freakkkkkkkk im mother scared now ): ......!@@##@%$#^^%
i dint even study these few days lah. what deh.
ysterday i went back to fairfield to play captains ball.
and then i came home, dinner, tv, com and i slept...
ohshit. im so shit dead seriously.
i keep using the com these few days lah.
im so freakingggggggg screweddddd.
promos' like tomorrowwwwwwww.
TOMORROW.
okay, gp and chinese.
not that i really care.
so i have like 3 more days to study.
SHIT SHIT SHIT.
how now how now.
no time no time.
i think the most, i'll advance.
i must pass bio and math.
lit is like -_-" dont know can pass not.
i wanna meet ms michelle tang's target for me lah.
wahlao. but i like that.
shit. okay its my fault.
i should stop complaining and whining.
i better study today.
tsk.
sucks.
so much for im going to study all.
wahlao.
..........!@@@$#$%&&&*&^^$#%#@
shit shit shit.
ah.
byebye.
buttttt.
on a ligher note, promos end in eight days time (:
okay, now's not the time for that. i've gotta get thru it first.
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
yesterday was -_-"
i went for a nap and i was supposed to wake up at 2. woke up at 4.30 instead. wanted to go down to valleypoint. went to greatworld instead cause.. (: so i sat at mccafe for like an hour plus doing the promo paper. then i went to buy cheesecake and a top from dorothy perkins. then i went home.
today. i woke up at 11 plus. cabbed down to school. went for bio. then left school. wanted to go down to valleypoint but went to greatworld again.. cause (: same reason. HAHAH. dont tell ya! then i sat at mccafe for like 2 hours doing nothing -_-" i was like stoning lah. then i just walked round and i bought a top from dorothy perkins again. then i went home after that.
came home. bathed, ate, used the com. and went down to carry lanterns and play with candles with my mum and bro. hahah damn funny. we used canes as the sticks to carry the lanterns. and our candles kept diminishing cause of the stupid wind! hahah. we took so long to lit all the candles lah. hahah. but it was fun (: mummy told me bout her childhood lantern festivals. HAHAH damn funny lah. she's retardedddddd.
alright. i think im gonna shower and do my wayyyyy overdue zuowen. the one that everyone handed up before the sept hols. -_-"
how lucky it is to meet someone special twice in consecutive two days by pure coincidence (:
hahah. taas yall.
(:
my angel :D
; call this a prelude to a lifetime of you
i went for a nap and i was supposed to wake up at 2. woke up at 4.30 instead. wanted to go down to valleypoint. went to greatworld instead cause.. (: so i sat at mccafe for like an hour plus doing the promo paper. then i went to buy cheesecake and a top from dorothy perkins. then i went home.
today. i woke up at 11 plus. cabbed down to school. went for bio. then left school. wanted to go down to valleypoint but went to greatworld again.. cause (: same reason. HAHAH. dont tell ya! then i sat at mccafe for like 2 hours doing nothing -_-" i was like stoning lah. then i just walked round and i bought a top from dorothy perkins again. then i went home after that.
came home. bathed, ate, used the com. and went down to carry lanterns and play with candles with my mum and bro. hahah damn funny. we used canes as the sticks to carry the lanterns. and our candles kept diminishing cause of the stupid wind! hahah. we took so long to lit all the candles lah. hahah. but it was fun (: mummy told me bout her childhood lantern festivals. HAHAH damn funny lah. she's retardedddddd.
alright. i think im gonna shower and do my wayyyyy overdue zuowen. the one that everyone handed up before the sept hols. -_-"
how lucky it is to meet someone special twice in consecutive two days by pure coincidence (:
hahah. taas yall.
(:
my angel :D
; call this a prelude to a lifetime of you
Monday, September 24, 2007
whaddup yoh (:
i just heard from jingwen that 3/16 of 1sd2 turned up for class today.
HAHAH. how wonderful.
alright. i havent blogged for a long time i know. and i guess im too lazy to type out everrrryyy shit. so just like a short summary.
15sept.
went to school for spa. then came home. slept. then went out for pw. then had dinner with yunting. then she walked me to my bus stop. we had a duperrrr long chat and much fun laughing and all. then granduncle passed away.. then W ran to my house at 1am. blahblah.
16 sept.
i stayed home the whole day and watched tv.
17 sept.
i went to school at 4 plus. then went to fairfield then went back to ac. went back with ugly, sheep and fatty,
18 sept.
didnt go to school. met jz at valleypoint to study. went to the funeral at night.
19sept
finally went to school. wanted to watch the soccer match. then in the edn left before it even started. went down to valleypoint and met shu there. then after that fatty came. shu left. and sheep came,
20 sept.
went to school again. after school had bio ssp. andddd. ohyeah the night was actually quite funny. hahah i was walking out with mansheep. then we were like walking to the 198 bus stop to take bus then i say, "eh cannot lah. must go study" so we decided to go to holland. he wantd to walk. so we walked like a few metres. then i was like "eh! lets go to the new ljs at commonwealth lah" then he was like ..... then he said okay, we'll still walk. then i was like !@@$$^ mad ah. how mother far! so we were walking walking. then he suddenly, "eh. really quite far. lets take bus" so we walked back and crossed the road and went to the bus stop. saw nathaniel there. hahah. then i suggested going to heritage view and he wanted to. then i insisted that we go to commonwealth. so we took a bus to commonwealth. met joseph and seeto on the bus. so, we reached there. and it was so ... noisy and oily all. so we decided to cab to heritage view. omg, damn mother ex lah the cab fare. it was like 3.60 for sucha short distance! then so i paid four bucks. and i said "eh, take the change!" then the uncle went "oh. thank you very much" HAHAHAHAHAH shit. i asked sheep to take the change lah! hahah. so we were both laughing. when we saw this old man wearing black pants with white polka dots, just like mansheep's bag, we laughed even more! hahah. so we were trying to study. and it was so quiet. so sheep on-ed some music and he said that he would tap his feet every 2 minutes. HAHAHAHAH. damn freaking retarded. then while studying, the old man with black and white polkadots pants came over and stared at mansheep's music player. HAHAH. then he smiled and walked away. hahah. so we studied for less than 30minutes. then davin came. so they went to get this laopok bike all. and they went to holland while i went home.
21 sept.
i woke up and sat on my bed thinking if i should go to school. in the end i went. i left school at 1.50. my eyes were hurting so bad i couldnt open them. i dont know whyyyy. damn painful. so i went to heritage view with yunting. and we sat in the lounge just talking and laughing. hahah and then the same old man wearing the exact same thing came in. HAHAH. then he talked to us and stuff. so i left the place at around 3 plus. senior gaby came to fetch me from heritage view. so we went down to valleypoint. met up with jz. so i ate and slept for like half an hour. then when i woke up, i read a line "what is a gene" and its definition. and they say " lets go for dinner" i was like ..... hahah but yeah we went down to depot road to fetch celeste. then shu was there too. so we were like driving round and round to find her. hahha. so fetched cel and we all went to newton for dinner. jz and her bus routes. HAHAH. so senior gaby, senior xianwei, jz, cel and i went there for dinner. then senior sandy came and joined us. so after that. senior gaby drove senior xianwei, jz, cel and i to great world. we walked around all.
22ndsept.
supposed to meet jz at 10.30. HAHAH i woke up at like 10 plus. so like i rushed all. went to meet her at tiong. then peter came. so we had brunch at yakun. then we cabbed down to valleypoint. so studied there. i finished photosynthesis and dna & genomics. what joy (: im so proud of myself seriously. i was damn restless the whole time. i kept walking round and i kept disturbing peter and jz. HAHAH. sorrrwieess. then i listened to shu's ipod. and i felt damn emo after that. hahah dont know over what also. i was like quiet. so they asked me why i suddenly so quiet, so unlike me. HAHAH. but like 5 minutes later, im alright already. hahah. and oh! peter saw a crow. HAHAH. so dinner at kenny rogers was alright. good food good company (: hahah. and peter was such a loser. he tried to withdraw money but the atm dint let him. he tried three times. so after that, we went to withdraw money with him. i told him "i know why. you saw a crow. unlucky. i must touch the thing. sure can after that" so i kept trying to touch the buttons but he dint want to let me. then in the end i forced my way thru and touched the buttons. and the transaction was successful. SEE, I HOW LUCKY! hahah. so after that, we went to play arcade. mario cart! (: hahah then we went to macs. we attempted to study. but we didnt study at all. we were like talking and laughing and discussing bout whos pretty and all. hahah. then we were laughing like mad over signatures and stuff. hahah i love the two of them (: then we took 16 to bukit merah and we all went home. came home and had an almost 2-hour long talk with my bestest-s (:
23rd sept
woke up quite late. went down to valleypoint. finished cell division. then went to great world and find jz and senior xianwei. then we went to play arcade again. then we went to wh and i bought a top. im sad that the shirt dress does not fit ): and theres no size for many things ): meow. alright. so we wanted to go to starbucks to study. we ended up talking and laughing and eating kennyrogers in starbucks. and we laughed like mad people. hahah i like (: it was a really good time with them. hahah. we went home at like 11.
