it wasnt all that great...
till i saw yeeleen, xinyi and the jj team :D

it wasnt that fantastic. till i went to dinner with reena, jiazhi, shu and cel. and senior xianwei and vivian. i had tonnes of fun i must say :D we laughed a hell lot. tonnes of funny stuff happened. all the jagging and all. our luohan and stingray stories :D HAHAH. im lazy to say nowww. hahah. but i love the four of them :D :D

> praying mantis! tho i always bully you, you know i still love you right! assface! :D hahah. tip for being ugly! HAHAH.

(:

i gotta wake up at 5.30 tomorrow ): ): butttt, i'll get to seeeee wonderful people! :D hokay, i am a happy girl(: at least, i'll try to be. hah


; when that memory slips away, there will be a better view from here

"its not that youre not skilled. in fact, youre a very skilled player. but we feel that we cant get enough commitment from you. we want players who can give us full commitment, especially the j1s. cause theyre gonna be with us for another year."

YEAH.

I BLOODY HAVE NO COMMITMENT.

mummy just called. shes so cute i swear. she feels sad for me. HAHAH. shes thinking of all kinda methods to help but apparently they wont work. like what, emailing the teacher? HAHAH. but well, thanks mummy (:

you know i really wanna get into sneakers. but it aint possible. mr goh wanted to take me in base on my performance in adiv. and i cant even bloody play in adiv. bloody hell. fruck. @#@&()(**^#$##@^^* i guess i'll just lose touch of netball for the rest of my life. well, freakit.

well, i guess im just pathetic.

but well like i always said, i have great friends and a wonderful family.

-

i watched two hundred pound beauty today. its a damn nice show. funny and touching. i cried know! hahah.

dinner and all was great fun. i had alot of fun today :D

will blog in detail soon. maybe tomorrow night or something.

tomorrows gonna be a great day :D

> panpan! thanks for lending me your ipod! (:

-

met reena on the way back. talked about this whole unfair shit and all. about this and that. well, it made me really upset again. ugh. its so damn bloody unfair. #$%$^ it made me just wanna break down right there. but i know, im stronger than that. i am i am i am.

"nothings fair. definitely not life"

> all my friends. heyy guys. i havent exactly been really okay. and i may just be in a damn lousy mood or something. i may be mean or nasty or anti social or emo or whatever. and you know, maybe you guys shouldnt give a shit bout me. like seriously. but anyhows, thanks for caring yupp.

this is a rough patch. it is. and its so damnit rough.

; when the stars go blue

okay okay kim, time to get over it.

thank you kennedy my ex girlfriend(see, big big for you eh) thank you jeremy tan my panpan, thank you sheranne wong my tweety, thank you dricee my bloody sister, thank you ven, thank you elis larling, thank you emma love.

and thank you jem, jacq, jac, yao, chark and jiazhi again (:

and thank you much much marcmarc :D

hello peopleee, thanks for everything. thanks for never forsaking me. thanks for never failing to make me smile, thanks for never giving up on me, thanks for caring about me, thanks for picking me up, thanks for being a part of me, and thanks for being a friend. i love all of you, alot alot (: hahah you guys made me cry! cause you all are so so nice to me (: i dont think i deserve such great friends. and i really thank God for every single one of you :D

and lissa choo, or should i say lissa goh? hahah. thank you dear. you know its really amazing how you just sent me that message right before my training ended. and i got to see it right after training?

"praying that you'll be filled with God's strength to overcome your trials. ...."

it struck me really hard. maybe its really all part of God's plan. or should i say, it is. hah

im feeling much much better now.

> hi you, i do not hate you. and im not angry with you or anything. takecare. seeya around

> alliance, hello you my dear. i want you to stay happy always okay. i love you so much (:

> heyy chark, thanks for always showering me with love and concern and support. thanks for being the one there for me always and always. youre my special love <3.>

> hello jarold lim, hahah, tho i dont think you knew that i was down or whatever. but the chat with you really made me feel alot better. stop laughing you pandhi! eUu ArE tHe CuTeSt EhH. "i LuRbbeS EuU woRx" you know what i mean. HAHAH.

