to spell yath
j a c q / says:
eh
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
hahah
j a c q / says:
what
j a c q / says:
eh?
j a c q / says:
forgether
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
yacht
j a c q / says:
NO
j a c q / says:
yard*
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
STOMP THE YARD?!
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
j a c q / says:
SHUT UP
j a c q / says:
=/
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAH
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
thats damn freaking funny
j a c q / says:
i'm ntot talking to you kim
j a c q / says:
shut up
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
im gonna post our conv!
j a c q / says:
and get lost
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAH
j a c q / says:
no.
j a c q / says:
don't lah
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
SO FUNNY LAH
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
omg
j a c q / says:
later everyone will think that i'm some bimbo
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAHHA
j a c q / says:
shit
j a c q / says:
oh wait
j a c q / says:
annot
j a c q / says:
i'm not pretty enogh to be a bimbo
j a c q / says:
some pple will think i'm some DUMB SHIT
j a c q / says:
SO
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHA
j a c q / says:
EH! DON'T LAH!
thats jacqueline for you (: threee cheers for little miss clumsy!
tomorrow's gonna be a great day (: i cant wait for the afternoon to come! :j
oh! and A HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEAN NG! MY LOVEEEEEEE (: KONG AND SIMON!
; but with magic, it might just switch
hmm lets talk about sunday! hahah sunday, i woke up. and i went out. that BLOODY ELIS said that we will meet for dinner and take many many photos. GAY MAN. she was out with her weijie. GAYYYYY. )))))))):
so esmonde and i walked around and all. he got a crumpler! and i saw two bags that i want! (: i want i want i wanttttttttttt! adidas white and greeeeeen. and crumpler black! but ive got no money ): ): ):
sad right. i think so too. hahah. ohwell. so then that pandhi head wanted to eat at fish&co. i was so reluctant but actually i wanted to eat also. HAHAH. so classic fish and chips for both of us. with fried calamari, baguette, sharkie freeze, rice, kola tonic (: yummaye dinner. it was a pretty good time, talking about everything and all (:
peter that bastard called and wanted to meet up. hah but we didnt meet up in the end. so esmonde and i went home!
MONDAY
first day of school. okay im so freaking lazy to blog. im so tired now. okay i shall blogggggg. monday, went to school as normal. had contact time and all. we have no base class. WOW. wonderful eh. met my new classmates. pretty cool people. i think the next two years are gonna be pretty fun! (: i hope. hahah
so skipped lessons here and there. slept in math and gp. and i got caught sleeping in gp! then i got scolded. but i duncchh careee. hahah. blah lah blah lah.
had training. it was pretty okay. there were only ten of us(j1s). hah. we trained till the sun set. it was so dark i couldnt see shit. well, what the bong. piece of shit. so after that, huishian's dad sent yini and i to my bus stop and we went to drink bubble tea! hahha
slept really late. was on the phone with xinyi at first, then jaclyn and christina. knocked out at like 2am.
TUESDAY
as expected. i couldnt wake up. as usual -_-" so i woke up at around 1. hurriedly gave yeeleen a call. got ready within 20minutes and rushed out of house. got down to jj to meet her. then went to kallang to watch the juniors match. met yini and huizhen there! hahah
after that i came home. and i slept. and then, then whole damn night i couldnt sleep. i was wide awake till 6am. wonderfullllll.
so i went to school. met yuxuan on the train. hmm yeah the day went by and all. skipped lectures and blah. was with the fairsians most of the time, plus amanda (: hah and terrence liew did something really stupid. he pulled up his pants, tucked in his shirt and wore tuck's specs. he looked like a freaking toot. and he went around like that. so we dared him to ask a girl for her number. we all chipped in money for his dare. it went up to 8bucks! HAHAH. so fun lah. it was like damn exciting. hahah well, the ending was quite boring tho. hahah
hmm dricee was being retarded as usual by saying stupid stuff. he got out of his class finally. he was damn happy.
cedric: they have been trying to get me to go class bonding session with them. this morning i nearly went class bonding with them. luckily i called nicholas and he came to save me. i bet they all hate me lah. but who cares. im a runaway kid.
cedric: (to jacq) why your eyes so red? you look at who bathe?
jacq: you lah
me: thats why sore eyes. cause its you.
cedric: oh no wonder. i felt someone looking at me this morning.
HAHAH that tard. anyway hes in SB10 now! hahah. and chye aik's in sa7! 6 fairsians in SC10! and four in SD2!
ohyeah did i mention that im in SD2? hahah.
hmm so yeah. so after school. had training. its one of the best trainings we had with coach. it was pretty slack! the drills were quite fun! hahah. and we laughed quite alot. so rare. hahah. so overall, it was a pretty fun training i guess (: but there wont be anymore of this ): the j2s are coming back on friday. tough tough trainings againnnnnn. well well.
anyhow, jiazhi is hairy crab (:
and i must post this. specially for jacqueline lee (:
j a c q / says:
i wanna watch music and lyrics
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
hahahaha
j a c q / says:
and tom the yatch
j a c q / says:
eh
j a c q / says:
shit
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
eh what eh
j a c q / says:
how to spell yath
j a c q / says:
eh
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
hahah
j a c q / says:
what
j a c q / says:
eh?
j a c q / says:
forgether
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
yacht
j a c q / says:
NO
j a c q / says:
yard*
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
STOMP THE YARD?!
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
j a c q / says:
SHUT UP
j a c q / says:
=/
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAH
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
thats damn freaking funny
j a c q / says:
i'm ntot talking to you kim
j a c q / says:
shut up
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
im gonna post our conv!
j a c q / says:
and get lost
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAH
j a c q / says:
no.
j a c q / says:
don't lah
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
SO FUNNY LAH
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
omg
j a c q / says:
later everyone will think that i'm some bimbo
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHAHHA
j a c q / says:
shit
j a c q / says:
oh wait
j a c q / says:
annot
j a c q / says:
i'm not pretty enogh to be a bimbo
j a c q / says:
some pple will think i'm some DUMB SHIT
j a c q / says:
SO
KIMBERLEY(: the cowboy kills the rock star, and friday night's gone too far says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHA
j a c q / says:
EH! DON'T LAH!
thats jacqueline for you (: threee cheers for little miss clumsy!
tomorrow's gonna be a great day (: i cant wait for the afternoon to come! :j
oh! and A HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEAN NG! MY LOVEEEEEEE (: KONG AND SIMON!
