I love you, and thats all i really know









saturday 18oct!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE! (:




















no movies, no shopping, no late nights out, no sleeping as much as i want to, no rotting and just wasting my life away, no meeting up with the people whom i miss very much, etc..
life's not exactly that good right now, but A's IS GONNA BE OVER REALLY SOON :D
okay, not that soon for me cause i freaking end on the 24th -_-" everyone's gonna be having fun without me!! ]: nevermind! its gonna end really soon! (:

anyway, almost everyday has seen me having at least an hour with my notes. and how bout i just like photocopied my notes only -_-" i have super alot of missing geog notes(but thanks to charles im safe for now) and i still havent read my three lit books and ... ohwell, dont wanna think about it.

so this week! on thursday, 16th oct. i was studying with nicky at valleypoint. and we were being so excited playing FIVE TEN. hahahah. anyway his parents came to pick him up for dinner and i dint want to go cause like they were going to peach garden restaurant at ocbc centre. and i was dressed in like some black tee and fbt and slippers. hahah. then they left. then nicky called and told me like his mum wanted me to go and wanted his brother to fetch me. hahah after some persuasion, i took a cab down to meet them. everyone wear so nice then i wear like some i dont know what. hahah. but anyway the food was really good! thanks for dinner aunty and uncle! [: the view from the 33rd floor is niceee. and no pictures because i didnt bring my cameraaa.

so went back to nickys place after dinner and we were talking and playing hypnosis with the quantum pendant HAHAH. then in the end, i dont know why he started laughing like some mad person. and he was tearing and holding his stomach and banging the table and turning away from me. he laughed for like so long i thought he was gonna die from hyperventilation or something. then he said i almost made him die... like HELLO MAYBE I DINT DO ANYTHING. hahah. finally, after a long time he calmed down and we were arguing over whether its cat hair or cat fur -_-" hahah then in the end we watched a video of a sphynx cat on youtube. so scary lah the cat. haha anyway nicky drove me home! [: and he still kept insisting that i almost "murdered" him. hahah. can you imagine the headlines "GIRL KILLS FRIEND CAUSE SHE MADE HIM LAUGH" hahah

FRIDAY. gp consult with yunting in the morning before spending sometime with joanne (with pakkee and yunting in the background) at oldham wing talking and doing bio. hahah did like 3 questions and left with nicky for breakfast at dover! then we went to valleypoint and studied till he went home for cell. and mummy fetched me after that (:

SATURDAY. 18th oct!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEM! [:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE! (:
woke up at like past noon. and just slacked around till it was time to leave home. headed over to nickys place and went for church dinner with his family. the speaker for the dinner was really really funny. he's like the funniest speaker ever ever man. hahah. and ohyeah our table won the competition. haha like we have to come up with as many words to describe a family. and we won. hahaha and we forced nicky to go and collect the prize. hahah. celebrated his mum's birthday after that and headed back to his place for a short while then we drove to adam road and just sat in the car listening to music. hahah. then we realised that there was nothing much to eat at adam road then we drove over to serene and ate macs.

so i was telling nicky about my dream( in which he died cause he had some genetic disease which led to him having an unusual number of cell count) HAHAH. and then like always we 'pretend crying'. hahah he was like "boohoo you dreamt that i died" and i was like "boohoo i was very sad okay" hahaha and then cause he was sitting opposite me right, and i was using my right hand to eat the fries. THEN HE SUDDENLY HELD MY RIGHT HAND AND PULLED IT ACROSS TO HIS FACE AND PLACED MY HAND ON HIS FACE AND SAID "IF I DIE TONIGHT, I LOVE YOU" AND MY FINGERS WERE ON HIS FACE. I STARED AT HIM BLANKLY FOR 2SECONDS BEFORE I BURST OUT LAUGHING HAHAHAH. MY OILY FINGERS WERE LIKE ON HIS FACE MAYBE. HAHAH. THEN HE WAS LIKE "WAHLAO WHY YOU NEVER STOP ME" hahahaha

after that i refused to let him drive me home and we sat at the bus stop and waited for the longest time for the stupid 5n. hahah. then he kept wanting to drive me back so i said "okay. 2.25am if the bus never come" so like as every minute passed, i was getting anxious cause i really dint want him to drive me back. THEN TADAH my bus came at 225 am SHARP. hahaha.

