I coloured you a valentine

you must see truefriend do this face in real life, ITS DAMN FUNNY. HAHAHA. i kinda
regretted not joining you for poker on saturday! seeyousoon! [:

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hi everyone! i've been like MIA on this blog for really long. i'm crazily busy even though i don't attend lectures. haha. i really want to blog about the whole month i've had in detail but i just can't get down to it. IT HAS REALLY BEEN DAMN EVENT-FULL! [: have been spending quality time with all the people i love and i must say, the time couldnt have been better spent in any way! haha. and i rediscovered my passion for cooking! hahaha. i havent uploaded all the photos since like june everyone's asking me to upload! hahaha. anyway i really wanna thank SUGAR and EUGE cause they're really the nicest people ever. they check my timetable for me, give me morning calls, print notes for me, tell me things that i missed out due to absence from lectures, teach me everything, etc. basically, they do everything for me haha they are like my nannies lah hahaah. but they're really freaking nice people i swear (: THANKS! don't know what i'll do without the both of you. haha

i hope i'll have some time to really blog soon! cause i really wanna write them down here before i forget those precious memories! i like the idea of how i can read them next time and smile silly to myself or laugh crazy at everything. i realise that when i read my posts again, i'd be reminded of things that i've actually forgotten or taken for granted. and sometimes it really serves as a reminder to me that i actually have nothing to complain about. and i want to always remember how blessed i am and always be thankful (: God is really really awesome to me (: and i can't ever ask for more (:

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anyway if you're wondering. the person i was talking about in the previous post, was never a friend of mine. haha. so why ? well, if only you guys know. hah

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ANYWAY I WATCHED THE PROPOSAL OMG ITS THE NICEST SHOW EVER. MY FAVOURITE SHOW!!! I LOVE IT I DONT MIND WATCHING IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN. ITS A MUST-WATCH. BETTER THAN TRANSFORMIES HAHA. REALLY REALLY. YOU GUYS HAVE TO WATCH IT.


okayyyy. i guess i'm not going for english lecture again. HAHA. and i've been coughing really badly for really quite long. the medicine doesnt seem to help ): i hope i recover soon! tomorrow's a very busy day i better sleep soon! and lady gaga's fashion is stuck in my head! haha i hope taylor swift will come to singapore one day. i'll be the first to queue up for the tickets man. she's soooooooo pretty and awesome i can't help but love her (:

haha. goodnight! hope everything's awesome for everyone! [:

i've always felt really sad for you and i've always hoped that your life would get better and you'll be able to move on and be happy. i used to persuade him to go back to you and to give both of you another chance. i used to pray every single night for you. and i was really glad when i heard that your life might just have gotten better.

but now, i understand why so many people bitch about you and why you're labelled a slut and FnD.

i feel so stupid for ever standing up for you.

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all that aside, i've been really amazed (:

my 19th birthday was beyond awesome (:

thanks to everyone who wished me! and of course to the ones who celebrated my birthday for me in all the different ways. can't ever thank you guys enough for making my 19th so special and memorable (: i shall not reveal much, i'll blog in detail about my birthday and thank all the awesome people "properly" haha. this year, i have Godiva truffles, Royce chocolate potatochips and Nama chocolate, Secret Recipe chocolate cake, another chocolate cake and Haagen Dazs Cappuccino Truffle and Coffee pints for birthday. HAHAHAHA DAMN HAPPY [:

will blog about my birthday soon when i've got time! i feel like i'm damn busy but i also dont know what i'm busy with. haha.

SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW, OR ACTUALLY I HAVE TO WAKE UP IN FIVE HOURS FOR SCHOOL. I THINK IM NOT GOING HAHAHAHA. shit i feel damn bad. somemore we're supposed to have lunch and all. HAHA SORRY GUYS BUT I REALLY CANNOT DO THIS. i think this is like the 123rd time i'm pangseh-ing them cause i cant wake up. HAHA. i'm such an asshole, SOMETIMES. haha

now i have this sudden burst of feeling to want to blog -_-" haha i have super alot of photos that i havent uploaded to facebook. and i'm gonna get slaughtered soon if i dont do so. but i'm damn lazy! i kept some of the squeak family photos in my camera, and everytime i look at my camera and those photos appear, i get sad cause i really miss them ): and for some weird reason, they look damn yummy to me HAHAHAHA. like can eat one. they're damn cute! i'm gonna save up to get a puppy!! i miss my maltese puppy tooooo. everytime i think of my maltese, i can't help but remember how my uncle and i fought over what to name him. and how i bullied the dog HAHA. my mum considered getting a toypoodle. i shall try to psycho her to get a puppy.

shit lah i cant believe im starting school. i really think i'll skip school like free. i really dont wanna go uni but i've no choice cause my mum forced me to. i told her i didnt want to go uni cause theres nothing i wanna do and i hate school and i dont wanna waste my 3 or 4 years and all that and she was like 'i dont care what you do, just get a degree" -_-" nice nonsense that is. sigh. but she knows that i wont go to school also HAHA.

i've decided to skip two weeks of school in september to go on holiday with two groups of people [: awesome! must hurry plan hahaha.

and, i must comment on my 2 favourite birthday smses. "happy bird day! (: haha. retard" FROM MY MUM HAHAHAHA. and a sms that ended with "happy birthday piu piu. your birdfriend, weiwei" HAHAHA i couldnt stop laughing when i saw that. haha.


hmm so anyway.. i'll be going for the lady gaga concert this wednesday. hmm. thanks for the surprise and for putting in the effort to plan it 2 months ahead of my birthday and for getting my friends to join in the surprise. six tickets, thats pretty damn expensive. thanks and i really appreciate it [:


and JIAZHI! its "some good times are only meant to be memories"! haha.

kay kay night night love love pepper pepper [:


you once called me, "queen of my heart"

i just got back. and i found a letter at my door.
its from the boy whom had been really special these two and a half years.

i don't know what to say.