; but with magic, it might just switch
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
DONT WRITE ME OFF JUST YET
It's never been easy for me
To find words that go along with a melody
But this time there's actually somthing on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines
Since I met you my whole life has changed
It's not just the furniture you re-arranged
I was living in the past
But somehow you brought me back
and I haven't felt like this since before Frankie said relax
and now I know based on my track record
I may not seem like the safest bet
All I'm asking you is
Don't write me off just yet
For years I've been telling myself the same old story
That I'm happy to live off my so called former glories
but you've given me a reason
to take another chance
now I need you inspite the fact
that you've killed all my plants
and now I know
that i've already blown more chances
then anyone should ever get
all I'm asking you is
don't write me off just yet
don't write me off just yet
It's never been easy for me
To find words that go along with a melody
But this time there's actually somthing on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines
Since I met you my whole life has changed
It's not just the furniture you re-arranged
I was living in the past
But somehow you brought me back
and I haven't felt like this since before Frankie said relax
and now I know based on my track record
I may not seem like the safest bet
All I'm asking you is
Don't write me off just yet
For years I've been telling myself the same old story
That I'm happy to live off my so called former glories
but you've given me a reason
to take another chance
now I need you inspite the fact
that you've killed all my plants
and now I know
that i've already blown more chances
then anyone should ever get
all I'm asking you is
don't write me off just yet
don't write me off just yet
Sunday, March 18, 2007
WAY BACK INTO LOVE
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
so last last sunday(25th feb) i stayed home the whole day. had steamboat for dinner again (: yumms. then was watching tv in the room when uncle and his fiancee bugged me to play cards with them. so i started with nothing and i won 16.40! hahah and know what! uncle refused to give me my 13 bucks. so cheater lah! wahlao how old already please! hahah
MONDAY- 26th
i didnt go to school. pretty much, the usual kim. hahah. so i went bugis with jaclyn ng! shopppppp (: 5 tops and 6 pairs of earrings. i think i have like 70 pairs of earrings already. like someone said, "you got enough earholes to wear your earrings not?" hah. it was a nice time of course. i love jaclyn ng heaploads (: saw neo in the train! then it was like so stupid! we were communicating via sign languages cause i was outside and he was inside. its really easy to spot fairsians, cause our shirts are yellow! hahah. went to see a doctor after that. 2 weeks exemption from pe (: and then uncle made me dinner (: hahah
TUESDAY
okay okay i must comment on this first. i love my grandmother (: hahah know every morning, i eat fresh ham and cheese bread (: yummayeeee to the max. and my bro eats kaya bread. HAHAH. and then my granny just gave me mango pudding with kiwi and peach. my brother was kicking a big fuss over tha fact that he doesn have one. and then my granny said "its spicy" and shhhhhed me. HAHAHAH. shes so cute right. i love her and she loves me! we are one big family! ((:
okay back to tuesday. i forgot what happened lah. i think i was talking to jean and elgin they all at the table. then cause i was quite pissed off with my home tutor. but actually shes damn nice but i dont like her luh. so we were talking. and then
jean: "who ask you so naughty."
me: "i where got naughty! i just never hand in 3 chem tutorials. 2 bio essays. chinese zuowen. 3math assignments only okay"
elgin: isnt that like everything?
me: uhh. i think so.
okay so maybe im a little naughty... a little. then i kept talking alot of crap. then jean laughed till she cried. elgin laughed till he look like he was having fits and he laughs damn loudly! HAHAHHA. then i was laughing at them. i told them that if i wont marry a guy with the sirname lee or i'll be tempted to name my daughter lily lee li li. HAHAHHA. li to the power of 5! li^5! cool right! okay lameeee. hahha
had detention. and it sucks. missed the netball talk. went to island creamery with amanda after that (:
WEDNESDAY- 28th
school as normal. i love wednesdays (: , we will pon everything and just sit in the void deck (: hahah. i was still sick. and i really didn feel like training. so i decided not to. i went to put water on my face and shuhui thought that i cried. hahah. skipped training again, but i sat in. talked to miss aisha after that. and i realised that i cant quit. what the pong. ohwell. anyway, miss aisha is really nice luh. hmm. i forgot what happened after that.
thank you everyone who asked about me and all (: you guys are all so nice! especially the netballers. thanks (:
THURSDAY- founder's day
went to school in ac uniform. sat with emma and zhuan yi at the front of the LT. and guess what, emma and i fell sideways lah! onto the chair when everyone was singing! ohmygoodness. super embarrassing lah! then everyone behind us were laughing! hahahhaaahah. but it was really funny.
the service was really boring. went out with petey and cheryl after that. it was drizzling so on the way to the mrt station, i was trying to cover my head. then this nice girl asked me if i needed an umbrella. and she shared her umbrella with me! so nice right! thank you PEARLY! if thats your name? thank you thank you! (:
so new york new york was really awesome. great food, great company. we had mad fun laughing and doing stupid stuff. tahah. it was really fun i must say (: i love them both super alot (:
cheryl went off after that. so petey and i went to my mum's shop to play pool. hes super good lah! hah then after that we went to adam road hawker centre for some food. then we both went home.
FRIDAY
school blah. i dont know what happened. i only remembered that i asked the chinese teacher to let me go for break. HAHAH. then she said that i could go after i finish my work. so i hurriedly scribbled and went to eat. HAHAH. and training was like pangsai i tell you. i was like so super unfit after missing one week of training. then i was darn sad. cause after a week of sitting out. it seems like i wont get a chance to play anymore. ohwell. heck it. thank you hui shian for the ride home yeah. i was feeling damn unwell after training i dont know why ):
SATURDAY
woke up. went to acjc for tackle games. got to know a few new people and all. we got second for captains ball. and ian they all got third for soccer! theyre damn good eh! they played in the under25 category and they were the youngest lah! hahah and theyre so good! if they had played in the under16 categoy, they would have been champs man. hah
went home after that. cabbed to jeremy's place. caught man utd's match. yay (: man utd won! hahahah nehnehneh kengheng (: tahah. 4 slices of pizza and coke and bridge. pretty good fun. bussed home with ian and alex after that.
SUNDAY
woke up really early. met alex at my house's bus stop. bussed to his church there. waited for cedric. met norman first. alex turned my minute maid lemonade into limoccino. what the pong lah! hah and during service, norman and alex were damn noisy! hah we got trophies as the prizes. i wanted vouchers! hahah well nevermind.
lunch after that was pretty good. yongzhi gave mel and i a lift to holland v. got subway then we went to hwachong. watched the polo people train. at first it was like so interesting. then after a while i got really bored. and it was really hot. went to island creamery after that. then went down to daddy's place.
MONDAY-5th
hmm went to school as usual. skipped all the lessons that i could. as usual. hahah i remembered something! i went to the toilet then i met at jacq they all. so there were this bunch of fairfield kids at the fence there. we could see them and they could see us. so we started shouting to each other. it was damn funny. we kept saying what, we complain to mr ow ah! hahah then they kept shouting "who are you!" HAHAH. super funny lah! oh and during pccg, we were talking about commitment. and as usual, miss low asked me to answer her question. then once she called me, WEITING AND LENG SENG WENT "HI FIVE!" WHAT THE PONG RIGHT! hahah they knew miss low will call me. idiots! tahah and training was THE BEST man! coach didnt come. i was like THIS IS THE BEST TRAINING EVER MAN! hahah. so we finished pretty late still. hmm went to island creamery with wanqi and amanda and ethel after that. OH! and i ate like 4 MANTOUS! HAHAH
TUESDAY
there was no school! i went out with emma and zhuan! (: we went to play pool. then we went to eat ice cream at andersens! i was so sad! i broke my MICRO memory card! ))): gone, everything gone ))): its so small and i broke it. like what the pi pi pan pan ping pong pia. went to walk around with emma after that, cause zhuan had to go off. then yeah, bought some stuff. then peter came. so then peter and i took train to harbourfront. and waited for a cab for super long before meeting cheryl at the village centre.
i had the best sashimi i have ever tasted. im SERIOUS. it was so good. and the sashimi are wild and fresh, directly imported from japan. and the prices were pretty reasonable (:
we spent the whole night trying to convince cheryl to stay in ac. we cabbed to island creamery to meet flower and nick. then yeah. apple pie ice cream (: after that, took 157 home.