> mummy, i dont think you'll ever see this. but i have never really told you how appreciative i am of all that you have done for me. youre the best mum that anyone can ever have. thanks for everything okay. i love you.

> heyy uncle. thanks for the talk last night. like really thanks for being so supportive of me. i haven exactly been the best girl around and i know there are times when im just so naughty and disappointing. but well, thanks for everything.

> grandmaaaaa! hahah i know you so wont see this. but then, i just wanna tell you that i love you i love you i love you! :D youre the BEST (:

> hello daddy in heaven , thank you for all my friends. they are the most wonderful things that you have placed in my life. and as much as its tough going thru this period of time, im gonna get thru it. thanks for giving me lovely people to accompany me thru. and like what pan pan said, im just hitting a rough patch. everythings gonna get better.

> AC NETBALL TEAM. all the best guys (:

-

hello kim, youre stronger than this right.
come on, get yourself together.
stop crying you dumbass.
this isnt the end right.
this isnt everything.
you have much much more than just netball.
look at your friends, they are all there for you.
dont make them sad by being a loser.
come on, let me see you smile.
dry those tears and smile genuinely.
werent you always the one saying lame stuff
werent you always the one trying to cheer people up
werent you always the one happy
werent you always the one smiling and being retarded
werent you always the positive one
and arent you gonna be that way again
arent you gonna be stronger.
are you just gonna brood over this shit
no way right.
wake up you fool.

im feeling mega shitty right now.
i cried like some pangsai like seriously.
i feel so loserish or whatever.
so yeah, im not in the team.
all those "its so unexpected", "you stood a high chance" , "i thought you would have gotten in"or whatever, they dont change a thing.
i mean i really appreciate all those messages and all.
but you know at the end of it all, nothing changes.
its not that i feel sorry for myself not getting in or what.
i know im gonna sound like really mean or something.
but like seriously, i feel that some people do not even deserve the place.
like i can say with all my heart that all those girls that arent chosen ARE better than some of those chosen. like seriously. hate me if you want to. but like seriously.

i have never felt that things were so bloody unfair before in my entire life.
like i dont totally say that its not my fault.
yeah but im so sure that
its my damn bloody fault for being short
its my damn bloody fault that im not a shooter
-

but i know that
its my fault for losing passion
its my fault for not wanting it hard enough
its my fault for slacking off.
its my freaking shitass life.

not like im saying im all good and that i deserve a place or whatever. its just that i feel so upset that i lost the place to people whom i dont think are as good as i am. kill me sue me or whatever. call me bhb or say i think too highly of myself or whatever. but this is what i feel. i have never been so damn honest about it before.

so the point is, im not bloody in the team.
for the first time in my whole damn life.

i feel that youre such an unfair bitch.

i totally hate this. i wonder if anyone really understands how i feel.

like whatever whatever im still feeling mega shitty.

im just ranting and ranting and feeling sucky.
yah call me pathetic.

thanks grann, mum, uncle, marcmarc, jacq, jaclyn, christina, wenyao, xinyi, amanda, wanqi, jem, shuhui, cheryl lee, charkchark, jiazhi and celeste. and pandhi hamster.

i have never been so sad in a long time.
i thought this never mean much to me or never would mean much to me. and now that im not inside, i feel damn freaking sad. hah loser right. ohwell. im so gonna miss jiazhi celeste reena shuhui cheryl and pamcil

maybe only marc and jem understands totally. no, i know amanda understands.
amanda, now i really really know how you felt.