24th sept
today. woke up at 11. had my breakfast. im gonna go study later! hahah. time for a nap now.
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anyway, you know some people are just so mother irritating? like they study so freaking hard and keep saying that theyre oh-so-slack? what they fell asleep? and theyre really too slack? and then keep saying that they cant finish what theyre supposed to do all. yeah man, how slack ah. how slack. freaking irritating seriously. bloody mugger saying this kinda shit in front of people who really dint study and got like sucky results for terms. like hello, slack maybe means never study at all, never do work and play and play and play? not falling asleep and completing every single piece of work and studying during every break and staying up till like 4 in the morning to study and being so kiasu over every shit, and being so competitive over everything.
irritating no-lifer. L-sign to you.
bkittycsh. go figure.
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taas yall. time for a nap.
and i have planned out everything that i want to do after promos (: and im so damn sure that im gonna have so much fun. i cant wait (: (: (:
till the end of promos, taas peeps.
and to everyoneeee, ALL THE VEH BESTTTTT FOR PROMOSS! :D
i just heard from jingwen that 3/16 of 1sd2 turned up for class today.
HAHAH. how wonderful.
alright. i havent blogged for a long time i know. and i guess im too lazy to type out everrrryyy shit. so just like a short summary.
15sept.
went to school for spa. then came home. slept. then went out for pw. then had dinner with yunting. then she walked me to my bus stop. we had a duperrrr long chat and much fun laughing and all. then granduncle passed away.. then W ran to my house at 1am. blahblah.
16 sept.
i stayed home the whole day and watched tv.
17 sept.
i went to school at 4 plus. then went to fairfield then went back to ac. went back with ugly, sheep and fatty,
18 sept.
didnt go to school. met jz at valleypoint to study. went to the funeral at night.
19sept
finally went to school. wanted to watch the soccer match. then in the edn left before it even started. went down to valleypoint and met shu there. then after that fatty came. shu left. and sheep came,
20 sept.
went to school again. after school had bio ssp. andddd. ohyeah the night was actually quite funny. hahah i was walking out with mansheep. then we were like walking to the 198 bus stop to take bus then i say, "eh cannot lah. must go study" so we decided to go to holland. he wantd to walk. so we walked like a few metres. then i was like "eh! lets go to the new ljs at commonwealth lah" then he was like ..... then he said okay, we'll still walk. then i was like !@@$$^ mad ah. how mother far! so we were walking walking. then he suddenly, "eh. really quite far. lets take bus" so we walked back and crossed the road and went to the bus stop. saw nathaniel there. hahah. then i suggested going to heritage view and he wanted to. then i insisted that we go to commonwealth. so we took a bus to commonwealth. met joseph and seeto on the bus. so, we reached there. and it was so ... noisy and oily all. so we decided to cab to heritage view. omg, damn mother ex lah the cab fare. it was like 3.60 for sucha short distance! then so i paid four bucks. and i said "eh, take the change!" then the uncle went "oh. thank you very much" HAHAHAHAHAH shit. i asked sheep to take the change lah! hahah. so we were both laughing. when we saw this old man wearing black pants with white polka dots, just like mansheep's bag, we laughed even more! hahah. so we were trying to study. and it was so quiet. so sheep on-ed some music and he said that he would tap his feet every 2 minutes. HAHAHAHAH. damn freaking retarded. then while studying, the old man with black and white polkadots pants came over and stared at mansheep's music player. HAHAH. then he smiled and walked away. hahah. so we studied for less than 30minutes. then davin came. so they went to get this laopok bike all. and they went to holland while i went home.
21 sept.
i woke up and sat on my bed thinking if i should go to school. in the end i went. i left school at 1.50. my eyes were hurting so bad i couldnt open them. i dont know whyyyy. damn painful. so i went to heritage view with yunting. and we sat in the lounge just talking and laughing. hahah and then the same old man wearing the exact same thing came in. HAHAH. then he talked to us and stuff. so i left the place at around 3 plus. senior gaby came to fetch me from heritage view. so we went down to valleypoint. met up with jz. so i ate and slept for like half an hour. then when i woke up, i read a line "what is a gene" and its definition. and they say " lets go for dinner" i was like ..... hahah but yeah we went down to depot road to fetch celeste. then shu was there too. so we were like driving round and round to find her. hahha. so fetched cel and we all went to newton for dinner. jz and her bus routes. HAHAH. so senior gaby, senior xianwei, jz, cel and i went there for dinner. then senior sandy came and joined us. so after that. senior gaby drove senior xianwei, jz, cel and i to great world. we walked around all.
22ndsept.
supposed to meet jz at 10.30. HAHAH i woke up at like 10 plus. so like i rushed all. went to meet her at tiong. then peter came. so we had brunch at yakun. then we cabbed down to valleypoint. so studied there. i finished photosynthesis and dna & genomics. what joy (: im so proud of myself seriously. i was damn restless the whole time. i kept walking round and i kept disturbing peter and jz. HAHAH. sorrrwieess. then i listened to shu's ipod. and i felt damn emo after that. hahah dont know over what also. i was like quiet. so they asked me why i suddenly so quiet, so unlike me. HAHAH. but like 5 minutes later, im alright already. hahah. and oh! peter saw a crow. HAHAH. so dinner at kenny rogers was alright. good food good company (: hahah. and peter was such a loser. he tried to withdraw money but the atm dint let him. he tried three times. so after that, we went to withdraw money with him. i told him "i know why. you saw a crow. unlucky. i must touch the thing. sure can after that" so i kept trying to touch the buttons but he dint want to let me. then in the end i forced my way thru and touched the buttons. and the transaction was successful. SEE, I HOW LUCKY! hahah. so after that, we went to play arcade. mario cart! (: hahah then we went to macs. we attempted to study. but we didnt study at all. we were like talking and laughing and discussing bout whos pretty and all. hahah. then we were laughing like mad over signatures and stuff. hahah i love the two of them (: then we took 16 to bukit merah and we all went home. came home and had an almost 2-hour long talk with my bestest-s (:
23rd sept
woke up quite late. went down to valleypoint. finished cell division. then went to great world and find jz and senior xianwei. then we went to play arcade again. then we went to wh and i bought a top. im sad that the shirt dress does not fit ): and theres no size for many things ): meow. alright. so we wanted to go to starbucks to study. we ended up talking and laughing and eating kennyrogers in starbucks. and we laughed like mad people. hahah i like (: it was a really good time with them. hahah. we went home at like 11.
24th sept
today. woke up at 11. had my breakfast. im gonna go study later! hahah. time for a nap now.
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anyway, you know some people are just so mother irritating? like they study so freaking hard and keep saying that theyre oh-so-slack? what they fell asleep? and theyre really too slack? and then keep saying that they cant finish what theyre supposed to do all. yeah man, how slack ah. how slack. freaking irritating seriously. bloody mugger saying this kinda shit in front of people who really dint study and got like sucky results for terms. like hello, slack maybe means never study at all, never do work and play and play and play? not falling asleep and completing every single piece of work and studying during every break and staying up till like 4 in the morning to study and being so kiasu over every shit, and being so competitive over everything.
irritating no-lifer. L-sign to you.
bkittycsh. go figure.
-
taas yall. time for a nap.
and i have planned out everything that i want to do after promos (: and im so damn sure that im gonna have so much fun. i cant wait (: (: (:
till the end of promos, taas peeps.
and to everyoneeee, ALL THE VEH BESTTTTT FOR PROMOSS! :D
Monday, September 17, 2007
lizhen asked me to go to alastair's youtube account to look at all the videos of caleb. i did and i chanced upon this video which i find really really funny. hahah. there are others too. i'll post them up some other day maybe. hahah. oh and i think lizhen really likes the mtv one. so i'll post that up too. enjoy peeps (: and by the way, you've gotta watch these with your speakers on (: hahah.
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Thank you W for running all the way to my house. even tho its like a million miles away. i was so shocked yet so touched when you told me over the phone that you were gonna run here. HAHAH. tho its REALLY retarded to do that at like 1 am, i really really honestly appreciate it. and im damn touched. thanks man (: you defo cheered me up and it was nice talking to you all. i know it sounds damn freaking corny. and i never ever said this kinda nice shit to you. HAHAH. but still.. i mean every word i said. thanks for everything (: and i swear youre freaking retarded. hahah. stop being so active maybe! thanks again dood :D
Saturday, September 15, 2007
2pm : i called grandma. and she said "no more already, no more already"
i was upset but i chose to live in escapism the whole day. i refused to think bout it.