WEDNESDAY
last day with 1sc6. hah. did the usual stuff. like skipping almost every lesson. HAHAH. i love wednesdays (: so training after that was pretty alright. i forgot what i did. hahah. i only remember that i ate like 3 mantous. HAHAH. i love mantou!
THURSDAY
ORIENTATION! (: hahah hippogriff had five new members. plus brandy and andrew came back. it didn really feel the same without hannah and cheryl.. icebreakers and all. some people had to do forfeit. yeah. brandy did the "honey if you love me will you please please smile" thing to me. hes so cute! but i didnt smile! i dont love you brandy! HAHAH. so games and all. mass rally and stuff. it was pretty good fun. went to island creamery with zhuan emma and serene after that. lotsa gossiping. HAHAH. yupp.
oh and daniel is really funny lah. HAHAH. he did the bimbo cheer!
FRIDAY
ORIENTATION DAY 2. alot of people didnt come. and i was so pissed off with peter okay! cause both of us are the ogas. then he told me on tues "eh, thurs and fri must come school ah. dont pangseh me" then you know what. that ASSHOLE didnt come on lah! what the shit. our og had like 8 people or something. so we combined group with the DAMN KRAKEN.
okay, enough said. damnit man. and there was this girl. she was so rough during the tough rug rotten fruit pulp game. she nearly broke my nose. whatthepong.
hmm. so og time after that. peter that ass came. so all of us went to holland's nydc. i ate so much lah. lasagne plus elephanccino plus spudnik. i dont like the spudnik. aileen can make much better ones! hah. so anyway. it was a pretty fun time. i did the honey if you love me that thing to daniel and he smiled so nicely! then i did it to peter and he smiled too! but peter cant smile! he has a stone face! HAHAH. he cannot take photographs also. damn stone lah his face. HAHAH
so at around 4.20. we cabbed back to school. i had training. sad life right. after running 1.6. i nearly puked man. i was doing the drills halfway then i was like really going to puke already. yucks. hmm. soooo training ended at 8 plus. went to campfire after that. we missed like so much lah. wanqi amanda and i had a tough time trying to find our ogs! i found daniel in the end! hahah then we danced together. caterpillar and all. tahah it was fun. with all the cheering and stuff (:
went for supper at starbucks with wanqi, chye aik and two of their og friends. i shant talk much about it -_-" cabbed home with wanqi after that.
SATURDAY
went out in the evening with kennedy. went to watch history boys. it sucks so much -_-" then we went to have cakes at secret recipe. played pool after that. then i took 111 to his house there. we were like chatting and we saw millions of millipedes EVERYWHERE. i was so super freaked out lah. YUCKS. then i went home at around 2 am. he had to go home, so he accompanied me on the phone. hahah thanks (:
SUNDAY
was supposed to go for some cip walk with zhuan and emma and i couldnt wake up. SORRY GIRLS! hahha. so i went to meet the, at billy bombers after that. coffee shake and cheese fries (: then we shopped around. at around 4 we all had to leave. so yeah. i couldnt come back home cause i had no keys. so i went to meet esmonde at holland. we had starbucks. then we ate dinner at crystal jade. we were damn funny. we were trying to figure out what we can eat with what we have. hah. some catching up done (: conferenced at night with lin and jac (:
MONDAY-11th
went to school early in the morning. netball camp. so started with some games. they were pretty fun. hahah we played some game that you must rely on your friends. they will scream and you must follow them. i couldnt hear my team mates at all lah! im the one blindfolded. so suay lah pangsai. hahah. then i couldnt hear them so i just walked straight on my own. and then i got the banana! hahah. then when i took off my blindfold. everyone was like laughing. cause the other two groups were damn funny. ethel knocked into jiazhi! HAHAH.
we played many more games. then after that we went to watch the video of last year's finals. then i fell asleep. oops. then after that. i hurried back to the room and slept for 30minutes. training after that. it was especially draining i dont know why. i was really tired. coach talked to us after that. really serious. hmm.
so then we had pizza for dinner. but i wasnt full. most of us werent. so we ordered macs. then after that we showered. and we played scavenger hunt! i guessed the first clue! yay! hahah then after that there was this clue that was damn hard. and i guessed it correctly! LIKE TRIPLE YAYS! then everyone kept saying that im damn smart! hahah yay! (: so then we completed the game. it was really fun (: hahah
so then we all went back to the room. played bridge and all. then yini and i were hungry so we went to the void deck and took the fries and pizzas left. and we started EATING. HAHAHHA. then after we finished, we went to join reena they all. that circle. then we played "i've never" hahah. then we talked alot and stuff. then i fell asleep. hahah.
so next morning. woke up and washed up. then we played some telematch. it was dman fun! amanda wheelbarrowed me. darn tiring lah my arms. HAHAH it was damn funny. then i was supposed to throw peanuts into amanda's mouth but i kept missing! HAHAH. then after that i had to eat a whole packet of lays! i couldnt swallow! then i just kept stuffing them into my mouth. darn funny. tahah in the end we got 3rd! HAHAH we got amanda and we got 3rd eh! means we are really GOOD! HAHAHAHAHA. stupid amanda fake princess!
so then we had some goal setting thing and improvements thing. then we had some positive comments thing also. i had
positive (which i think isnt true)
good listener
penetrates down the court (??)
good endurance (which isnt true too)
bubbly
intelligent
there were "funny, random, runs damn fast and damn smart" also.
HAHAH. thank you guys (:
so after that, we packed up. arranged all the tables and chairs back. we slept in an aircon room by the way. hahah. so then we all went to suntec for fish&co. something happened. hmm well. then yeah. it went past in 5minutes (: so then i started being retarded with amanda again. hahah. we ate alot. and we snapped alot of stupid photos! hahha
i had to rush off after that. rushed home cabbed down to fairfield. chapelthon (: dricee was being so irritating by continually bugging me for cococrunch! hahah. that tarddd. supper after that was pretty fine.
WEDNESDAY
woke up at around one. had fried fish and taiwan sausage (: then went to school for training. we trained in the hall. i was like dying. i really was dehydrating. i perspired until my lips went pale. i dont know why. hmm so had a match with ij bdiv. i went offside like twice. it was damn bad ): i think i just suck ):
hmm after that. did some birthday dance for cheryl! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL! then we had some team talk. it was damn serious. ohwell. hmm then rushed off after that. i waited for 30minutes for a freaking cab. and there wasnt. i ended up walking all the way to fairfields bus stop and then taking a bus down to lin's bus stop. met lin and jac. i was so angry that i went crazy. HAHAH.
so cabbed down to bukit timah. no more island creamery. close already man. what the pong. so zi cha at some shop. pretty good (: then had dessert after that! maple butter waffle! (: nicee. hahah. so then jaclyn led us somewhere that didnt have a bus... then we walked all the way back to kap. met mindy on the way. it was super funny. HAHAHAHA. i shall not say why.