hello girls, i really do love you guys alot. i love some of you more than you guys ever will know. these few months had been really great. i really am thankful that i have gotten to know you guys. i definitely had much fun and i had really been happy hanging out with some of you. and i wish you guys all the best. tho i aint gonna stay, but memories stay yeah. maybe i havent been exactly the best friend or best team mate around but you guys had been great i must say. it really had been a joy being able to know some of you guys more than i ever thought that i would. you guys mean a heap load to me, really.

especially to jiazhi, cel, reena, shu, pam, cheryl, yini, shian, thank you guys.

well.
the bloody first time im not going to kallang.

i hate this.
"its okay to lose"
but not to people who arent better than you are.

well, that did bring back memories of the damai game. well, freak it.

blow me up for being mean.

call me the biggest sore loser on earth.

I said I wasn't gonna lose my head, but then
POP! Goes my heart.
I wasn't gonna fall in love again, but then
POP! Goes my heart.
And I just can't let you go,
I can't lose this feeling

i wanted to go to guthrie and have some time by myself. rah, but i just finished my pi. and then my printer pissed me off. stupid thing keep telling me no ink! i just put in a NEWWWNEWWWWW cartridge lah! pangsai. and now its raining. big booboo. the thunder is so intimidating. so loud for what. rah. bad mood bad mood.

i slept at 5am this morning. i thrashed panpan 17-3 in solitaire showdown (: hes depressed. okay maybe not, cause hes challenging me again now. HAHAH. never say die spirit! okay i lost badly to him in poker lah. soooo we are quits. but i didn lose THAT badly. HAH

jeremy. says:
the thunder dam soft here la.
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
cause
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
move here
jeremy. says:
o.o
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
scaryyyyy
jeremy. says:
lol
jeremy. says:
i give u 1 good idea
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
what
jeremy. says:
to protect urself from lightning
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
i shall close the window
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
wear rubber
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
HAHAHa
jeremy. says:
put ur beardy at the window
jeremy. says:
so strike ur beardy not u
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
WAHLAO
jeremy. says:
LOL
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
thats a damn bad idea hokay

im upset im upset ): i just took out the m&ms candy machine that someone special gave me. i happily went to clean it and then i brought out the whole load of m&ms. like five packets of m&ms, four tubes of mini m&ms, and 2 packets of chachas. theyre expired. except for the chachas. im damn sadddddddddd ): that time someone special gave me five packets and two tubes of m&ms. and all of them were expired except for one pack which i ate on the morning of chinese o's. rahhh ): i couldnt bear to eat them then theyre all expired. what the pong lah ): ):

i feel so crappy now. still gotta do the dumb gpp. i have a whole load of work to do. i doubt i'll do much. i feel like sleeping. i have to bring that lil rascal out for dinner later. i want some bubble tea and i want gummies.

> stop trying to impress me, it wont work.

; lets fly so high, will you come with me tonight

/edited.

just woke up not too long ago. i am in a very bad mood. okay maybe not, im just sad. like really sad.

MONDAY
so i went to school as per normal. i cant really remember what happened and stuff. like you know, the days are so long. all i know it, during lit class. i heard this girl calling this other girl kimberley. so i was like HMM.. then i went to ask that girl, who was sitting next to me, "whats your name" and she said kimberly. i told her im kimberley. HAHAH and guess whats her surname! YEOH! and mines YEO! so its like KIMBERLY YEOH AND KIMBERLEY YEO in the same class. COOL RIGHT. i bet you think its cool. HAHAH

and omg i just realised something. i thought i was charging my phone. i didnt even put the plug into my phone. HOW SMARTTTT.

so monday i skipped swim pe again. yays. so training was quite horrible. im lazy to say. it ended at like 9 plus. we would have seriously continued training till like midnight if charlotte didnt come and save our lives. and then maybe the suicide runs would have accumulated to 1000.

shian's dad fetched yini and i again. thanks. bubble tea-d with my bubble tea buddy again. came home. felt the NEED to blog about the four hundred suicide runs. hah.