8 plus pm : auntie fengyi said that actually hes still breathing. hes kept alive by a machine. i was hopeful and glad. i made up my mind to go down to the hospital tomorrow morning. i want to at least see him. i messaged a few people and asked them to keep my granduncle in prayer.
9.40 pm : i received a call from mummy "do you know that he passed away already? at 9.05"
9.42 : W messaged me and said that he will accompany me to the hospital tomorrow.
but hes gone already, for real.
i feel mother horrible for not even seeing him for the last time. i feel terribly horrible. i really wanted to go down to see him tomorrow. ive already decided.. but he didnt wait for me. i should have skipped pw. i should have rushed there after dinner. i could have i could have i could have seen him for the last time. i could have.
this sucks.
a really small part of my gigantic family.
year : 2001
top right hand corner. the man in blue.
i was upset but i chose to live in escapism the whole day. i refused to think bout it.
8 plus pm : auntie fengyi said that actually hes still breathing. hes kept alive by a machine. i was hopeful and glad. i made up my mind to go down to the hospital tomorrow morning. i want to at least see him. i messaged a few people and asked them to keep my granduncle in prayer.
9.40 pm : i received a call from mummy "do you know that he passed away already? at 9.05"
9.42 : W messaged me and said that he will accompany me to the hospital tomorrow.
but hes gone already, for real.
i feel mother horrible for not even seeing him for the last time. i feel terribly horrible. i really wanted to go down to see him tomorrow. ive already decided.. but he didnt wait for me. i should have skipped pw. i should have rushed there after dinner. i could have i could have i could have seen him for the last time. i could have.
this sucks.
a really small part of my gigantic family.
year : 2001
top right hand corner. the man in blue.
Friday, September 14, 2007
grandma just came home.
with swollen eyes and a tired face.
she brought back news.
i dont know whether to say its good or bad.
she said that granduncle has lost alot of weight.
he looks like a skeleton with a bloated belly.
all the toxic stuff are in his body.
they are accumulated somewhere.
and they cant be removed.
and hes in a coma.
he was gone.
already gone.
but the doctors brought him back.
hes still alive
but unconscious.
and theres no guarantee of him waking up
theres no guarantee of him recovering.
but at the very least, theres still hope.
there is hope.
im terribly afraid of phone calls now.
im scared that one of them will bring the bad news.
we need a miracle here.
Lord, please.
with swollen eyes and a tired face.
she brought back news.
i dont know whether to say its good or bad.
she said that granduncle has lost alot of weight.
he looks like a skeleton with a bloated belly.
all the toxic stuff are in his body.
they are accumulated somewhere.
and they cant be removed.
and hes in a coma.
he was gone.
already gone.
but the doctors brought him back.
hes still alive
but unconscious.
and theres no guarantee of him waking up
theres no guarantee of him recovering.
but at the very least, theres still hope.
there is hope.
im terribly afraid of phone calls now.
im scared that one of them will bring the bad news.
we need a miracle here.
Lord, please.
i overheard my grandmother talking on the phone last night. it seems like one of her many brothers was in hospital. the last i heard was "he's on drip and hes taken his medication" i thought it was nothing really serious.
today at 10.50, i received a message from my mum saying that he had passed on. i was sad. for a moment i didnt know what to do. or how to react. i stoned for awhile. so what now? my temper was pretty short the whole day. and i know i was somewhat quiet for awhile. sorry peeps. it really got me thinking. yet another death. all the negative thoughts started flooding my mind. what if this, what if that. so on and on.
i felt much better during the hour long break. i felt pretty sick and wanted to sign out. apparently i couldnt cause charlotte dint pick up my call. school ended at 3.10. chatted for awhile with reena and shuhui and i headed for home. or rather, i went to auntie fengyi's house to pick joel first before coming home. i called my grandma, and she sounded so bad. from her voice, anyone can tell that shes been crying for so so long. chatted with auntie fengyi for awhile and i realised that granduncle hasnt passed on. he's in the midst of an operation. if the operation fails, we will lose him.
thank God theres still hope. all i can do now is to pray and hope that he'll be fine. hes suffering from liver failure. hes been referred to a hospital but he dint seek medical help and nobody knows. with his excessive drinking and smoking, his liver deterioted.
only God knows what will happen to him. i really hope that he'll be fine.
called mum and told her that granduncle is still alive. and she started telling me bout the past. the times when granduncle will always piggyback and carry me. cause you know, i hate to walk. she says that he loves me alot and dotes on me alot. and if my memory didnt fail me, i actually disliked him for a period of time cause his teasing always go kinda overboard and being a wilful and unreasonable kid then, i was always irritated and angry. hahah. and in the recent years, i haven't been visiting my greatgrandma's house. ive only been there once this year i think.
i have two greatgrandmas. and theyre still healthy. okay not really. greatgrandma 1 is , and ggm 2 isnt. and i seldom visit them. ive been spending too much time with my friends and all. i have neglected my family which is actually of utmost importance. i feel so very guilty now..
after exams, im gonna visit both my greatgrandmas. i cant wait to eat the kuehs that greatgrandma 1 makes (:
imagine if granduncle really passes on.. greatgrandma 1 will be seeing his son leave her..
i really really truly hope that he'll be fine..
to everyone who has read this post, please pray for my granduncle. he's only 40+. too young to go. too young. bring on the prayers please.
today at 10.50, i received a message from my mum saying that he had passed on. i was sad. for a moment i didnt know what to do. or how to react. i stoned for awhile. so what now? my temper was pretty short the whole day. and i know i was somewhat quiet for awhile. sorry peeps. it really got me thinking. yet another death. all the negative thoughts started flooding my mind. what if this, what if that. so on and on.
i felt much better during the hour long break. i felt pretty sick and wanted to sign out. apparently i couldnt cause charlotte dint pick up my call. school ended at 3.10. chatted for awhile with reena and shuhui and i headed for home. or rather, i went to auntie fengyi's house to pick joel first before coming home. i called my grandma, and she sounded so bad. from her voice, anyone can tell that shes been crying for so so long. chatted with auntie fengyi for awhile and i realised that granduncle hasnt passed on. he's in the midst of an operation. if the operation fails, we will lose him.
thank God theres still hope. all i can do now is to pray and hope that he'll be fine. hes suffering from liver failure. hes been referred to a hospital but he dint seek medical help and nobody knows. with his excessive drinking and smoking, his liver deterioted.
only God knows what will happen to him. i really hope that he'll be fine.
called mum and told her that granduncle is still alive. and she started telling me bout the past. the times when granduncle will always piggyback and carry me. cause you know, i hate to walk. she says that he loves me alot and dotes on me alot. and if my memory didnt fail me, i actually disliked him for a period of time cause his teasing always go kinda overboard and being a wilful and unreasonable kid then, i was always irritated and angry. hahah. and in the recent years, i haven't been visiting my greatgrandma's house. ive only been there once this year i think.
i have two greatgrandmas. and theyre still healthy. okay not really. greatgrandma 1 is , and ggm 2 isnt. and i seldom visit them. ive been spending too much time with my friends and all. i have neglected my family which is actually of utmost importance. i feel so very guilty now..
after exams, im gonna visit both my greatgrandmas. i cant wait to eat the kuehs that greatgrandma 1 makes (:
imagine if granduncle really passes on.. greatgrandma 1 will be seeing his son leave her..
i really really truly hope that he'll be fine..
to everyone who has read this post, please pray for my granduncle. he's only 40+. too young to go. too young. bring on the prayers please.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
whaddup peeps.
this week had been extremely hectic and tiring. and i actually went to school everyday. okay, i went at 1.50 today. HAHAH. but eh i how good girl. hahah. everythings been fine. im liking school a tad bit more cause of the people (: the people are amazing and thats undeniable. but the other factors just make school stink. ohwell. hahah.
this week saw the official set up of AMAIZE! HAHAH. its some cool club yo. i thought of the name. cool right. we even have a logo and song. tho the song's only a line. HAHAH. we can be more than amaizing!! hahah. we cool we cool :D
so yeah the weeks been pretty fun. and today i went back to fairfield to play captains ball! (: (: fairfield still feels so much like home you know. so so much. aileen couldnt play today. so we had only four girls and a heap load of guys. hahah it was fun definitely. challenging and really fun. with many funny moments here and there, as usual (: sometimes i really wonder why caleb that retard throws the ball right at the defender when hes supposed to throw it to our catcher... HAHAH. but it was really funny to see him slamming the ball at the defender a couple of times and the expression on the defender's face will always be one that depicts shock. HAHAHAH. i swear hes really retarded. HAHAH. i have a video showing his retardedness. but i cant post it up cause of my damn freaking spoilt phone. hahah. but well. i have two other videos here. lets see how retarded he really is :D HAHAHAH.