OH YAH! we met peilin also! shes so pretty! hahah and i met senior limin! hahah. so coincidental. the world is so small. to kap to use the toilets. HAHAH. then we went to the bus stop. and we started camwhoring. and then guess what. jaclyn caught her last bus and both lin and i missed it. WHAT THE HELL RIGHT. then we sat there till like 1 am. then i cabbed to jaclyn's house. i only had 8 bucks. then jac had to wake up mum up to lend me money. i felt damn bad. but in the end the cab fare was like 7.90. around there. i hurriedly got off the cab. HAHAH. and walked. its just the next block only so its okay. HAHAH.
so we chatted and all. then we had to sleep. cause jaclyn had to work. yupp. so woke up at around 11. then i came home. hahha yeah.
THURSDAY
was supposed to go out with kengheng they all. then when i was about to leave house. they told me it was cancelled! i was like akngjnbjrnhlt. okay. so i still left house anyhow. went to meet lissa evan yunxing and val at far east. walked around a bit. we spent alot of time in livia. trying on stuff and all. it was a pretty good time (: especially the chat with lissa and evan as we were about to part. i love those girls (:
so left them. went to meet kengheng at plaza sing. we were looking at people playing the candy machine again! there was this woman. she gave her daughter one whole packet of one dollar coins. like 50bucks in total. so the daughter was just playing. and the mum sat there, ate popcorn and watched her. then the mum went to change money again! another packet. ohgosh man. hahah.
esmonde came. we walked around and all. went to starbucks. caught up quite a bit and all (: watched letters from iwo jima after that. so scary lah. i never want another war to happen man. so after that. kengheng and i cabbed to his place. then i took 51 from there.
pan pan is very nice (:
FRIDAY
went out early in the morning with zhuan and emma (: zhuan was late! hahah so we walked around and all. brought them to chippy. then we went to pacific blah. bought the slippers that i wanted. then i bought a roxy belt. thats like number 13... okay. i better stop. tahah. so yeah. at around 2. i was really quiet. sorry girls ): hmm everytime before training i'll be like some depressed shit.
ohwell. left the girls at 3 plus. bussed to school. hmm. ohwell. thank you pan pan for being there (: youre super niceeeee! so yeah. i felt so much better during training. like i was so much happier and much more enthu than usual. got scolded thrice. ohwell. i cant freaking see the damn ball lah. its so freaking dark. and then the lights were like blinding. ohwell. freak. im hoping that i dont get into the team then i can quit. okay, whatever. its just an excuse lah. im just plain lousy.
training ended at like 9plus. manda dragged me to check the classes thing. im in SD2! thats super weird... im in arts eh. and they put me in a science class. thats weirddd. like TOTALLY. hmm anyway. i have classmates! pak and yunting! yay im happy! (:
so manda and i left. we were like trying to get a cab and for a good fifteen minutes or so, there were no cabs. we were like screaming and shouting and laughing and jumping around. HAHAH. we even did a cab dance. and guess what, kennedy's whole family saw... ohman. i cant believe it. thats so damn freaking malu!
hahah. so we finally got a cab at the OPPOSITE side. went to the place i went to on wed. ate at some malay place. i wanted to eat the waffle lah. in the end we ate stingray and sotong and satay. HAHAH. went home at around 1.
SATURDAY
woke up at one plus. that dumb jem had some bb thing. so lin and i went out. then aileen couldnt meet up cause she had sth on. hahah. so lin and i were out the whole afternoon till night. we camwhored like pangsais. HAHAH. shit man. im not a camwhore! anyway many funny things happened! hahha.
i bought a new pair of heels. tahah. met kengheng aaron jiayi and joshua for movie! saw peter and his girlfried! hahah. we watched MUSIC AND LYRICS! SUPER NICE! GO GO GO WATCH IT! hahah.
after the movie. we went to paradigm. but there were no tables so we went to meridien. met a whole bunch of ruggers there.. hahah. roy was there too. then we played pool. yay. tahah. then after that lin and i took 14. then i took nr5 home. i know christina loves me (:
i had fun! (:
island creamery thrice. nydc. crystal jade. billybombers. canadian pizza. macs. starbucks thrice. super good sashimi. fish&co.
i feel broke. no, i am broke. and i feel fat ): okay, im fat.
> i hate you for being such an immature asshole, loser and coward.
; now the story's played out like this, just like a paperback novel
MONDAY- 26th
i didnt go to school. pretty much, the usual kim. hahah. so i went bugis with jaclyn ng! shopppppp (: 5 tops and 6 pairs of earrings. i think i have like 70 pairs of earrings already. like someone said, "you got enough earholes to wear your earrings not?" hah. it was a nice time of course. i love jaclyn ng heaploads (: saw neo in the train! then it was like so stupid! we were communicating via sign languages cause i was outside and he was inside. its really easy to spot fairsians, cause our shirts are yellow! hahah. went to see a doctor after that. 2 weeks exemption from pe (: and then uncle made me dinner (: hahah
TUESDAY
okay okay i must comment on this first. i love my grandmother (: hahah know every morning, i eat fresh ham and cheese bread (: yummayeeee to the max. and my bro eats kaya bread. HAHAH. and then my granny just gave me mango pudding with kiwi and peach. my brother was kicking a big fuss over tha fact that he doesn have one. and then my granny said "its spicy" and shhhhhed me. HAHAHAH. shes so cute right. i love her and she loves me! we are one big family! ((:
okay back to tuesday. i forgot what happened lah. i think i was talking to jean and elgin they all at the table. then cause i was quite pissed off with my home tutor. but actually shes damn nice but i dont like her luh. so we were talking. and then
jean: "who ask you so naughty."
me: "i where got naughty! i just never hand in 3 chem tutorials. 2 bio essays. chinese zuowen. 3math assignments only okay"
elgin: isnt that like everything?
me: uhh. i think so.
okay so maybe im a little naughty... a little. then i kept talking alot of crap. then jean laughed till she cried. elgin laughed till he look like he was having fits and he laughs damn loudly! HAHAHHA. then i was laughing at them. i told them that if i wont marry a guy with the sirname lee or i'll be tempted to name my daughter lily lee li li. HAHAHHA. li to the power of 5! li^5! cool right! okay lameeee. hahha
had detention. and it sucks. missed the netball talk. went to island creamery with amanda after that (:
WEDNESDAY- 28th
school as normal. i love wednesdays (: , we will pon everything and just sit in the void deck (: hahah. i was still sick. and i really didn feel like training. so i decided not to. i went to put water on my face and shuhui thought that i cried. hahah. skipped training again, but i sat in. talked to miss aisha after that. and i realised that i cant quit. what the pong. ohwell. anyway, miss aisha is really nice luh. hmm. i forgot what happened after that.
thank you everyone who asked about me and all (: you guys are all so nice! especially the netballers. thanks (:
THURSDAY- founder's day
went to school in ac uniform. sat with emma and zhuan yi at the front of the LT. and guess what, emma and i fell sideways lah! onto the chair when everyone was singing! ohmygoodness. super embarrassing lah! then everyone behind us were laughing! hahahhaaahah. but it was really funny.
the service was really boring. went out with petey and cheryl after that. it was drizzling so on the way to the mrt station, i was trying to cover my head. then this nice girl asked me if i needed an umbrella. and she shared her umbrella with me! so nice right! thank you PEARLY! if thats your name? thank you thank you! (:
so new york new york was really awesome. great food, great company. we had mad fun laughing and doing stupid stuff. tahah. it was really fun i must say (: i love them both super alot (:
cheryl went off after that. so petey and i went to my mum's shop to play pool. hes super good lah! hah then after that we went to adam road hawker centre for some food. then we both went home.