TUESDAY
i went to school (: dont be surprised. hmm school went on and all. cedric was such an ass i swear. he made me run all over the place looking for a pe shirt for him and when i finally got one, he said that its bad wearing girl's stuff. i so wanted to just strangle him. hahah. and bio was really fun. we spent the whole time laughing with miss tang. HAHAH.

so after school, went with charkchark to cathay to free cone day. while waiting for a cab, i was eating and i wanted to throw the plastic bag away. so i saw SOOSBERT! hahah and i asked him to help me throw the plastic bag away. HAHAH THANK YOU SOOSBERT! hahah. it was damn funny. anyhows had choc fudge brownie (: then after that we walked over to plazasing to have subway. then we saw marc marc and jwong running. HAHHA. damn funny. so after chark and i finished, we walked over to cathay to find marc. nicky was there too. so chark and i walked around the whole place then we trained home.

i had alot alot alot of fun. i love my darling charkchark! :D

hahah and i learnt from chark, im a brave girl now! (:

oh and marc marc was so sweet! he said that he would bring alot of sweets for me so that i will have alot alot of energy to run my fourhundred suicides. hahah

WEDNESDAY
went to school. met dinosaur on the way. i havent seen him in like ten million years tho we are in the same school. tsk. hahah. and marcmarc gave me alot of sweets and chocs! :D THANK YOU! (: so the day went on and all. the lit lecturer is damn cute! i think the way he laughs is damn cute! HAHAH.

it was special special ian chang's birthay and there was some celebration thing for him but i wasnt able to go. well. training was alright. we all braced ourselves for the suicides but it didnt come. and that explains why im here, alive and typing.

so after training. i was walking out of school with the netties. i have to go a different way from all of them. so i saw my bus and i rannnnnnnnnn. then when i reached the bus stop, the bus was still at the traffic light. wahlao. hahah and i saw joel tan AGAIN! hahah.

THURSDAY
was late for school. cause it was raining then there was traffic jam. met ruixin and we chatted. it was quite funny cause we parted at the gates of ac cause hes a fairsian. hah. blah the day went on and stuff. i love gp lessons (: like really. pak and i were listening to music and i was doing my articles while the rest were marking the gp papers. hahah the class is always damn noisy during gp. and marcmarc happened to mark my paper. he helped me pass! like 25 on the dot (: THANKS DOOD. hahah. he was like "kim youre doing well! i think you'll pass" then he "okay maybe not. i didnt see the last two pages" HAHAH cause they were blankkkk. but in the end, smelly lil marc seah helped me pass! (:

so the whole day was pretty fun. marc marc and pak pak always make my day (: hah bio lecture was fun. i drew my Little Green Martian on marc's hand and mine. his had the head and mine had the body. so we joined them together. TRANSFORMERS! HAHAH so cute right! so after the lecture. marc was going out of the door and then his shirt got caught! then pak pushed him and marc's shirt tore. HAHAHAH. it was hilarious man.

so after the lecture. we went to meet miss tang at oldham wing. she gave us some cards. then yeah i went off to jj. saw the whole bunch of fairsians at the busstop. then met vanessa also. then i went in, met up with ven and panpan! (: then kong came also. jiayi was having pc and he waved to me while he was running! hahah funny boy!

so then xinyi and junjie came! ate lunch with them. i laughed till i nearly died. like i nearly had choc milkshake coming out of my nose. HAHAH KIDDING. i was drinking then junjie kept making me laugh lah! i have never quite gotten used to calling him junjie so i just continued calling him brother. hahha more comfortable that way (: so then i saw zhenfeng zheyuan cheewai and samir! all my primary school classmates! (: samir is still quite goodlooking ehhhh. tahah and he has the crumpler that i want to buy!

went over and talk to pan pan for quite some time. then his dad came to fetch him. bro went off for badminton. monkey and i talked and all. walked around the school and stuff. i super like their cafe! and they have this whole area which is damn new. quite cool eh their school. hah watched the badminton peeps do their warm up. hello tonny! (: tahah. theres this guy who talked to me, he said he was at ac for first three months and asked me bout this guy, whom i dont know. hahah.

so we left jj at about seven. came home. typed out my pi. and then i went to watch tv with my granny. fell asleep at around 9. tahah i think.