leave your ratings and comments on the board peeps :D HAHAH.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
-
and i have been really tired but i'm trying my best to make my attendance good. and im really fighting against the constant thought of ponning school. i have decided that i really want to promote. i'll start studying this weekend. i really must. i wanna be an ogl. but i must promote first.
but the future seems bleak. honestly, i dont think im able to promote. tsk. ohwell. think positive and just do my part. i'll leave the rest to God.
i know i havent been updating. but ive been too drained to do so. i may update soon. hah.
you know im quite weird. like every month, there will be someone new that i dont quite like. but its just a lil bit. then the previous dood that i didnt like will just become my good friend, somehow. and this month, ive found someone that i dont like and i dont think that she will eventually end up as my good friend. you know, like they say, people can look nice but they may not be nice. ive seen your true colours man. too much of it rather. and i really really dislike you.
hahah that was pretty random.
shucks. theres so much that i want to say but i just cant say it out right here. tsk. kinda sucks huh. ohwell.
anyhows, im really tired. im gonna sleep already. theres bio test tomorrow. and im hardly done studying for it. im only at like page 20+. but im really tired. tsk.
hahah and ohyeah! watch this video! hahahahah its damn funny. click here.
ohright. g'night peeps. taas (:
my sweet lil' angel (:
; Enjoy the silence
this week had been extremely hectic and tiring. and i actually went to school everyday. okay, i went at 1.50 today. HAHAH. but eh i how good girl. hahah. everythings been fine. im liking school a tad bit more cause of the people (: the people are amazing and thats undeniable. but the other factors just make school stink. ohwell. hahah.
this week saw the official set up of AMAIZE! HAHAH. its some cool club yo. i thought of the name. cool right. we even have a logo and song. tho the song's only a line. HAHAH. we can be more than amaizing!! hahah. we cool we cool :D
so yeah the weeks been pretty fun. and today i went back to fairfield to play captains ball! (: (: fairfield still feels so much like home you know. so so much. aileen couldnt play today. so we had only four girls and a heap load of guys. hahah it was fun definitely. challenging and really fun. with many funny moments here and there, as usual (: sometimes i really wonder why caleb that retard throws the ball right at the defender when hes supposed to throw it to our catcher... HAHAH. but it was really funny to see him slamming the ball at the defender a couple of times and the expression on the defender's face will always be one that depicts shock. HAHAHAH. i swear hes really retarded. HAHAH. i have a video showing his retardedness. but i cant post it up cause of my damn freaking spoilt phone. hahah. but well. i have two other videos here. lets see how retarded he really is :D HAHAHAH.
leave your ratings and comments on the board peeps :D HAHAH.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
-
and i have been really tired but i'm trying my best to make my attendance good. and im really fighting against the constant thought of ponning school. i have decided that i really want to promote. i'll start studying this weekend. i really must. i wanna be an ogl. but i must promote first.
but the future seems bleak. honestly, i dont think im able to promote. tsk. ohwell. think positive and just do my part. i'll leave the rest to God.
i know i havent been updating. but ive been too drained to do so. i may update soon. hah.
you know im quite weird. like every month, there will be someone new that i dont quite like. but its just a lil bit. then the previous dood that i didnt like will just become my good friend, somehow. and this month, ive found someone that i dont like and i dont think that she will eventually end up as my good friend. you know, like they say, people can look nice but they may not be nice. ive seen your true colours man. too much of it rather. and i really really dislike you.
hahah that was pretty random.
shucks. theres so much that i want to say but i just cant say it out right here. tsk. kinda sucks huh. ohwell.
anyhows, im really tired. im gonna sleep already. theres bio test tomorrow. and im hardly done studying for it. im only at like page 20+. but im really tired. tsk.
hahah and ohyeah! watch this video! hahahahah its damn funny. click here.
ohright. g'night peeps. taas (:
my sweet lil' angel (:
; Enjoy the silence
Sunday, September 09, 2007
today is the most productive day of my life i swear.
ii woke up at four. ordered macs. watched fu man ren jian till 6.30. showered. ate dinner. and watched bruce almighty.
whoohoo. i swear i rock. so much for 3 chapters of bio. HAHAH. i knew it man.
and i feel damn tired i dont know why. i think im gonna sleep soon.
........
and omg omg omg.
school starts tomorrow.
TOMORROW. !@#$%&%#!
omg, in less than 12 hours.
its just the beginning of another horrible nightmare.
tsk.
ohwell.
this sucks. ): i hate school. boo you school.
anyway, HARRPY BIRTHDAY to TJZ in advance! hello alliance! tho youre ugly and gross and you have TT, i still love you! happy 17th! please be your age nowww. hahah. (:
and today i had two dreams. the first one was.. erm, i dreamt it before. just that its like a reeat and continuation. hahah cool dream (: the second one was quite cool and thrilling. cause like adventure. HAHAH. okay thats random.
TAG REPLIES!
> senior xianwei! hahah thanks for the encouragement. i was just feeling quite .. i dont know. haha but im okay now (: thanks! hahah and what pictures are odd?
> celeste! hello alliance! thanks man (: you must promote or advance too okay! promote better! hahah. tangs tangs (:
> jaclyn! hahah yay i know you'll wait for me (: dont party so much without me ah! hahah retard. someone's favourite teacher ah miss toh (: HAHAH. thanks you :D
> leon teh! hahah go out your head! hahah thanks (:
taas all you peeps.
; It was like reliving the memories
ii woke up at four. ordered macs. watched fu man ren jian till 6.30. showered. ate dinner. and watched bruce almighty.
whoohoo. i swear i rock. so much for 3 chapters of bio. HAHAH. i knew it man.
and i feel damn tired i dont know why. i think im gonna sleep soon.
........
and omg omg omg.
school starts tomorrow.
TOMORROW. !@#$%&%#!
omg, in less than 12 hours.
its just the beginning of another horrible nightmare.
tsk.
ohwell.
this sucks. ): i hate school. boo you school.
anyway, HARRPY BIRTHDAY to TJZ in advance! hello alliance! tho youre ugly and gross and you have TT, i still love you! happy 17th! please be your age nowww. hahah. (:
and today i had two dreams. the first one was.. erm, i dreamt it before. just that its like a reeat and continuation. hahah cool dream (: the second one was quite cool and thrilling. cause like adventure. HAHAH. okay thats random.
TAG REPLIES!
> senior xianwei! hahah thanks for the encouragement. i was just feeling quite .. i dont know. haha but im okay now (: thanks! hahah and what pictures are odd?
> celeste! hello alliance! thanks man (: you must promote or advance too okay! promote better! hahah. tangs tangs (:
> jaclyn! hahah yay i know you'll wait for me (: dont party so much without me ah! hahah retard. someone's favourite teacher ah miss toh (: HAHAH. thanks you :D
> leon teh! hahah go out your head! hahah thanks (:
taas all you peeps.
; It was like reliving the memories
you know what, i just had a 12-days holiday.
and before school even ended, i was already in holiday mood.
alright, reality check.
ive never not been in holiday mood, have i.
honestly, im quite scared.
im afraid that i wont be able to promote.
staying back a year has its pros and cons.
there are reasons why i would want to stay another year in j1.
but there are reaons why i want to promote too.
i used to think that retaining is no big deal.
and since jc's only two years,
no harm staying another year.
but frankly speaking,
i hate the idea that im in jc.
i wanted to go to a poly quite badly.
but look where i am now,
stuck in a place where actually
i dont quite like.
sucks right.
i also say.
and if i dont promoto
..
ohmygod.
i think for once in my whole life.
im gonna get shit from my family.
i think they think that im a good girl.
i think they think that i'll study when i have to
thats why they never said anything when i fail.
they never ever did give me curfews or scold me for anything.
im scared to disappoint them.
but yet, i know if i promote, i dont think i'll be ready to take on A's.
like what yeeleen said, its the A's thats the most important.
no point promoting and flunking your A's.
i agree.
but yet, i do not want toretain.
i dont know if my family will start restricting me.
and im someone who cant abide by rules
or someone obedient.
and im defo not someone who can stand having her freedom discounted.
well, so now what.
i havent studied the whole year.
i know nothing.
no foundation.
zero shit.
no shit.
nothing.
empty.
tell me, who will not be scared.
and i smartly take h2 geog when i never even take geog before.
i have been procrastinating.
like marc said, i said that i would study in june
how time flies.
its already september.
promos are in less that a month.
everybodys working their asses off.
and im still going out every single day.
i am scared but i just cant forgo the fun thats right in front of me.
can i.
omg, i really do hate myself.