FRIDAY
school blah. i dont know what happened. i only remembered that i asked the chinese teacher to let me go for break. HAHAH. then she said that i could go after i finish my work. so i hurriedly scribbled and went to eat. HAHAH. and training was like pangsai i tell you. i was like so super unfit after missing one week of training. then i was darn sad. cause after a week of sitting out. it seems like i wont get a chance to play anymore. ohwell. heck it. thank you hui shian for the ride home yeah. i was feeling damn unwell after training i dont know why ):
SATURDAY
woke up. went to acjc for tackle games. got to know a few new people and all. we got second for captains ball. and ian they all got third for soccer! theyre damn good eh! they played in the under25 category and they were the youngest lah! hahah and theyre so good! if they had played in the under16 categoy, they would have been champs man. hah
went home after that. cabbed to jeremy's place. caught man utd's match. yay (: man utd won! hahahah nehnehneh kengheng (: tahah. 4 slices of pizza and coke and bridge. pretty good fun. bussed home with ian and alex after that.
SUNDAY
woke up really early. met alex at my house's bus stop. bussed to his church there. waited for cedric. met norman first. alex turned my minute maid lemonade into limoccino. what the pong lah! hah and during service, norman and alex were damn noisy! hah we got trophies as the prizes. i wanted vouchers! hahah well nevermind.
lunch after that was pretty good. yongzhi gave mel and i a lift to holland v. got subway then we went to hwachong. watched the polo people train. at first it was like so interesting. then after a while i got really bored. and it was really hot. went to island creamery after that. then went down to daddy's place.
MONDAY-5th
hmm went to school as usual. skipped all the lessons that i could. as usual. hahah i remembered something! i went to the toilet then i met at jacq they all. so there were this bunch of fairfield kids at the fence there. we could see them and they could see us. so we started shouting to each other. it was damn funny. we kept saying what, we complain to mr ow ah! hahah then they kept shouting "who are you!" HAHAH. super funny lah! oh and during pccg, we were talking about commitment. and as usual, miss low asked me to answer her question. then once she called me, WEITING AND LENG SENG WENT "HI FIVE!" WHAT THE PONG RIGHT! hahah they knew miss low will call me. idiots! tahah and training was THE BEST man! coach didnt come. i was like THIS IS THE BEST TRAINING EVER MAN! hahah. so we finished pretty late still. hmm went to island creamery with wanqi and amanda and ethel after that. OH! and i ate like 4 MANTOUS! HAHAH
TUESDAY
there was no school! i went out with emma and zhuan! (: we went to play pool. then we went to eat ice cream at andersens! i was so sad! i broke my MICRO memory card! ))): gone, everything gone ))): its so small and i broke it. like what the pi pi pan pan ping pong pia. went to walk around with emma after that, cause zhuan had to go off. then yeah, bought some stuff. then peter came. so then peter and i took train to harbourfront. and waited for a cab for super long before meeting cheryl at the village centre.
i had the best sashimi i have ever tasted. im SERIOUS. it was so good. and the sashimi are wild and fresh, directly imported from japan. and the prices were pretty reasonable (:
we spent the whole night trying to convince cheryl to stay in ac. we cabbed to island creamery to meet flower and nick. then yeah. apple pie ice cream (: after that, took 157 home.
WEDNESDAY
last day with 1sc6. hah. did the usual stuff. like skipping almost every lesson. HAHAH. i love wednesdays (: so training after that was pretty alright. i forgot what i did. hahah. i only remember that i ate like 3 mantous. HAHAH. i love mantou!
THURSDAY
ORIENTATION! (: hahah hippogriff had five new members. plus brandy and andrew came back. it didn really feel the same without hannah and cheryl.. icebreakers and all. some people had to do forfeit. yeah. brandy did the "honey if you love me will you please please smile" thing to me. hes so cute! but i didnt smile! i dont love you brandy! HAHAH. so games and all. mass rally and stuff. it was pretty good fun. went to island creamery with zhuan emma and serene after that. lotsa gossiping. HAHAH. yupp.
oh and daniel is really funny lah. HAHAH. he did the bimbo cheer!
FRIDAY
ORIENTATION DAY 2. alot of people didnt come. and i was so pissed off with peter okay! cause both of us are the ogas. then he told me on tues "eh, thurs and fri must come school ah. dont pangseh me" then you know what. that ASSHOLE didnt come on lah! what the shit. our og had like 8 people or something. so we combined group with the DAMN KRAKEN.
okay, enough said. damnit man. and there was this girl. she was so rough during the tough rug rotten fruit pulp game. she nearly broke my nose. whatthepong.
hmm. so og time after that. peter that ass came. so all of us went to holland's nydc. i ate so much lah. lasagne plus elephanccino plus spudnik. i dont like the spudnik. aileen can make much better ones! hah. so anyway. it was a pretty fun time. i did the honey if you love me that thing to daniel and he smiled so nicely! then i did it to peter and he smiled too! but peter cant smile! he has a stone face! HAHAH. he cannot take photographs also. damn stone lah his face. HAHAH
so at around 4.20. we cabbed back to school. i had training. sad life right. after running 1.6. i nearly puked man. i was doing the drills halfway then i was like really going to puke already. yucks. hmm. soooo training ended at 8 plus. went to campfire after that. we missed like so much lah. wanqi amanda and i had a tough time trying to find our ogs! i found daniel in the end! hahah then we danced together. caterpillar and all. tahah it was fun. with all the cheering and stuff (:
went for supper at starbucks with wanqi, chye aik and two of their og friends. i shant talk much about it -_-" cabbed home with wanqi after that.
SATURDAY
went out in the evening with kennedy. went to watch history boys. it sucks so much -_-" then we went to have cakes at secret recipe. played pool after that. then i took 111 to his house there. we were like chatting and we saw millions of millipedes EVERYWHERE. i was so super freaked out lah. YUCKS. then i went home at around 2 am. he had to go home, so he accompanied me on the phone. hahah thanks (:
SUNDAY
was supposed to go for some cip walk with zhuan and emma and i couldnt wake up. SORRY GIRLS! hahha. so i went to meet the, at billy bombers after that. coffee shake and cheese fries (: then we shopped around. at around 4 we all had to leave. so yeah. i couldnt come back home cause i had no keys. so i went to meet esmonde at holland. we had starbucks. then we ate dinner at crystal jade. we were damn funny. we were trying to figure out what we can eat with what we have. hah. some catching up done (: conferenced at night with lin and jac (:
MONDAY-11th
went to school early in the morning. netball camp. so started with some games. they were pretty fun. hahah we played some game that you must rely on your friends. they will scream and you must follow them. i couldnt hear my team mates at all lah! im the one blindfolded. so suay lah pangsai. hahah. then i couldnt hear them so i just walked straight on my own. and then i got the banana! hahah. then when i took off my blindfold. everyone was like laughing. cause the other two groups were damn funny. ethel knocked into jiazhi! HAHAH.