FRIDAY
went to school. i was late lah. i was damn angry! like it wasnt my fault! rah. the dm caught me for being late but then he got my story wrong! i didnt even understand what he was talking about. and he kept looking at my LGM! maybe cause lgm has three eyes. hahahah

so then the day went on and all. during one of the breaks. i was walking to the voiddeck with my class peeps. then we saw the pe teachers all getting ready to go out for a spin. so we were talking to them. i say that theyre so free! then mr ong was like "free? we are here till eight plus at night wan okay. okay lah. you worse. your one until ten." YEAH LAH EXACTLY. hahah.

then marcmarc was such an idiot. he went "okay. bye. dont choke on your milo beng tehbeng or kaya toast" then he went to sit in miss tang's class. then roberta tan went "DONT THINK YOU LOOK VERY CUTE WE DONT DARE TO SCOLD YOU AH" HAHAHHAHAHA it was damn funny lah! and miss tang asked me to take my LGM off! hahah NEVER. and then i was holding a pair of scissors for damn long. i wanted to cut marcs hair. HAHAH no lah! i was making a card for ianchang! im so nice lah! hahah (:

so yeah the day ended at 3.10. had lunch in the void deck with pak and marc. i ate waffle and mantou. and marc was quite fascinated by the mantou cause it is white and green. HAHAH. then he did some stupid stuff. he rolled the mantou, abit of it, into a ball. he put it in his nose. and it got stuck HAHAHHAHA. then he tried to get it out by sneezing. HAHHA. then he tried it again, this time he forced it out of his nose and tried to catch it with his mouth. HAHAHAHHAHAA i laughed till i teared. i nearly died laughing. HAHAH.

so after that. we walked marcmarc out. then pak stayed with me till my detention class. jacq was with us too. yeah. then went up. saw chark. she walked me to the library. so had detention. i fell asleep but thank God i didnt get caught.

so then i rushed down for training. training ended near ten. cel and i were being retarded. we were trying to see who has a longer breath! and i kept losing cause i kept laughing! i look at her i cannot dont laugh lah! HAHAH. i was damn sad after that. i lost my LGM. i think someone stole it ): i was really damn damn damn sad. but thank God i had pan pan and marcmarc to cheer me up. then after that a huge bunch of us went to holland to celebrate vicky's birthday at crystal jade. good company. they cheered me up definitely. cabbed home with shu shian and yini after that. came home near one. showered and all. then was on the phone with marc marc till about three. hahah. we laughed and talked about like everything. then we were talking about my LGM. we were like investigating who stole it. and then we concluded that maybe miss tang stole it! and then we went on to saying that the dm stole it! and they stole it while i was having detention or having training! cause the dm knows that i'll be having detention so he went there to take my LGM! or miss tang! when i was having training, she was loitering around!

ahh i want my LGM back ): ): ): it means alot alot alot to me ): )))))):

but then when i saw my wallpaper of beardy. i felt better that at least what i lost wasnt him.

> HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA YONG! (:

> HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAT! yeah we are your secret admirers! hah.

anddd pak, youre a really bad actor you know. -_-"

> HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY VICKY AND KUANGHWEE (:


ian. it's not always rainbows and butterflies. says:
lgm got come home?
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
noooooooo
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
);
ian. it's not always rainbows and butterflies. says:
haha
ian. it's not always rainbows and butterflies. says:
he go home to mars alr la
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
WHYYYYYY ):
ian. it's not always rainbows and butterflies. says:
cos he miss his family la
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
butttt. he could have told me, then i send him off!
ian. it's not always rainbows and butterflies. says:
aiyoh
ian. it's not always rainbows and butterflies. says:
i bet you wont let him go la
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
i will! like say bye bye then send him back
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
but he left without a word
ian. it's not always rainbows and butterflies. says:
lol
ian. it's not always rainbows and butterflies. says:
maybe you abuse him la
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
I WHERE GOT!
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
i bring him to see the whole world everyday know
ian. it's not always rainbows and butterflies. says:
haha
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
ah ian chang. all your fault lah
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
you jinxed me
ian. it's not always rainbows and butterflies. says:
me?
ian. it's not always rainbows and butterflies. says:
haha
ian. it's not always rainbows and butterflies. says:
more like i saved lgm
ian. it's not always rainbows and butterflies. says:
i bet he will come visit me
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
YEAH RIGHT
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
why would he!
ian. it's not always rainbows and butterflies. says:
cos he like me
ian. it's not always rainbows and butterflies. says:
i feed him chocolate la
KIMBERLEY(: when nights were clear, you were the first star that i'd see says:
OH SO YOU STOLE HIM
ian. it's not always rainbows and butterflies. says:
nope
ian. it's not always rainbows and butterflies. says:
i merely helped him escape

im saddd. i dont wanna go out anymore ): i want my lgm ): ):

> its sad, how we no longer have much to say. or rather, how we dont talk anymore.

; read if off one sentence at a time

How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over.
Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it.

HELLO everyone! :D

okay i have many many things to blog about but im gonna sleep at eight! cause im like really really super tired! hahah. anyhows met up with some darlings today, and it was great :D i laughed so much that i teared. hah and marc marc's a sweet sweet boy! pak and marc always make me laugh so much lah. hahah. and marc tore his shirt! HAHAHAHAH. it was super super funny i tell you. and we have some transformer thingy drawn on our hands. super cool hokay. its my LGM! hahah

okayy, long story cut short. im a happy girl :D

actually i wanna blog everything out! but tahah, nah i think i'll do it tomorrow night.

> HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY IAN CHANG :D you special special one (:

> ALLIANCE! JZ! i love youuuuuuu! :D smile smile hokay! (:

; dragged the memories down the hall

we used to think that twenty nine was like WOW, can die man. but now, not anymore. we have got FOUR HUNDRED! thats like WOW times 13 times or so!

so you think twenty nine is a big number, we have four hundred here. not oranges, not books, not whiteboards. it covers 48km. we have four hundred suicide runs to do.

heyy girls. we are all in this together. thats what we always say right? its true. i love you guys alot alot alot alot. and we can all do this together right babes? AC NETBALL YEAH :D

at the end of it all, i will be mega proud to say "i have gone through four hundred suicide runs with this team"

which one of you out there besides the AC netballers can say this?

we are gonna emerge stronger and better, fitter and faster. we are gonna get through this together and win together. we will be there at toa payoh sports hall, and we are gonna be so fit and so fast and, we are gonna be the champs.

go people, we can do this.
we already did like twenty plus today.
its just four hundred right guys?
like what shu said,
BRING IT ON.

tho its gonna be hell,
but at least we arent doing this alone (:

heads up, believe in yourselves.
lets do this together, AC NETBALL 07 <3.

its a boring sunday. i actually stayed home the whole day. i woke up at 4.30 cause christina called -_-" buggieeee. hah anyhows. i keep yawning, after sleeping for so long. i think i have some sleeping disease or something man. hah.