SUNDAY was going to valleypoint. it was pouring ducks and chickens(fowl weather) hahah. and i was standing at the bus stop trapped and this stupid vehicle zoomed past and SPLASHED alot of water onto me. i was wet WAIST DOWN. -_-" so i took a cab to valleypoint which was just across the road. hahah. then jiazhi finally came after a million years. in total, we talked for like three hours so techically, i think we talked more than we studied. hahah as usuallll.

and we were so excited talking about our bangkok/pattaya trip which is in january! cant wait cant wait. we plan what to bring what to do and all already. HAHAH like we going already lah. dinner with her at spize after that and like always, it was a really good time spent with the ugly alliance :D


MONDAY was waking up pretty lateee and going to school to meet pakkee. studied with pakkee and marc in the a level7 classroom. okay actually we dint study. marc was like doing his own stuff and pakkee was like narrating many many things and i was frantically copying down everything he was saying. hahah. THANKS PAKKEE! (: and then we decided to have an aeroplane flying competition. hahah my aeroplane was damn good lah! like it stayed in the air for the longest (like really long) and it went super far. but then eventually, the wind blew it around in one circle and it didnt win the furtherflyingpaperplane competition ): hahah it was fun nonetheless!



went to the hub to study with nicky after that and we walked to oldham wing. on the way back, we saw gabby the man rolling on the floor so nicky and i decided to be kind and we threw ten cents at her. HAHAH. and well, she kept it and said "EH GIVE MORE LAH. SO STINGY" hahahah. and michelle is the bomb man. paul offered me fruitips and michelle said "ITS THE NICEST SWEET EVER" then nicky was like "huh.. but its just fruitips" and michelle said "I NEVER EAT FRUITIPS BEFORE" HAHAH and we laughed at her. hahah.

walked out of school and guess who i saw. JEM!!! omg cant believe i saw him! hahah damn lucky lah! catch up soon bestfriend! (: went to commonwealth with nicky to meet jiazhi and we took 195 to liang court. freaking long the bus ride. on the way there, it struck me that we could have taken 32 which is like half the time taken manz. hahah. so to liang court we went. dinner was two bowls of udon and karaage rice bowl. we all share. pretty good! then we went to eat crepe! the crepe was like wrapped up in paper. so after we ate. we started tearing the paper into mini bits. then we played "NAME HUNT" hahah nicky wrote like the letters of our names on the papers. and like crushed all of them then must search for our name. and how bout nicky that asshole cheated. he refused to include the surname so obviously his name was the shortest. and right his name only has like 5 letters he found like ten letters lah. so like we could trade then jiazhi traded her Y with my I. then nicky realised that he has no Y and theres an extra L. hahah SO HE DINT WIN. BECAUSE hahah apparently he wrote a letter wrongly. so his name became NICK L. HAHAHAH LLLLLOSER. then he tried to steal my Y. hahah.







JIAZHI WANTED TO TAKE A PICTURE OF ALL OF US, BUT SHE ACCIDENTALLY ZOOMED AND TOOK THIS INSTEAD HAHAHAH AND WE LAUGHED LIKE SHIT.




then after that we played bingo! then we played the dididi game. then we played FIVE TEN. and it was damn exciting and we were all laughing like crazy until jiazhi shouted THREE. HAHAHAH and we laughed even harder. laugh until i wanna die man no shit. hahahah

went back shortly after that. and nicky was fussing over me cause he thought i was sick. hahah. and ohyeah this is really old but you know everytime we part, he'll message me and the first thing he will say besides "hey something" is "thanks alot for today! (: (:" hahahah. and he said its cause he is thankful and he appreciates every time i spend with him. so sweet right. hahaha. :D

ohyah how bout we overshot the bus stop that we were supposed to change bus at and so we took a cab back instead. hahah. and then we were like trying to reenact the cab rides in december. hahah pretty funny and cute, and im really glad that he remembers (:

and oh i suddenly remember that time i was sleeping... in the library like right next to him. then i was sleeping so soundly then he texted me and i woke up but i dint check my phone. i went back to sleep. then he took my phone and put it on my face. so i checked it and the message said something like "love you! sleep well! (:" like WHAT THE MAYBE HE WOKE ME UP STILL SLEEP WELL. hahahah.