i
am
destroying
myself.
shit shit shit. shit shit shit. omg.
sighs. i wish im someone who can play hard and study hard.
im but some retard who just plays and eats and sleeps.
i think im pretty useless sometimes.
i cant be of any help in anything actually.
i can, to help you finish your food maybe.
people have to do my work for me.
i have to copy my work.
i owe tonnes of work.
i skip school like nobody's business.
and i know my family really believes in me.
they know that i play and play and play.
but they think that i know my limits.
they think that i know when to stop.
and when to do what.
i think i used to know.
but now, no longer.
ive lost it all.
im now, just really someone who is useless and
who just knows how to enjoy myself.
pathetic huh.
i dont want to let anyone down, especially my family.
i dont want to be the one they trust and turns out to be a major flop.
i dont want to be the useless girl who just knows how to play.
i dont want to disappoint anyone.
you know, when you know what youre capable of.
and when everyone else knows what youre capable of.
and youre not living up to your capability.
youre throwing your talent or gift away.
youre being a bigfatdisappointment.
youre being someone not appreciative.
ohdamn. ive heard so much and i know. i know. i know.
i know what i have to do.
but you know its just so hard,
"arent you scared of retaining?"
i hear this sentence more often than you'll say "im hungry"
yes i am scared. i am terribly horribly awfully scared.
but i just cant.
i just cant.
get down to it.
i feel like such a loser.
why cant i just be a freaking nerd.
in that way, i wont spend money cause i do not have a social life.
and i will always stay at home and be a good girl
and i'll study until i score straight A's.
im happy the way i am.
i really am.
except for the fact that theres exams.
and the fact that i have to sit for them.
screw the education system.
screw exams.
or maybe its just me.
cause so many other people can study.
so why cant i?
maybe cause i suck.
maybe cause ..
i dont know.
its just me.
and its just the way i work.
and its just ..
this whole post makes no sense.
i am just bloody contradicting myself.
..
I AM GOING TO STUDY TOMORROW.
AND I SWEAR THAT I WILL NOT ASK ANYONE ALONG.
AND I AM GOING TO FINISH 3 CHAPTERS OF BIO.
I CAN DO THIS.
I CAN.
it helps alot when you have amazing friends who say :
" you study? wah i almost choke on my water when i read your msg"
"you cannot study wan lah. forget it"
"the day you study will be the day pigs fly"
omg, how encouraging.
hahah retarded friends. but yet, theyre the ones who know me best and the ones who are always there and the ones whom i love.
whatever it is, i know i have a whole lot of people behind me.
keep reminding and asking me to study okay.
do not ask me out to play.
do not ask me out to study also.
cause i'll end up talking to you all the way.
trust me, i will.
from now onwards, im gonna be a full-time nerd.
no more shopping.
no more clubbing.
no more playing.
no more coming home late.
no more being on the computer.
no more tv.
no more stoning.
no more skipping school.
no more being lazy.
my resolutions for the next three weeks.
I WILL GET THRU THIS.
I WILL.
AND THEN I'LL PLAY LIKE A MAD WOMAN AFTER PROMOS.
wait for me friends.
soon, i'll party will yall again.
i cant wait.
but first, i must get thru this shit.
I MUST. I CAN. I WILL.
okay, i feel so much better now.
motivate me friends.
you can offer me tuition (:
your friend here knows zilch bout everything
and she has no tutors.
so kindly offer your help doods.
hahah. okay. im gonna turn on the nerd engine.
fire up, lets go!
study hard everyone!
HAHAHAHAHA i seriously wonder if i can make it.
oh boy, i how suck.
hahah im gonna go off now.
g'bye peeps.
taas.
have a good time muggin' yo.
im gonna be a m-u-g-g-e-r.
taas.
"if everyone says that you can, you can. you have everyone's affirmation. dont bring yourself down. cause youre much more capable than this. much much more. and you know it"
and before school even ended, i was already in holiday mood.
alright, reality check.
ive never not been in holiday mood, have i.
honestly, im quite scared.
im afraid that i wont be able to promote.
staying back a year has its pros and cons.
there are reasons why i would want to stay another year in j1.
but there are reaons why i want to promote too.
i used to think that retaining is no big deal.
and since jc's only two years,
no harm staying another year.
but frankly speaking,
i hate the idea that im in jc.
i wanted to go to a poly quite badly.
but look where i am now,
stuck in a place where actually
i dont quite like.
sucks right.
i also say.
and if i dont promoto
..
ohmygod.
i think for once in my whole life.
im gonna get shit from my family.
i think they think that im a good girl.
i think they think that i'll study when i have to
thats why they never said anything when i fail.
they never ever did give me curfews or scold me for anything.
im scared to disappoint them.
but yet, i know if i promote, i dont think i'll be ready to take on A's.
like what yeeleen said, its the A's thats the most important.
no point promoting and flunking your A's.
i agree.
but yet, i do not want toretain.
i dont know if my family will start restricting me.
and im someone who cant abide by rules
or someone obedient.
and im defo not someone who can stand having her freedom discounted.
well, so now what.
i havent studied the whole year.
i know nothing.
no foundation.
zero shit.
no shit.
nothing.
empty.
tell me, who will not be scared.
and i smartly take h2 geog when i never even take geog before.
i have been procrastinating.
like marc said, i said that i would study in june
how time flies.
its already september.
promos are in less that a month.
everybodys working their asses off.
and im still going out every single day.
i am scared but i just cant forgo the fun thats right in front of me.
can i.
omg, i really do hate myself.
i
am
destroying
myself.
shit shit shit. shit shit shit. omg.
sighs. i wish im someone who can play hard and study hard.
im but some retard who just plays and eats and sleeps.
i think im pretty useless sometimes.
i cant be of any help in anything actually.
i can, to help you finish your food maybe.
people have to do my work for me.
i have to copy my work.
i owe tonnes of work.
i skip school like nobody's business.
and i know my family really believes in me.
they know that i play and play and play.
but they think that i know my limits.
they think that i know when to stop.
and when to do what.
i think i used to know.
but now, no longer.
ive lost it all.
im now, just really someone who is useless and
who just knows how to enjoy myself.
pathetic huh.
i dont want to let anyone down, especially my family.
i dont want to be the one they trust and turns out to be a major flop.
i dont want to be the useless girl who just knows how to play.
i dont want to disappoint anyone.
you know, when you know what youre capable of.
and when everyone else knows what youre capable of.
and youre not living up to your capability.
youre throwing your talent or gift away.
youre being a bigfatdisappointment.
youre being someone not appreciative.
ohdamn. ive heard so much and i know. i know. i know.
i know what i have to do.
but you know its just so hard,
"arent you scared of retaining?"
i hear this sentence more often than you'll say "im hungry"
yes i am scared. i am terribly horribly awfully scared.
but i just cant.
i just cant.
get down to it.
i feel like such a loser.
why cant i just be a freaking nerd.
in that way, i wont spend money cause i do not have a social life.
and i will always stay at home and be a good girl
and i'll study until i score straight A's.
im happy the way i am.
i really am.
except for the fact that theres exams.
and the fact that i have to sit for them.
screw the education system.
screw exams.
or maybe its just me.
cause so many other people can study.
so why cant i?
maybe cause i suck.
maybe cause ..
i dont know.
its just me.
and its just the way i work.
and its just ..
this whole post makes no sense.
i am just bloody contradicting myself.
..
I AM GOING TO STUDY TOMORROW.
AND I SWEAR THAT I WILL NOT ASK ANYONE ALONG.
AND I AM GOING TO FINISH 3 CHAPTERS OF BIO.
I CAN DO THIS.
I CAN.
it helps alot when you have amazing friends who say :
" you study? wah i almost choke on my water when i read your msg"
"you cannot study wan lah. forget it"
"the day you study will be the day pigs fly"
omg, how encouraging.
hahah retarded friends. but yet, theyre the ones who know me best and the ones who are always there and the ones whom i love.
whatever it is, i know i have a whole lot of people behind me.
keep reminding and asking me to study okay.
do not ask me out to play.
do not ask me out to study also.
cause i'll end up talking to you all the way.
trust me, i will.
from now onwards, im gonna be a full-time nerd.
no more shopping.
no more clubbing.
no more playing.
no more coming home late.
no more being on the computer.
no more tv.
no more stoning.
no more skipping school.
no more being lazy.
my resolutions for the next three weeks.
I WILL GET THRU THIS.
I WILL.
AND THEN I'LL PLAY LIKE A MAD WOMAN AFTER PROMOS.
wait for me friends.
soon, i'll party will yall again.
i cant wait.
but first, i must get thru this shit.