so i ate alot just now. bbq stingray :D satays :D snapple :D many many gummies :D yes im FAT. i dont care okay. okay lah, maybe i do. HAHAH

so i just finished my PI draft! say yays for me! okay i dont wanna think of the stuff undone -_-" tskk. i dont wanna go to school tomorrow. need to hand up alot alot of work ): ): and i wanna eat more gummies. and i want to sleep soon. hahah

anyway something hilarious happened yesterday. we asked these two boys to help us take a photo. so this guy was like "eh come take photo leh!" to his friend. then the friend went "dont want lah!" and ran away. then we were very puzzled then mel went "err. we asked you to take a photo of us, not with us" then that guy was like "huh. oh. sorry sorry" HAHAHAHHAHAH i swear it was damn freaking funny! HAHAH

then while kenneth kengheng mel and i were playing bridge, the guys taped clarence to the chair with like the whole roll of masking tape! and they wanted to throw him into the pool! MADNESS LAH. hahahah but it was quite funny :D

i have nothing much to say. except that i wanna chew something now. hahah. and im supposed to go off by ten pm! i hope i will. okay nows like 9.59 -_-"

and jaclyn ng, BEARDY IS SO DAMN FREAKING CUTE OKAY. you gayyyy. hahah.


saw this on jiazhi's blog. i think its so so so true.

dont ever give up
when you want to try
dont ever wipe your tear
if you still want to cry
dont ever settle for an answer
if you still want to know
dont ever say you dont love her
when you cant let her go

i loved you, and you never knew

; replace, replace that line

birthday boy and his imaginary friend




they do this kinda stuff pretty often.






i didnt know he was doing that. i was wondering why there was hot air blowing at my face.







ASSES!


groupie :D



the girls and the pimp.







mitchell's dinner


i popped up in alot of pictures :D HAHAH


another one (: and look, josh's hair :D


the oreocheesecakes.


i killed the birthday girl. thank me everyone :D



i think im such an idiot. they were cutting the cake. and i actually took them without the cake. -_-"


this was random. but our feet looked quite neat eh.


besties (: , my precious











birthday peeps: joshua lim and jacqueline lee!





my pretty slipper (: HAHAH


look at the pair of legs with the black socks and white shoes on. SEXAYE RIGHT. they belong to our dear birthday boy.


candid? maybe.






look at those ermm, boys?



perhaps all of them are gays.


this picture is duper sexy :D



spot me ):


let the peektures tell the story :D


today, i woke up at one plus. met elis at around three. so scary lah! my bus almost went past her stop without her! hahah. thank God she managed to catch it! hah. finally, some time with my precious alone. some catching up done (:

so we went to collect the satays and noodles and all. then mitchell came. so we went walking around, buying stuff for deco. met clarence near ntuc. hah.

so then we took 106 to bukit batok. met up with evan and yongzhi and brandon. went to gerald's condo. which is just directly beside westmall and the mrt!

hah so we went in and all. elis josh and i started doing up the room. with some teeny weeny bit of help from the big group of guys. hahah. looking at them twisting the streamers made me laugh. they all looked damn funny. hahah. so then we did up the room. pretty :D many balloons, pizza, wings, prawn mee, satays, hotdogs. sotong balls, seaweed chicken, much soft drinks. yumm (:

jacq came and she was so touched! hahah. then as usual, all of us made so much noise that we took quite long to sing the birthday songs. as usual lah huh, thoseee guys. hahah. so we sang and all. then we all ate. camwhoreed a mega lot. and as you can tell, joshua lim(mitchell, thats alex's and my nickname for him), the birthday boy is a SUPER CAMWHORE. hahah. every alternate pic in the cam, you will see him. or actually, he appears in EVERY photo. HAHAH. and lissa's first question to me was "got boyfriend not?" BASKETTT -_-"

many peektures, talking, playing with the balloons, being retarded, bridge and all :D it was def a great night. with people i so love and miss, with yummaye food and a great place that seemed like a chalet, i had alot of fun :D

clarence being mr nicee again, baked two oreocheesecakes :D we celebrated josh and elis's birthday too :D

everyone left at around 11.30. we wanted to catch the reaping but west mall doesnt have it. soo yupp. bussed home and i have been on the com for two plus hours. gonna shower and sleep now.
:D :D

im gonna miss them alot once again ): booo

; don't wait for the hands of time to second guess and change your mind