he's damn retarded. that day val told theresa "his pupils are very big" referring to nicky's eyes. then you know what nicky said "im not a teacher" -____-" okay people will just say its cause i influenced him. BUT NO OKAY, hes really damn retarded. just cause he act shy only. HAHAHA. okay he's gonna kill me when he sees this. no lah, he dare he die. hahah.

jaclyn ng and christina teng! hope school's been not too bad for the both of you! one more month! (:

RANDOM PICTURES!

the sign says "do not exceed 80kg" or something. im sure we are lighter than that. hahah


in greatworld's toyshop!


stargazing and moonbathing at botanics!


hahah he wanted to wear the band thing on his wrist like me! hahah. [:


i dont know why he was wearing a cap, at home. hahah

theres like one thousand million photographs of nicky which are really cute but he'll really chop me if i post them up. ohwellz. hahah. so just two! hahah




CUTE RIGHT. HAHAHAHA.

okayz rather tiredz nowz. sleepy sleepy timez. nightnight! [:

Love Shines






credits to joanne ng! (:



"Half the time we were wishing that Kim was there just like old times.
But it definitely felt great and i love that familiar feeling.
I love you, Lin & Kim ! ( Dont laugh, im shooo sweetsssz orhkeyys )
Faster finish A's Kim then we can go outtttttttttt !"

eh bestfriends, wait for me ah. very fast very fast hahah (:

and im really gonna miss AC ): last week of school and i dont really like the feeling of it. will miss hanging out in the void deck, having lessons with my class, and seeing all the familiar faces around, will miss all the smiles and 'hi's and fun and funny times. will miss all my friends. will miss many many many things bout AC ):

no more uniforms, no more homework, no more school rules, no more waking up at 6 in the morning, no more seeing the pretty faces i see every morning(okay the days when i go to school), no more doodling on each other's papers and arms, no more seeing and talking to many people in one day etc..

im really gonna miss AC ):

end of teenage-hood this is. ]:
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okay enough bout the sad stuff! weekend was good! saturday was studying studying at valleypoint and then celeste and michelle came! hahah shuhui came at night too. she wrapped a present with starbucks serviettes and borrowed scotch tape from them. AND SHE LEFT WITHOUT RETURNING THE SCOTCH TAPE. hahah. and then i was like "haha! you return the scotch tape" and i ran. BUT, celeste grabbed my shirt and forced me to go return the scotch tape with her. hahah. and the best thing was, shuhui came back. cause she dint know how to get to the party AND SHE THOUGHT THAT THE ADDRESS THEY GAVE HER WAS FAKE -_-" and she said the address is on facebook. who so free bluff her right. hahah. shu's still a joke like she's always been. well, somethings never change. hahah. glad to see you after one thousand donkey years! hahah.

sunday was goooood! jiazhi and i were supposed to meet at ELEVEN THIRTY AM. well, being jiazhi, SHE WAS TWO HOURS LATE. i wasnt a tad bit surprised at all -_-" hahah we had lunch at kenny rogers before studying at starbucks. brother and jocelyn came too! then celeste and a mysterious person(whom jiazhi refused to reveal who) came to watch movie with us. turns out that this mysterious person whom jiazhi met while on the way to greatworld wants to watch movie with us. SO in the end, as we all guessed.. it was nat. hahah so jiazhi celeste nat and i caught house bunny! hahah its really a dumb blonde show but its pretty funny. hahah.

someone: i'm going to take the house
shelley: where are you going to take it to!