we played many more games. then after that we went to watch the video of last year's finals. then i fell asleep. oops. then after that. i hurried back to the room and slept for 30minutes. training after that. it was especially draining i dont know why. i was really tired. coach talked to us after that. really serious. hmm.
so then we had pizza for dinner. but i wasnt full. most of us werent. so we ordered macs. then after that we showered. and we played scavenger hunt! i guessed the first clue! yay! hahah then after that there was this clue that was damn hard. and i guessed it correctly! LIKE TRIPLE YAYS! then everyone kept saying that im damn smart! hahah yay! (: so then we completed the game. it was really fun (: hahah
so then we all went back to the room. played bridge and all. then yini and i were hungry so we went to the void deck and took the fries and pizzas left. and we started EATING. HAHAHHA. then after we finished, we went to join reena they all. that circle. then we played "i've never" hahah. then we talked alot and stuff. then i fell asleep. hahah.
so next morning. woke up and washed up. then we played some telematch. it was dman fun! amanda wheelbarrowed me. darn tiring lah my arms. HAHAH it was damn funny. then i was supposed to throw peanuts into amanda's mouth but i kept missing! HAHAH. then after that i had to eat a whole packet of lays! i couldnt swallow! then i just kept stuffing them into my mouth. darn funny. tahah in the end we got 3rd! HAHAH we got amanda and we got 3rd eh! means we are really GOOD! HAHAHAHAHA. stupid amanda fake princess!
so then we had some goal setting thing and improvements thing. then we had some positive comments thing also. i had
positive (which i think isnt true)
good listener
penetrates down the court (??)
good endurance (which isnt true too)
bubbly
intelligent
there were "funny, random, runs damn fast and damn smart" also.
HAHAH. thank you guys (:
so after that, we packed up. arranged all the tables and chairs back. we slept in an aircon room by the way. hahah. so then we all went to suntec for fish&co. something happened. hmm well. then yeah. it went past in 5minutes (: so then i started being retarded with amanda again. hahah. we ate alot. and we snapped alot of stupid photos! hahha
i had to rush off after that. rushed home cabbed down to fairfield. chapelthon (: dricee was being so irritating by continually bugging me for cococrunch! hahah. that tarddd. supper after that was pretty fine.
WEDNESDAY
woke up at around one. had fried fish and taiwan sausage (: then went to school for training. we trained in the hall. i was like dying. i really was dehydrating. i perspired until my lips went pale. i dont know why. hmm so had a match with ij bdiv. i went offside like twice. it was damn bad ): i think i just suck ):
hmm after that. did some birthday dance for cheryl! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL! then we had some team talk. it was damn serious. ohwell. hmm then rushed off after that. i waited for 30minutes for a freaking cab. and there wasnt. i ended up walking all the way to fairfields bus stop and then taking a bus down to lin's bus stop. met lin and jac. i was so angry that i went crazy. HAHAH.
so cabbed down to bukit timah. no more island creamery. close already man. what the pong. so zi cha at some shop. pretty good (: then had dessert after that! maple butter waffle! (: nicee. hahah. so then jaclyn led us somewhere that didnt have a bus... then we walked all the way back to kap. met mindy on the way. it was super funny. HAHAHAHA. i shall not say why.
OH YAH! we met peilin also! shes so pretty! hahah and i met senior limin! hahah. so coincidental. the world is so small. to kap to use the toilets. HAHAH. then we went to the bus stop. and we started camwhoring. and then guess what. jaclyn caught her last bus and both lin and i missed it. WHAT THE HELL RIGHT. then we sat there till like 1 am. then i cabbed to jaclyn's house. i only had 8 bucks. then jac had to wake up mum up to lend me money. i felt damn bad. but in the end the cab fare was like 7.90. around there. i hurriedly got off the cab. HAHAH. and walked. its just the next block only so its okay. HAHAH.
so we chatted and all. then we had to sleep. cause jaclyn had to work. yupp. so woke up at around 11. then i came home. hahha yeah.
THURSDAY
was supposed to go out with kengheng they all. then when i was about to leave house. they told me it was cancelled! i was like akngjnbjrnhlt. okay. so i still left house anyhow. went to meet lissa evan yunxing and val at far east. walked around a bit. we spent alot of time in livia. trying on stuff and all. it was a pretty good time (: especially the chat with lissa and evan as we were about to part. i love those girls (:
so left them. went to meet kengheng at plaza sing. we were looking at people playing the candy machine again! there was this woman. she gave her daughter one whole packet of one dollar coins. like 50bucks in total. so the daughter was just playing. and the mum sat there, ate popcorn and watched her. then the mum went to change money again! another packet. ohgosh man. hahah.
esmonde came. we walked around and all. went to starbucks. caught up quite a bit and all (: watched letters from iwo jima after that. so scary lah. i never want another war to happen man. so after that. kengheng and i cabbed to his place. then i took 51 from there.
pan pan is very nice (:
FRIDAY
went out early in the morning with zhuan and emma (: zhuan was late! hahah so we walked around and all. brought them to chippy. then we went to pacific blah. bought the slippers that i wanted. then i bought a roxy belt. thats like number 13... okay. i better stop. tahah. so yeah. at around 2. i was really quiet. sorry girls ): hmm everytime before training i'll be like some depressed shit.
ohwell. left the girls at 3 plus. bussed to school. hmm. ohwell. thank you pan pan for being there (: youre super niceeeee! so yeah. i felt so much better during training. like i was so much happier and much more enthu than usual. got scolded thrice. ohwell. i cant freaking see the damn ball lah. its so freaking dark. and then the lights were like blinding. ohwell. freak. im hoping that i dont get into the team then i can quit. okay, whatever. its just an excuse lah. im just plain lousy.
training ended at like 9plus. manda dragged me to check the classes thing. im in SD2! thats super weird... im in arts eh. and they put me in a science class. thats weirddd. like TOTALLY. hmm anyway. i have classmates! pak and yunting! yay im happy! (:
so manda and i left. we were like trying to get a cab and for a good fifteen minutes or so, there were no cabs. we were like screaming and shouting and laughing and jumping around. HAHAH. we even did a cab dance. and guess what, kennedy's whole family saw... ohman. i cant believe it. thats so damn freaking malu!
hahah. so we finally got a cab at the OPPOSITE side. went to the place i went to on wed. ate at some malay place. i wanted to eat the waffle lah. in the end we ate stingray and sotong and satay. HAHAH. went home at around 1.
SATURDAY
woke up at one plus. that dumb jem had some bb thing. so lin and i went out. then aileen couldnt meet up cause she had sth on. hahah. so lin and i were out the whole afternoon till night. we camwhored like pangsais. HAHAH. shit man. im not a camwhore! anyway many funny things happened! hahha.
i bought a new pair of heels. tahah. met kengheng aaron jiayi and joshua for movie! saw peter and his girlfried! hahah. we watched MUSIC AND LYRICS! SUPER NICE! GO GO GO WATCH IT! hahah.
after the movie. we went to paradigm. but there were no tables so we went to meridien. met a whole bunch of ruggers there.. hahah. roy was there too. then we played pool. yay. tahah. then after that lin and i took 14. then i took nr5 home. i know christina loves me (:
i had fun! (:
island creamery thrice. nydc. crystal jade. billybombers. canadian pizza. macs. starbucks thrice. super good sashimi. fish&co.
i feel broke. no, i am broke. and i feel fat ): okay, im fat.