I MUST. I CAN. I WILL.
okay, i feel so much better now.
motivate me friends.
you can offer me tuition (:
your friend here knows zilch bout everything
and she has no tutors.
so kindly offer your help doods.
hahah. okay. im gonna turn on the nerd engine.
fire up, lets go!
study hard everyone!
HAHAHAHAHA i seriously wonder if i can make it.
oh boy, i how suck.
hahah im gonna go off now.
g'bye peeps.
taas.
have a good time muggin' yo.
im gonna be a m-u-g-g-e-r.
taas.
"if everyone says that you can, you can. you have everyone's affirmation. dont bring yourself down. cause youre much more capable than this. much much more. and you know it"
Friday, September 07, 2007
I HATE ALL ELECTRONIC GADGETS.
there are always new designs. BUT, the designs dont often come with the desired functions. just like ipods. i want the new red nano. BUT, its so wide and so rounded. and THE MEMORY IS SO SMALL. the classic's memory is good. BUT I DONT WANT WHITE OR BLACK. omg sucks. and phones, i dont know what phone to get. i wanted the s500 or something. BUT, the functions are not veh good. i wanted N76. then the uncle said that it gives lotsa problems.
AND the WORST thing is. the ELECTRONIC GADGETS DO NOT LAST FOREVER. they always need upgrading, servicing. cause they always spoil!
boo. electronic gadgets. boo you to the infinity to the max.
-
alright apart from that exaggerated response over the new ipods and a new phone. my week's been awesome (: (: and anyway my phone is spoilt. i mentioned it right? today, my 7200 was so screwed up i had to use a 8310. omg omg 8310. thats like four years ago. black and white man. coolbeanz. yeah my ass. tsk.
last night at zouk was alright. the first part was so bad. i was so frustrated and angry. i spent half my life trying to get out of zouk and i refused to go back in. hah. oh yeah you know i travelled from home at 9 plus pm to jurong east to home to bukit merah to zouk to cheekys to zouk to cheekys to zouk to hongkong cafe to bukit merah to home. and i reached home at 7.40 this morning. HWWOAHHHH right. i also think so. hahah. well. last night was alright. i still like cheekys more. cause there arent so many TKPs. gross. i felt.. !@$#$$%^. the second trip to zouk was so much more fun. but gross.. all in all, i had fun i guess. hahah.
okay i'll blog about my week soon. im pretty lazy. i just wanted to comment that electronic gadgets suck. HAHAH. anyway jean ng how cool. she how fly. i love her i love her i love her. she rocksssss sewwwiously. nobaaarddy beats her. NOHBARDY! ahahah. i sound so crazy. i sound so high. i think ive gotta sleep soon. if not, i'll wake up at like five pm again tomorrow. hahah.
hahah and i just ate crabs. so nice. and sometimes i scare myself with the amount i eat -_-" HAHAH thats quite stupid right. but its true. and sometimes i scare myself with how much i sleep and play. HAHAH. okay the latter was a lie. and my blog's so wordy with no peektures. hahah sorwwiiess. i'll upload them soon. when i feel like it. hahah. im kinda lazy. and im lazy everyday. so. HAHAH. maybe have to wait quite long. tomorrow everybody has to like go and do the open house thing. hahah but not me! i can laze in bed till anytime i want. HAHAH. LOSER JZ :D
alright. taas peeps.
P.S: i love jean ng (:
; Tonight feels right like I'm dancing on air.
there are always new designs. BUT, the designs dont often come with the desired functions. just like ipods. i want the new red nano. BUT, its so wide and so rounded. and THE MEMORY IS SO SMALL. the classic's memory is good. BUT I DONT WANT WHITE OR BLACK. omg sucks. and phones, i dont know what phone to get. i wanted the s500 or something. BUT, the functions are not veh good. i wanted N76. then the uncle said that it gives lotsa problems.
AND the WORST thing is. the ELECTRONIC GADGETS DO NOT LAST FOREVER. they always need upgrading, servicing. cause they always spoil!
boo. electronic gadgets. boo you to the infinity to the max.
-
alright apart from that exaggerated response over the new ipods and a new phone. my week's been awesome (: (: and anyway my phone is spoilt. i mentioned it right? today, my 7200 was so screwed up i had to use a 8310. omg omg 8310. thats like four years ago. black and white man. coolbeanz. yeah my ass. tsk.
last night at zouk was alright. the first part was so bad. i was so frustrated and angry. i spent half my life trying to get out of zouk and i refused to go back in. hah. oh yeah you know i travelled from home at 9 plus pm to jurong east to home to bukit merah to zouk to cheekys to zouk to cheekys to zouk to hongkong cafe to bukit merah to home. and i reached home at 7.40 this morning. HWWOAHHHH right. i also think so. hahah. well. last night was alright. i still like cheekys more. cause there arent so many TKPs. gross. i felt.. !@$#$$%^. the second trip to zouk was so much more fun. but gross.. all in all, i had fun i guess. hahah.
okay i'll blog about my week soon. im pretty lazy. i just wanted to comment that electronic gadgets suck. HAHAH. anyway jean ng how cool. she how fly. i love her i love her i love her. she rocksssss sewwwiously. nobaaarddy beats her. NOHBARDY! ahahah. i sound so crazy. i sound so high. i think ive gotta sleep soon. if not, i'll wake up at like five pm again tomorrow. hahah.
hahah and i just ate crabs. so nice. and sometimes i scare myself with the amount i eat -_-" HAHAH thats quite stupid right. but its true. and sometimes i scare myself with how much i sleep and play. HAHAH. okay the latter was a lie. and my blog's so wordy with no peektures. hahah sorwwiiess. i'll upload them soon. when i feel like it. hahah. im kinda lazy. and im lazy everyday. so. HAHAH. maybe have to wait quite long. tomorrow everybody has to like go and do the open house thing. hahah but not me! i can laze in bed till anytime i want. HAHAH. LOSER JZ :D
alright. taas peeps.
P.S: i love jean ng (:
; Tonight feels right like I'm dancing on air.
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
hellooooo.
i just woke up not too long ago.
and i ate my breakfast already. HAHAH. like five minutes ago. alright, im gonna bloggg now (:
FRIDAYYYY- 31st august
i went to marina bay to meet the 6.1 peeps. then we headed to the steamboat place. hahah i ate alot. and i wasnt full. but i was just too lazy to cook. hahah the prawns and crabs were the highlights of the day. hahah cause they were alive. so when we tried to cook them, they moved, they jumped, and a prawn somersaulted. but that wasnt the funniest. HAHAH. the prawn that zheyuan placed on the bbq part actually flew out and landed in front of him. HAHAHAHAH omg, it was hell funny lah. hahah. and the crabs, tho they were chopped into halves were still moving. hahah quite scary right. hahah the people present were junjie darcie xiaowei cedrictan zheyuan madeline qiuhui qiuping jiande and me. hahah after dinner, we went to play arcade! hahah it was fun. then i went home ): my phone actually DIED on me. and its not the batt. its SPOILT. omg, YES AGAIN. damn phone !@$$%$^%^ then i was like uncontactable and i couldnt contact people. i was supposed to go clubbing with matthias they all. in the end, i cancelled out. meow. so i came home. then i dont know why i was thinking bout some stuff and i felt sad. but like after a while, i was okay again (: hahah. no point being saddddd right.
SATURDAY- 1st sept.
went down to nie early in the morning with lizhen ahma! hahah the cdiv was having their pess carnival. hahah. hmm, so yeah we went back at twelve plus. went to jp macs for lunch with lizhen natalie and maisie. then i went home after that. came home, slept for like 2 hours. then got up and went for dinner at thai village restaurant. HAPPY BIRTHDAY RETARD! okay, its my mums birthday. HAHAH. we ate alot. sharksfin fish chicken blahblah. and i still ate dessert. hahah. the total bill for like 4.5 people(my brother is half) HAHAHAHAH. is like 467 bucks or something. and i wasnt even full. hahah so uncle drove my grandma and bro home. they knew that i had to wake up veh early the next day so they asked me to go back and rest cause i wanted to go out. so i decided to go home and rest when my uncle said "so where do i drop you?" RETARDED RIGHT. hahah ask me go home then want to fetch me. hahah. then i tell you. i swear he and my mum are damn bad lah! they dont wanna fetch me home. then dont wannt give me keys! i forgot to bring. and their reactions are really simultaneous. i say i got no keys then both laughed and said "I DONT KNOW" pianggxzxz. hahah really brother and sisters. both asses! hahah. so uncle dropped me at commonwealth at near 9pm. and i went to great world. bought a top while waiting for jz that slowie. hahah.
so ugly came. then we wanted to play arcade. but we walked past vientai, and my veh veh sharp eyes saw a picture of mango sticky rice. so we went in to eat. mango sticky rice and soft shell crab. piangsxzx, waste money lah. its nothing compared to thai express's. tsk. then we went to play arcade. the fighting game was fun. play until my hands were aching. hahah. so, spent quite alot of money there. we were looking at hamsters and i miss my hamster! ): i wanna have one again.. hmmm. then we wanted to catch a movie. but we dint. went to tcc. had oreo milkshake. and i was damnit hungry. i was like... i dont know why im so hungry. and not say i didnt eat dinner. so we had a pretty good time at tcc. talking and everything. hahah and OMG SHE DID SOMETHING FREAKING FUNNY. we laughed so loudly that everyone stared at us. HAHAH. but its not funny if i say it out here. hahahah shit its damnit funny! hahah. so according to jz,
"Kim found her principles to life- Eat, Sleep and Have Fun! And she's living up to it so well.."