HAHAHA. i think mona is really cool. and the savage like carriemay is damn funny. katherine mcphee and emma stone are really pretty! all of them are like hotstuff manz. hahah. i wanna watch eagle eye!

today was school school school! weiarng celeste(coughs) and i were throwing paper balls at each other in the library and i broke joanne's high score. HAHAH 209 :D i rock i rock thanks thanks. nicky came to the library to find me and we went to eat lunch. left all my stuff in the library. joanne called and said that they'll bring my stuff to class. so nicky walked me to class and then i realised that joanne and yunting werent here yet. so i walked out to look for them and then i saw them and i ran to them and took my stuff. and thats when... i realised that THEY TOOK MY BAG(which nicky is using) HAHAHAH and they took his file too(hahah its instinctive!). so we stood there laughing like idiots before superman nicky came to save me and save himself and save the day. hahahah. left school with celeste and we went to valleypoint. while on the way out of school, i met my girlfriend and her twin. carey says im very lucky (: i think so too :D hahah. celeste and i cabbed to valleypoint. we finally saw mandeep after so long. hahah our cab was like passing by and we saw mandeep so we winded the window down and shouted mandeep! hahah what a coincidence. then jiazhi came. we studied quite a bit but talked and laughed quite a lot hahah. well as usual. but it was a good time (: tomorrow watch the noose ah. hahah

anyway jiazhi is going MOUNTAIN CLIMBING on the 18th. and she asked celeste and i if we wanted to go. HAHAH. the moment she mentioned it, i plugged in my earphones. hahah how bout the two of them kept attacking me today! and i swear jiazhi has a habit of pulling my shirt ferociously. i think she secretly wants my uniform or something. hahah! oh and i've brought her to fame by posting her video on facebook. hahah. go watch yall. (:

alright. think i should shower and go to bed soon and i really have to stop spending so much time online. how bout i spend like 3-5hours every night on the stupid computer -_-" hahah.

alright, goodnight! [:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby just say yes

(glasshouse)









me: eh lets do the face!
nicky: okay!

AND THEN HE DIDNT. IDIOT. HAHA


then he said : OKAY LETS DO THE FACE
and i said : OKAY!
him: must do ah!
me: yes yes okay
him: eh dont cheat me ah
me: okay okay!

AND THEN I DIDNT DO IT. HAHAHA


both of us: OKAY OKAY DO AH

hahahah (:


27th sept saturday
the pandhi and i walked around town before catching mamma mia! the show's really nice! hahah. then we went back to town and went shopping! i was looking for my prom dress. im gonna wear yellow satin! hahah. dint find anything though. icecream at gelatsimmo(sp) before dinner at glasshouse. fish&coooo (: awwweesome :D

28th sept sunday
went to valleypoint to study and met fatty there! haha we spent quite awhile talking and eating icecream but it was a good time spent with her (: mummy picked me up around 8 and we went for jap food at greatworld. hahah talked alot of rubbish as usual and she told me stuff about when i was young and i couldnt stop laughing in the car. hahah quite retarded. i love my mammamia (:

29th sept monday
breakfast with marcseah at dover before bio. studied in the library after that with marc, jeraldine and jingwen. how bout we were sitting in the cubicle like thing and we started throwing tissue paper into each other's cubicle. so basically, there were tissue flying all around hahah was quite funny and fun. and then.. i fell asleep. and because i dont take econs so i slept. marc jeraldine and jingwen went for econs and i was left sleeping there alone. and when i woke up, i got a shock of my life. my cubicle was like decorated with photoframe, tissue, crushed paper, and fake plants.............. i was like......... and i stoned and looked around. it was so embarrassing maybe. MARCSEAH YOU BASTARD BOY. -_-"

nicky came to the library to save me HAHA and then i went for gp before returning to the library to look for him. we decided to go for lunch. that nice pandhi decided to splash water at me and got me wet. so i said i wanted to go to the toilet. and then when i came out, he was looking at the boards, so i walked towards him with my hands holding water. before i got to him, HE RAN. omg i got a shock. HAHAHAH. not bad quite smart ah idiot. then cheryl saw me trying to fill my hand with water and said we were childish HAHAH. then i was running after him and jingwen and cherylkoh laughed at us and said we were like kids. hahah what nice comments we receive. so we went back to the library and studied. halfway through studying, i needed tissue and he went to my bag to get for me and he found this paper with "so cute" written on it on his bag. he brought it up and showed it to me and said "why you put this on my bag" -_______-" i was like ?!?! obviously its not me!!! what a retard hahaha. so we were trying to figure out who left the note and we were discussing the possibilities and he still asked several times if it was me -_-" hahah. WHO IS IT OWN UP! hahah. we thought of a few possibilities.
1) the person thinks he's cute(which he dint agree with)
2) the person thinks that carebear/lgm is cute
3) the person think that our bags are cute cause they were side by side with the toys hanging out
4) the person thinks we are cute. HAHAH we are quite retarded.