> i hate you for being such an immature asshole, loser and coward.
; now the story's played out like this, just like a paperback novel
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
GOOD AFTERNOON (:
back from camp. it was fun (: got to know the team much more i guess. and yupp, learnt some stuff also. had to set goals and tell each other where they can improve and stuff and i got this among the 17 comments "STOP SLACKING DURING TRAINING" what the pong. okayyyy. hmm well. after camp ended, all of us went to fish&co at suntec. amanda and i were super high, as usual. hah we are like crazy people lah. and i ate so much i could burst! hah.
so rushed home and cabbed down to chapelthon. was 30minutes late ): hah. chapelthon was great, like really (: supper after that was pretty good. yupp.
gonna have training later. and im gonna meet up with my favourites (: say three cheers (: (: (:
it came as a shock or surprise? i dont know.
its all down to your mind.
back from camp. it was fun (: got to know the team much more i guess. and yupp, learnt some stuff also. had to set goals and tell each other where they can improve and stuff and i got this among the 17 comments "STOP SLACKING DURING TRAINING" what the pong. okayyyy. hmm well. after camp ended, all of us went to fish&co at suntec. amanda and i were super high, as usual. hah we are like crazy people lah. and i ate so much i could burst! hah.
so rushed home and cabbed down to chapelthon. was 30minutes late ): hah. chapelthon was great, like really (: supper after that was pretty good. yupp.
gonna have training later. and im gonna meet up with my favourites (: say three cheers (: (: (:
it came as a shock or surprise? i dont know.
its all down to your mind.
Sunday, March 11, 2007
im home.
orientation had been great fun. daniel was a blessing. hah its really great knowing him. to see brandy and andrew again was really awesome (: campfire was hmm pretty sucky, cause i missed like everything due to training. ohwell. didnt miss the cheering part and the mass dance, thank God (:
saturday. went out in the evening to celebrate kennedy's birthday. we caught history boys, and it was a DISASTER. dont watch it please. we were like stones and we practically didnt get the whole show... secret recipe after that (: then pool at paradigm (: late night chat at ghim moh and dodging millions of worms. i hate worms.
got home at 3 am. couldnt wake up for the cip thing today morning. sorry zhuan and emma. oops. hahah. woke up at ten. rushed down to cityhall to meet them for lunch. billybombers. and then shopping (: that green adidas shirt that i always wanted is mine now (: yayyyys. candy empire after that. kitkat cookie dough, as usual (: then bussed home with zhuan. short but fun time with the girls (:
holland starbucks with esmonde. then crystal jade. walked around, went to fos blah. then came home. overslept on the bus. im really tired. i need to rest. i dont know why im always so tired. im spoilt i think. hah.
i know i havent really been blogging and i kinda forgot like everything already. but i'll really blog in detail after i get back from camp. hopefully. hah. and this holiday is not even like a holiday.. ):
ohwell. till then, takecare everyone (:
> do i?
; where you stop and i'll begin
orientation had been great fun. daniel was a blessing. hah its really great knowing him. to see brandy and andrew again was really awesome (: campfire was hmm pretty sucky, cause i missed like everything due to training. ohwell. didnt miss the cheering part and the mass dance, thank God (:
saturday. went out in the evening to celebrate kennedy's birthday. we caught history boys, and it was a DISASTER. dont watch it please. we were like stones and we practically didnt get the whole show... secret recipe after that (: then pool at paradigm (: late night chat at ghim moh and dodging millions of worms. i hate worms.
got home at 3 am. couldnt wake up for the cip thing today morning. sorry zhuan and emma. oops. hahah. woke up at ten. rushed down to cityhall to meet them for lunch. billybombers. and then shopping (: that green adidas shirt that i always wanted is mine now (: yayyyys. candy empire after that. kitkat cookie dough, as usual (: then bussed home with zhuan. short but fun time with the girls (:
holland starbucks with esmonde. then crystal jade. walked around, went to fos blah. then came home. overslept on the bus. im really tired. i need to rest. i dont know why im always so tired. im spoilt i think. hah.
i know i havent really been blogging and i kinda forgot like everything already. but i'll really blog in detail after i get back from camp. hopefully. hah. and this holiday is not even like a holiday.. ):
ohwell. till then, takecare everyone (:
> do i?
; where you stop and i'll begin
Saturday, March 10, 2007
im so angry. actually not lah. but now that i think about what happened today, my blood is like boiling. what the shit alright. i dont care if i sound mean or whatever.
today, we had to combine group with some other og. and guess what, they had these three RV people. and they were so freaking proud alright. they were like trying to show off how good they were. commenting on every shit. telling us what to do. saying that if its them, they would have done better and stuff.
i was super irritated.
but i had to keep my cool and then, i snapped. cause this freaking asshole said "you know ever since we joined og, we have been losing"
i was like "then leave lah!"
then he said "okay, we separate"
then i was like "GO GO GO."
WHAT THE SHIT OKAY. BEFORE WE COMBINED, HIPPOGRIFF DINT EVEN LOSE A SINGLE GAME ALRIGHT. its not like we want to combine with you guys okay. go lah! you think we need you isit.
show our og those high and mighty faces for what? if you guys are so good, go to hwachong, go to rj or nj or whatever, why come to AC? go to some other places and show off there lah. just because this is AC, doesn mean that we are not as good as the other jcs alright. it doesn mean that you guys are above us. so what if RV is one of the better schools around. those who come from neighbourhood schools can beat you guys flat also alright. geniuses huh? smart people huh? go get yourself scholarships and go away man.
whattheshit. i seriously am so damn pissed off.
this post is not meant to offend all the RV people. i do know of nice RV people like yuxuan, jiayi and jasmine and junjie and winnie of course.
so to those three bastards, freaking screw off.
today, we had to combine group with some other og. and guess what, they had these three RV people. and they were so freaking proud alright. they were like trying to show off how good they were. commenting on every shit. telling us what to do. saying that if its them, they would have done better and stuff.
i was super irritated.
but i had to keep my cool and then, i snapped. cause this freaking asshole said "you know ever since we joined og, we have been losing"
i was like "then leave lah!"
then he said "okay, we separate"
then i was like "GO GO GO."
WHAT THE SHIT OKAY. BEFORE WE COMBINED, HIPPOGRIFF DINT EVEN LOSE A SINGLE GAME ALRIGHT. its not like we want to combine with you guys okay. go lah! you think we need you isit.
show our og those high and mighty faces for what? if you guys are so good, go to hwachong, go to rj or nj or whatever, why come to AC? go to some other places and show off there lah. just because this is AC, doesn mean that we are not as good as the other jcs alright. it doesn mean that you guys are above us. so what if RV is one of the better schools around. those who come from neighbourhood schools can beat you guys flat also alright. geniuses huh? smart people huh? go get yourself scholarships and go away man.
whattheshit. i seriously am so damn pissed off.
this post is not meant to offend all the RV people. i do know of nice RV people like yuxuan, jiayi and jasmine and junjie and winnie of course.
so to those three bastards, freaking screw off.