HAHAHAHAH. retarded right. so we left at one plus. she waited with me for my NR. thanks man! hahah then i got home. and bathed and slept.
SUNDAY- 2nd sept
woke up at 7.45. was like late. cabbed down to NIE. the bdiv had their pess. so hmmm, we left at 12 plus. sheep called and asked me to go study. i was like..... i'm damn tired i wanna sleep and i dont wanna go. HAHAH. and i went home. came home slept for a few hours then i went to meet celeste at valleypoint. timhan and sheep were supposed to be there but they disappeared. hahah. so i reached at like 6. alliance and i talked for so long, we didnt do shit. and i was eating my burger. till seven. HAHAHAHA. then sheep came. then i finally began to do something. 6 pages of bio. HAHAHAH. then we went to zion. sheep walked us there and left. then alliance and i ate dinner. then we went to greatworld. ate icecream. wanted to play arcade. but closed already -_-" no movies also. tsk. so we went to mccafe. and it was closing. then we went to tcc. closing also. !@$#%%^^&^. then we went to macs and sat there. they say close at 1. BLUFF PEOPLE. 11.30 they were like closing already. did six pages of bio there and went home. -_-"
MONDAY- 3rd sept.
woke up at twelve plus. then went with warrick to the army open house. dont ask me why i agreed to go with him -_-" hahah there was nothing much to see or do there actually. the fun stuff all had longgg queues. we spent like 2 hours there and i had to leave. trained down to toapayoh. met up with christina and jasmin. went to toapayoh sports hall for the fivenations thing. saw natalie and aileen. met up with viv. so watched the match between singapore and canada. i would think that singapore was stronger last year. lixiang and huiyan both cant play. so poor thing lah. hope they'll be well soon. singapore won. then it was the match between T&T and sri lanka. omg, T&T were like superrrrrr good! i like the way they play. the GoalAttack is my idol! she how cool! hahah. the GoalKeeper and GoalDefence also. hahah coolbeanzzz. so after the game, viv went off for awhile. then jasmin christina and i went to orchard to MEET JACLYN. and she left with her friends. WHAT DEHHHHH. suck lah you! ahah. so we went to hongkong cafe, and viv came. HAHAH the last time, the four of us were there also! so i ate alot. HAHAH. I ATE FRIED NOODLES WITH SPICY PORK, ICE HK TEHPING, BUTTER SUGAR TOAST, KAYA BUTTER TOAST AND THE HALF-BOILED EGGS. HAHAHAHAH i felt damn pig lah. but damn happy. next time i'll eat the mango snowy mountain. nice! UGLY, I BRING YOU EAT NEXT TIME OKAY. hahah
so then we walked to wheelock. cause shah and weiarng were there. walked there. met up for like five minutes. did no shit. and we walked back to cine. went to play pool. then caught 1408 at 1.45. the show is like ......... i dont think its good. you have to be damn observant and analytical to understand the story. hahah i got the story eh. i smart right. HAHAH kidding. i dont think its veh nice lah. the point is that the room, actually lets you relive the painful memories of your life. thats why alot of people committed suicide in the room. and theres like no way you can escape. a few funny parts here and there. there was suspense too. so. hah. rating 3/5. HAHAH. i like some critic.
so then after that, we cabbed home. the cab driver was damn nice. he was like waiting for me to go into the lift before he drives off. but i didnt get into the lift cause it was spoilt. i was like... alone and helpless. luckily some uncle came down and i could take the working lift up. damn the spoilt lift. hah. came home. showered and slept. till around four. hahah. i dont know whether i should go and watch five nations laterrrr. tskkkk. should i should i, im lazy to get out.
AND I SERIOUSLY NEED TO STUDY.
but its all talk no action yet again. tsk. i hate myself.
hahah dont care dont care. okay. i think im going later. HAHAH. shit lah. im damn idiotic.
hahah i know im like so dead. but yet, i have a happy life. HAHAH. im having fun and im happy. i get to eat and sleep and play! isnt that what life is about? hahah shit. i cant wait for after promos. but i cant even get there.
i really gotta studddyyyy. tomorrow! shall be the day i study! okay maybe not. im going zouk at night. and theres five nations on thurs and fri also. and theres stuff on this weekend. there goes my holiday. boo. i hate it. holidays pass too quickly. they should have like 100 hours a day. or a six months holiday. and six months of school or something. if theres no school, even better. tsk.
alright, i guess im going off now. taas peepsss.
; As I rearrange the songs again, This mix could burn a hole in anyone
i just woke up not too long ago.
and i ate my breakfast already. HAHAH. like five minutes ago. alright, im gonna bloggg now (:
FRIDAYYYY- 31st august
i went to marina bay to meet the 6.1 peeps. then we headed to the steamboat place. hahah i ate alot. and i wasnt full. but i was just too lazy to cook. hahah the prawns and crabs were the highlights of the day. hahah cause they were alive. so when we tried to cook them, they moved, they jumped, and a prawn somersaulted. but that wasnt the funniest. HAHAH. the prawn that zheyuan placed on the bbq part actually flew out and landed in front of him. HAHAHAHAH omg, it was hell funny lah. hahah. and the crabs, tho they were chopped into halves were still moving. hahah quite scary right. hahah the people present were junjie darcie xiaowei cedrictan zheyuan madeline qiuhui qiuping jiande and me. hahah after dinner, we went to play arcade! hahah it was fun. then i went home ): my phone actually DIED on me. and its not the batt. its SPOILT. omg, YES AGAIN. damn phone !@$$%$^%^ then i was like uncontactable and i couldnt contact people. i was supposed to go clubbing with matthias they all. in the end, i cancelled out. meow. so i came home. then i dont know why i was thinking bout some stuff and i felt sad. but like after a while, i was okay again (: hahah. no point being saddddd right.
SATURDAY- 1st sept.
went down to nie early in the morning with lizhen ahma! hahah the cdiv was having their pess carnival. hahah. hmm, so yeah we went back at twelve plus. went to jp macs for lunch with lizhen natalie and maisie. then i went home after that. came home, slept for like 2 hours. then got up and went for dinner at thai village restaurant. HAPPY BIRTHDAY RETARD! okay, its my mums birthday. HAHAH. we ate alot. sharksfin fish chicken blahblah. and i still ate dessert. hahah. the total bill for like 4.5 people(my brother is half) HAHAHAHAH. is like 467 bucks or something. and i wasnt even full. hahah so uncle drove my grandma and bro home. they knew that i had to wake up veh early the next day so they asked me to go back and rest cause i wanted to go out. so i decided to go home and rest when my uncle said "so where do i drop you?" RETARDED RIGHT. hahah ask me go home then want to fetch me. hahah. then i tell you. i swear he and my mum are damn bad lah! they dont wanna fetch me home. then dont wannt give me keys! i forgot to bring. and their reactions are really simultaneous. i say i got no keys then both laughed and said "I DONT KNOW" pianggxzxz. hahah really brother and sisters. both asses! hahah. so uncle dropped me at commonwealth at near 9pm. and i went to great world. bought a top while waiting for jz that slowie. hahah.
so ugly came. then we wanted to play arcade. but we walked past vientai, and my veh veh sharp eyes saw a picture of mango sticky rice. so we went in to eat. mango sticky rice and soft shell crab. piangsxzx, waste money lah. its nothing compared to thai express's. tsk. then we went to play arcade. the fighting game was fun. play until my hands were aching. hahah. so, spent quite alot of money there. we were looking at hamsters and i miss my hamster! ): i wanna have one again.. hmmm. then we wanted to catch a movie. but we dint. went to tcc. had oreo milkshake. and i was damnit hungry. i was like... i dont know why im so hungry. and not say i didnt eat dinner. so we had a pretty good time at tcc. talking and everything. hahah and OMG SHE DID SOMETHING FREAKING FUNNY. we laughed so loudly that everyone stared at us. HAHAH. but its not funny if i say it out here. hahahah shit its damnit funny! hahah. so according to jz,
"Kim found her principles to life- Eat, Sleep and Have Fun! And she's living up to it so well.."