so we continued studying AND THEN nicky fell asleep. so i decided to draw on his face. HAHAHAH. and then karen my girlfriend came to say bye and she said something like "the two of you very cute" [: hahah thanks girlfriend! dont jealous okay! i still love you :D anyway celeste and gang drew all over luci while he slept. and i had a share of funnn (: hahah.

slacked around in the void deck after and had a bit of dinner before heading home[:

30th sept tuesday
school for an hour before heading to valleypoint to study. nicky came to visit me in the afternoon and then i went for dinner with the bestest friend and bestest godbrother (: nydc and haagen dazzzz (: and mummy came to fetch me again(recently she's been very nice. probably has something up her sleeves hahah!)

1st oct wednesday
SLEPT THE WHOLE DAY AWAY, i officially woke up at 6 plus pm. nice waste of time really. hahah.

2nd oct thursday
happy birthday edmund choo choo train (:
school for an hour before having a goodchat with jobasan at the bleachers and then waiting for tingali to end school before going to valleypoint to study.

nicky: im going to valleypoint now okay. im going to meet a friend.
me: hahah! really. whos your friend
nicky: you dont know one.
me: oh really. hahah okay. cool.
nicky: maybe we'll meet by fate?
me: oh how, you meeting your friend what
nicky: maybe we can meet by fate!
me: hahah okay. who's your friend. why you never intro
nicky: if i see you then i intro okay
me: hahah okay.

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he arrived at valleypoint and said hi to me. and i acted surprised. HAHAHAH. and asked him where's his friend and he said "there, you lor" hahahah i swear hes one retard (: we dint study much cause mummy brought joel to valleypoint to disturb me -_-" hahah hotdogs and brownie and icecream at icecream gallery before those two tards went home. nicky went home soon after too. then i was studying studying and fatty appeared! hahah then we studied till about ten. how bout i went up the bus and tapped my card then mummy called and asked if i wanted her to pick me. so i alighted one stop after and walked back to valleypoint. in the afternoon she still said "dont ask me pick you later ah" hahah seriously.. shes too nice. something's amiss hahah.

3rd oct friday
woke up to the loveliest morning greeting from pandhi ever -_-" he sent me a picture of something really disgusting to say goodmorning -_-" and jeraldine couldnt stop laughing when i showed her the picture. haha! school for an hour! my bio tutor was like "woah kim's in school today. should i buy 4d" and i was like "huh but mdm i came yesterday also" hahah. breakfast with joanne and yunting after that! [: hahah

i messaged yunting

me: lets go eat zao can(breakfast)
yunting: whats zao? new food ah

HAHAHA. if you got it haha.

so we spent quite sometime playing joanne's new itouch. she has many games. and i broke the record in like all her games HAHAH and she was agitated and threatened to clear the high scores HAHAHAH. nicky finished school and we headed to guthrie to study. halfway through we realised an ac teacher was sitting RIGHT NEXT TO US. like 30 cm away, but we were separated by the glass. and i noticed cause she was marking scripts with Anglo Chinese Junior College on them. hahah. dint study much and headed to tea party instead. hahah. how bout...

an unfortunate event happened........ we took spongebob monopoly and i took out the stuff to play and suddenly there was something CRAWLING on my leg. it was a.... worm.... how bout its the thing im most scared of. !@#$% and nicky happily CAUGHT the worm and kept it and IT DIED inside the pen(which he used to contain the worm) and he was very proud of catching the worm and then he left the pen on the table and halfway while i was eating i was staring at the pen and i realised that the place where the pen tip comes out from IS A HOLE. and i was like !@@$#%#$@# and then he stuffed tissue there. maybe thats why wormy died cause it had no oxygen. sigh. -__-" hahah and he was like reassuring me and calming me down cause i was emotionally unstable. hahahah. all cause of a stupid worm and in the end we changed to singapore version monopoly. hahah.