Monday, March 05, 2007
I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
I can't forget how we used to be
Our life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
And though I tell myself not to be afraid
To move on but it seems I can't
But no other man has given me attention
It ain't the same as your affection
I Remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
No I don't wanna but I gotta let you go
You're the one mistakeI really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmercifully
Took me down
its been exactly a year since i got to really know you. and what have i to say? alot.
we spent most of this year actually not talking. its sad isnt it. the first four months were really great and yeah i thank you for every single moment of it. actually i planned to start talking to you again on this day but i guess, i better not. just wanna say those four months had been really great. there were ups and downs of course. really bad turns and stuff but well, we never quarrelled before. it isnt good in a sense but yet, good in another.
i just wanna thank you for being so nice and caring and loving and sweet to me, tho i was such an ass. thinking back now, i know that i had been really bad and i really dont deserve your love. thanks for being there when i needed someone so much yah. thanks for being a pillar of strength, thanks for cheering me up always, thanks for never forsaking me, thanks for showering me with concern and love, thanks for standing by me, thanks for never giving up on me yeah. thanks for every single thing. every little thing. thinking of it now, i cant believe i actually said that you dont freaking care about me at all. when you actually knew more about me than i expected you to. i cant believe how bad i was. to push you away, to say stuff that were so bad, to make you upset so often and all, to totally not care about how you feel and would feel. i have only myself to blame for the outcome of this whole thing.
there are so many regrets. like why did i do this and that. why did i think this way and that. why did i throw someone that loved me so much away. why did i not cherish someone so sweet and nice to me. why did i and why did i and why did i? it goes on and on, neverending. and then
"you have lost him. thats it. you could have done this and that this and that. but you did not. you threw him away and thats it. its over. way over. so stop thinking about it"
well. i really am undeserving of your love i guess. remember i told you that i wasnt worth your time and love? that you deserve someone much better? remember what was your reply? i'll never forget what you said. never.
"anyway. if u think ure not worth it, its not true. cos u really mean a lot to me. and i dont deserve anything better. cos ure already the best. if u dont dare to really love me its ok. i'll understand."
thank you. really. so so so super much.
its gonna be 10th april one day and then 1st june and then 10th august. im not gonna type this kinda emo post anymore. i just want to tell you that i'll never forget you. cause youre really the best that i ever had. and sorry for not treasuring you. sorry for throwing you away, for hurting you, for making you upset, for making you sad and down and confused and helpless, for not understanding you and for pushing you away.. i cant believe that you were so nice and tolerant and sweet regardless of my unreasonable personality. its indeed my loss, that i let go of you. you were everything that i ever wanted.
but yeah. i know youre happy with her. and truly, shes a much better girlfriend than i am and shes so much better also. she definitely deserves you more than i do. yah. all the best to you both (:
so today i want to thank you, whoever you are. for making my life, at least this short period of my life, wonderful. thanks for everything you have done for me. thank you for everything, really really. i have never had the chance to really thank you. and i guess i cant ever thank you enough. thank you for everything that you have done for me yah, for your love, for the times we spent, all the movies and outings and messaging and phone calls and yeah. every single thing. thank you for making those four months of my life unforgettable. thank you for the beautiful memories you left me. thank you for being in my life. i have learnt quite a lot from this whole thing and yupp, thank you. i really thank God for you (:
you were the sweetest, the nicest. simply, the best i ever had.
really, thank you.
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
I can't forget how we used to be
Our life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
And though I tell myself not to be afraid
To move on but it seems I can't
But no other man has given me attention
It ain't the same as your affection
I Remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
No I don't wanna but I gotta let you go
You're the one mistakeI really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmercifully
Took me down
its been exactly a year since i got to really know you. and what have i to say? alot.
we spent most of this year actually not talking. its sad isnt it. the first four months were really great and yeah i thank you for every single moment of it. actually i planned to start talking to you again on this day but i guess, i better not. just wanna say those four months had been really great. there were ups and downs of course. really bad turns and stuff but well, we never quarrelled before. it isnt good in a sense but yet, good in another.
i just wanna thank you for being so nice and caring and loving and sweet to me, tho i was such an ass. thinking back now, i know that i had been really bad and i really dont deserve your love. thanks for being there when i needed someone so much yah. thanks for being a pillar of strength, thanks for cheering me up always, thanks for never forsaking me, thanks for showering me with concern and love, thanks for standing by me, thanks for never giving up on me yeah. thanks for every single thing. every little thing. thinking of it now, i cant believe i actually said that you dont freaking care about me at all. when you actually knew more about me than i expected you to. i cant believe how bad i was. to push you away, to say stuff that were so bad, to make you upset so often and all, to totally not care about how you feel and would feel. i have only myself to blame for the outcome of this whole thing.
there are so many regrets. like why did i do this and that. why did i think this way and that. why did i throw someone that loved me so much away. why did i not cherish someone so sweet and nice to me. why did i and why did i and why did i? it goes on and on, neverending. and then
"you have lost him. thats it. you could have done this and that this and that. but you did not. you threw him away and thats it. its over. way over. so stop thinking about it"
well. i really am undeserving of your love i guess. remember i told you that i wasnt worth your time and love? that you deserve someone much better? remember what was your reply? i'll never forget what you said. never.
"anyway. if u think ure not worth it, its not true. cos u really mean a lot to me. and i dont deserve anything better. cos ure already the best. if u dont dare to really love me its ok. i'll understand."
thank you. really. so so so super much.
its gonna be 10th april one day and then 1st june and then 10th august. im not gonna type this kinda emo post anymore. i just want to tell you that i'll never forget you. cause youre really the best that i ever had. and sorry for not treasuring you. sorry for throwing you away, for hurting you, for making you upset, for making you sad and down and confused and helpless, for not understanding you and for pushing you away.. i cant believe that you were so nice and tolerant and sweet regardless of my unreasonable personality. its indeed my loss, that i let go of you. you were everything that i ever wanted.
but yeah. i know youre happy with her. and truly, shes a much better girlfriend than i am and shes so much better also. she definitely deserves you more than i do. yah. all the best to you both (:
so today i want to thank you, whoever you are. for making my life, at least this short period of my life, wonderful. thanks for everything you have done for me. thank you for everything, really really. i have never had the chance to really thank you. and i guess i cant ever thank you enough. thank you for everything that you have done for me yah, for your love, for the times we spent, all the movies and outings and messaging and phone calls and yeah. every single thing. thank you for making those four months of my life unforgettable. thank you for the beautiful memories you left me. thank you for being in my life. i have learnt quite a lot from this whole thing and yupp, thank you. i really thank God for you (:
you were the sweetest, the nicest. simply, the best i ever had.
really, thank you.
Sunday, March 04, 2007
know what. i wanted to type something. but i shant anymore.
im just not happy right now. i think youre a downright sucker. you just suck man. you so suck please, like totally totally.
Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired of love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
cause I know I'm better off on my own
im just not happy right now. i think youre a downright sucker. you just suck man. you so suck please, like totally totally.
Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired of love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
cause I know I'm better off on my own
Thursday, March 01, 2007
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