HAHAHAHAH. retarded right. so we left at one plus. she waited with me for my NR. thanks man! hahah then i got home. and bathed and slept.
SUNDAY- 2nd sept
woke up at 7.45. was like late. cabbed down to NIE. the bdiv had their pess. so hmmm, we left at 12 plus. sheep called and asked me to go study. i was like..... i'm damn tired i wanna sleep and i dont wanna go. HAHAH. and i went home. came home slept for a few hours then i went to meet celeste at valleypoint. timhan and sheep were supposed to be there but they disappeared. hahah. so i reached at like 6. alliance and i talked for so long, we didnt do shit. and i was eating my burger. till seven. HAHAHAHA. then sheep came. then i finally began to do something. 6 pages of bio. HAHAHAH. then we went to zion. sheep walked us there and left. then alliance and i ate dinner. then we went to greatworld. ate icecream. wanted to play arcade. but closed already -_-" no movies also. tsk. so we went to mccafe. and it was closing. then we went to tcc. closing also. !@$#%%^^&^. then we went to macs and sat there. they say close at 1. BLUFF PEOPLE. 11.30 they were like closing already. did six pages of bio there and went home. -_-"
MONDAY- 3rd sept.
woke up at twelve plus. then went with warrick to the army open house. dont ask me why i agreed to go with him -_-" hahah there was nothing much to see or do there actually. the fun stuff all had longgg queues. we spent like 2 hours there and i had to leave. trained down to toapayoh. met up with christina and jasmin. went to toapayoh sports hall for the fivenations thing. saw natalie and aileen. met up with viv. so watched the match between singapore and canada. i would think that singapore was stronger last year. lixiang and huiyan both cant play. so poor thing lah. hope they'll be well soon. singapore won. then it was the match between T&T and sri lanka. omg, T&T were like superrrrrr good! i like the way they play. the GoalAttack is my idol! she how cool! hahah. the GoalKeeper and GoalDefence also. hahah coolbeanzzz. so after the game, viv went off for awhile. then jasmin christina and i went to orchard to MEET JACLYN. and she left with her friends. WHAT DEHHHHH. suck lah you! ahah. so we went to hongkong cafe, and viv came. HAHAH the last time, the four of us were there also! so i ate alot. HAHAH. I ATE FRIED NOODLES WITH SPICY PORK, ICE HK TEHPING, BUTTER SUGAR TOAST, KAYA BUTTER TOAST AND THE HALF-BOILED EGGS. HAHAHAHAH i felt damn pig lah. but damn happy. next time i'll eat the mango snowy mountain. nice! UGLY, I BRING YOU EAT NEXT TIME OKAY. hahah
so then we walked to wheelock. cause shah and weiarng were there. walked there. met up for like five minutes. did no shit. and we walked back to cine. went to play pool. then caught 1408 at 1.45. the show is like ......... i dont think its good. you have to be damn observant and analytical to understand the story. hahah i got the story eh. i smart right. HAHAH kidding. i dont think its veh nice lah. the point is that the room, actually lets you relive the painful memories of your life. thats why alot of people committed suicide in the room. and theres like no way you can escape. a few funny parts here and there. there was suspense too. so. hah. rating 3/5. HAHAH. i like some critic.
so then after that, we cabbed home. the cab driver was damn nice. he was like waiting for me to go into the lift before he drives off. but i didnt get into the lift cause it was spoilt. i was like... alone and helpless. luckily some uncle came down and i could take the working lift up. damn the spoilt lift. hah. came home. showered and slept. till around four. hahah. i dont know whether i should go and watch five nations laterrrr. tskkkk. should i should i, im lazy to get out.
AND I SERIOUSLY NEED TO STUDY.
but its all talk no action yet again. tsk. i hate myself.
hahah dont care dont care. okay. i think im going later. HAHAH. shit lah. im damn idiotic.
hahah i know im like so dead. but yet, i have a happy life. HAHAH. im having fun and im happy. i get to eat and sleep and play! isnt that what life is about? hahah shit. i cant wait for after promos. but i cant even get there.
i really gotta studddyyyy. tomorrow! shall be the day i study! okay maybe not. im going zouk at night. and theres five nations on thurs and fri also. and theres stuff on this weekend. there goes my holiday. boo. i hate it. holidays pass too quickly. they should have like 100 hours a day. or a six months holiday. and six months of school or something. if theres no school, even better. tsk.
alright, i guess im going off now. taas peepsss.
; As I rearrange the songs again, This mix could burn a hole in anyone
Saturday, September 01, 2007
people change.
people change.
people change.
i hate the world.
they forget everything they once had, once they find something new.
they only turn back and look for you, when they lost that something new.
are these people not like the one that i dislike so much?
i suppose not.
but yet, its the name.
that name, that hold us(supposedly) together.
the worlds changing.
every second, every minute, every hour.
no one's waiting for you.
everyone's selfish and self centred.
everyone cares for themselves the most.
everyone.
how can people be like that.
two totally different sides.
like they say, you never know.
yes i agree, you never know when things will change.
when the worlds changing, youre abandoned.
all on your own, cause you aint changing.
you chose to stay the way you are cause you like it.
some people change without knowing it.
some people change till theyre beyond recognition.
so now, all you reading this post.
do you think that you've changed?
if yes, for the better or for the worse?
sometimes, its good to do some self-reflection.
cause you stay close to your inner self.
your true self.
whats the point of becoming prettier or hotter day by day,
and inside youre rotting away?
whats the point of being the best,
when your heart cant pass God's test?
humans.
humans.
humans.
complicated beings that cannot be fully understood.
and why should i even bother bout these stuff.
i can complain and rant to the world that theyre such bastards or bitches or whatever.
i can tell everyone that they suck and theyre mean and they only care bout themselves.
but whats the point of all these?
like they say, true friends are like gold, thats purified by fire.
how many of your friends can go thru every shit with you?
count yourself lucky if you have even one.
cause some people do not have.
for myself, i know i have this whole lot of people whom i can go thru every shit with.
and i really thank God for each and everyone of them.
and i must say that i am really really extremely lucky to have them.
i know it seems ridiculous to say that you have a bunch of bestfriends.
but i do.
i do.
to the sixteen of you, whom i wont name out.
thanks for everything.
and no matter what changes,
i'll still love yall.
it takes forgiveness and grace, to save.
alright, i feel much better now.
at least i am sure of who i am.
at least i am sure of what i am doing.
at least i know what i have to do.
at least i know ...
p.s: i do not know what im talking about. and please do not take what i have typed to heart. cause many a time, an upset heart speaks nothing but gibberish.
g'night peeps.
taas.
...
people change.
people change.
i hate the world.
they forget everything they once had, once they find something new.
they only turn back and look for you, when they lost that something new.
are these people not like the one that i dislike so much?
i suppose not.
but yet, its the name.
that name, that hold us(supposedly) together.
the worlds changing.
every second, every minute, every hour.
no one's waiting for you.
everyone's selfish and self centred.
everyone cares for themselves the most.
everyone.
how can people be like that.
two totally different sides.
like they say, you never know.
yes i agree, you never know when things will change.
when the worlds changing, youre abandoned.
all on your own, cause you aint changing.
you chose to stay the way you are cause you like it.
some people change without knowing it.
some people change till theyre beyond recognition.
so now, all you reading this post.
do you think that you've changed?
if yes, for the better or for the worse?
sometimes, its good to do some self-reflection.
cause you stay close to your inner self.
your true self.
whats the point of becoming prettier or hotter day by day,
and inside youre rotting away?
whats the point of being the best,
when your heart cant pass God's test?
humans.
humans.
humans.
complicated beings that cannot be fully understood.
and why should i even bother bout these stuff.
i can complain and rant to the world that theyre such bastards or bitches or whatever.
i can tell everyone that they suck and theyre mean and they only care bout themselves.
but whats the point of all these?
like they say, true friends are like gold, thats purified by fire.
how many of your friends can go thru every shit with you?
count yourself lucky if you have even one.
cause some people do not have.
for myself, i know i have this whole lot of people whom i can go thru every shit with.
and i really thank God for each and everyone of them.
and i must say that i am really really extremely lucky to have them.
i know it seems ridiculous to say that you have a bunch of bestfriends.
but i do.
i do.
to the sixteen of you, whom i wont name out.
thanks for everything.
and no matter what changes,
i'll still love yall.
it takes forgiveness and grace, to save.
alright, i feel much better now.
at least i am sure of who i am.
at least i am sure of what i am doing.
at least i know what i have to do.
at least i know ...
p.s: i do not know what im talking about. and please do not take what i have typed to heart. cause many a time, an upset heart speaks nothing but gibberish.
g'night peeps.
taas.
...
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