okay SO WE PLAYED MONOPOLY. we decided to have a shortcut, and we started with random picking of 4 title deeds each and having 4 hotels built on them right from the beginning. and then he kept landing on my hotels and he was soon near bankrupt. and then he altered the stupid rules that he gets $700 instead of $200 salary cause he said he was poor. AND I ALLOWED. and everytime he landed on my property i gave him discount. AND WHEN I LANDED ON HIS HE REFUSED TO GIVE ME DISCOUNT!!! and he kept trying to cheat!!! hahah in the end we kept fighting and we ended up laughing like mad people and he was like "ow ow" cause his stomach was hurting. hahahah it was all a funny sight. and then he was like left with hundred bucks and he robbed the bank -_-" and he put me in jail cause he insisted that i rolled some number. ohyeah and when i wanted to buy a property he wanted to make me pay property tax 200% !! cause he said hes the property dealer. hahaha okay enough about monopoly. IN THE END, i had like 6k with super alot of properties. and i owned his ass big time and he said HE WON -_-" hahahah whateverrrr. and then we "fought" at the toilet there cause i "threw" water at him. hahah OH I SUDDENLY REMEMBER THAT TIME I THREW WATER AT JOANNE. HAHAHA THE WATER HIT HER FACE AND PIAKKKK DAMN LOUD and i couldnt stop laughing. HAHAHAH.

nicky and i left teaparty around 7 plus and got trapped at the bus stop cause a sudden torrential rain kept us stranded there. haha he left for cell and i went home (:

pretty good week i'd say (:

AND JIAZHI ITS ALL YOUR FAULT I TELL YOU. HAHAHA STOP TRYING TO PUSH THE BLAME ON ME. i think a week ago or something that ugly one and i were studying. we kept talking non stop even after we said "OKAY STUDY" and when i was really gonna study, she suddenly tapped on my table and said "eh i lost my jacket zip" and from then onwards, we talked for a few hours....... and did no shit at all -_-" and she says its my fault cause i respond to her and stuff. maybe if i dont respond she'll keep disturbing me!!! and then when i said that to her she said if i dont respond, she might get bored and stop disturbing me. HAHAH what rubbish and she said its not her fault cause she was sad that she lost her jacket zip.

okay maybe that's rather acceptable BUT the point of it all is..... SHE DIDNT LOSE THE ZIP. it wasnt at the bottom cause it was all the way at the top. she only realised that after she left. how smart is she you tell me. hahah

ANYWAY REENA! hope you're settling down well in UK! see you in less than 3 months! :D time will fly! love you! (:

:D fatty and ugly lets watch house bunny please! hahah and i wanna watch eagle eye! its like so coolzxzx.

i think denise hates me now HAHAH(NOT) cause we were chatting on msn at like 3am on chill-rens day. and as everyone knows. shes really emotionally unstable with sudden outbursts really often. AND SO i kept saying CHILL AH ITS CHILL-RENS DAY. hahaha and she was like omg, youre gonna go on for another day. i pity the person who's gonna meet you. hahah.

and my bestfriend jemtian wants to do something fun in singapore and he said he wants to go hunting...

jem: i was thinking of going hunting but singapore nothing to hunt
me: hunt birds lah
jem: birds so cute you wanna hunt birds. you heartless. hunt also hunt wild boar right
me: .. im sure you can hunt wild boar lah. and birds are not cute!
jem: wildboar stupid what. everyone run he will be confused then we can whack him
me: im sure the wildboar will stand there and let yall whack lah haha. hunt birds lah
jem: hunt birds with what
me: rubber band
jem: RUBBER BAND? thats a good idea.
me: yeah of course
jem: maybe we each person shoot one hundred rubber bands the wild boar got one bruise only
me: i say hunt birds with rubber band not wildboar! hahah

jemjemjeweltian hahahaha.

and i know joanne is TRYING REALLY HARD TO BEAT ALL MY HIGH SCORES IN HER ITOUCH NOW. HAHAHAH. RIGHT JOANNE. you've the whole weekend (: slowly ah. hahah

life's cool, whoo hoo :D
hahah, okay this post rather long. anyway my future husband ryan very cute right. hahah.

okay have-var good weekend yall (: