I never really ever know what to say
When all of my emotions get in the way

























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last friday was cute [:

in the morning, before i went to work, i went to ask my mummy for extra allowance, but i didnt tell her that i was going to work. a few hours later while i was working, i saw this lady walked into B&J and she was looking down with a super wide smile on her face. guess who? it was my mummy!! haha she came to surprise me at work how sweet (: really made my day! [: [:

i've been crazily busy but i'm glad that i've met up with so many people! (: had been having a real lot of fun although sometimes i feel quite burned out hahah. but its worth it! thankfully, i've got more time this week!

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a few years back, on this day, i broke a heart, mended one, and broke another. i promised myself that i'll never make the same mistake again. and i wish i could undo all that i've done cause i caused too much misery. and all i did was to apologize. and i know that a million sorries wouldnt help. what i heard recently made me realise how much damage i've done, and i really wish i could turn back time.

and sometimes, i think to myself : maybe we could have lasted.


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everything's too crazy and things seem to be getting complicated.
its too scary.

i really need a getaway from this place

I NEED TO GO ON A HOLIDAY.




























you're insanely nice, its unbelievable

i am so D E A D
i really have no time to study for my exams!!!
every single day is really packed to the maxxx.

zzz i hate uni.

): ): ): !@##$#%$#^$%@#!@

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social work + tuition + ifgnetballteam outing + supper with THE bunch tomorrow! rather excite [:

but i want to sail paper boats with jewel and meet pam and ziyun tomorrow too ):
i need 48-hour-days.

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i caught the ugly truth + time traveller's wife yesterday! both shows were nice! and i just watched gossip girl! [:

OH AND i saw the TOYSTORY 2 POSTER!!! LGM is on it. SUPER CUTE!!! hahaha. go check out the webbie! im gonna watch it!!! haha super excite! :D and after this show, confirm will have alot of lgm toys being produced. YAY!!! [:

http://disney.go.com/toystory/

http://disney.go.com/toystory/#/characters/aliens


very random, but i feel like eating sashimi haha. and caramel banana crepe with almond flakes.

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i really feel quite bad, i hope you're feeling better now!

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i realised i forgot about the serial killer question HAHAHAH.

if you said anything like "the sister had an affair with that man etc" you're not or will not be a serial killer.

BUT, if you said something like : "cause its a relative's funeral, so that lady killed her sister, so that there will be another relative's funeral, and the guy will turn up"

SCARY RIGHT, i was damn shocked when i heard the answer!! hahaha.

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oh and ARTS is the CHAMPION for IFG NETBALL!!! [:
the game against medicine was tough.
and i played really badly i felt quite sad after the game.. ):















great job guys! yall were fantastic this whole season and yall are really really REALLY an awesome bunch of people!!! [:

thank you sugar and euge and kristen for coming to support me! and thanks eddie for coming down too! [: [: means alot! :D

i haven't blogged proper for super long... and i really want to! with pictures! haha ohwell. i need to find time.

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You can't play on broken strings




i think taylor swift looks cute stamping her feet haha. i loooooooooove her [:

goodnight guys, sweet dreams in marshmallows and chendol haha.

YAY ARTS NETBALL IS THROUGH TO THE FINALS. :D
damn happy! :D
i'm super proud of my team :D

and we're meeting medicine! haha carmen our pact happened! anyway today carmen said something damn stupid again.

carmen: are you going for training tomorrow?
me: are you?
carmen: yeah
me: okay then i go lor. we come in a pair
carmen: yeah! buy one get one free

-___________-" HAHAHAHA

anyway, i'm quite worried about my knee ): like i always have pains in my knees(and i remember how you secretly went to research about it and taught me ways to ease the pain and what exercises i can do to help and i was like HOW YOU KNOW haha. i thought it was really sweet) but that day while titi was driving, i put the island creamery tub(which was full) on his dashboard and it dropped on my left knee, which is my weaker knee. and its been quite bad since then. and that was two days ago ): shittttt ): hope it gets better soon!

anyway, i'm supposed to stayover at gerry's tomorrow! its gonna be fun :D but i realise that if i stay, then i wont have shirt for ifg on saturday cause it would be washing. ohnooo. and i'll have to pack damn alot of things. including beardy the cutest bear in the world. haha.

and thank you mr wilson chua for being photographer today. and please stop trying to kidnap my lgm or trying to steal my shirt. and thanks for always lending me your hall. haha. and although i always insult you, you're really an awesome friend. please lend me your eight thousand bucks camera hahaha. and thank you sugar(especially, for coming down even though you dint have school!) kelvin and weehung for coming to support me! :D really means alot! :D

HI FRIENDS, if you're free on saturday at 2pm, please make your way down to NUS Netball courts for the IFG Netball finals. it'll be very exciting and arts is gonna win medicine :D hahaha. and if you do turn up, please support arts, not medicine HAHA. your support will be greatly appreciated [: i buy you lollipop :D

I prayed for a solution and I found it in your heart
Now I, I feel like an aeroplane above the rain
I can fly





















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Even if I fall, I won't fall too far
Cause your love carries me



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i got to know who marc is bringing to social night on prata night! i feel excited for him, and for truefriend too HAHA.

i actually wanted to go for social night when i was asked. but i refused to go. partly cause, i was too lazy to dress up. but now i wanna go and see how its like haha. lame i know.

last night, jiazhi celeste jasmin nat avis jodine tessa and i went to iluma to check out se7en. omg its like a factory or something. i hated the place. its really damn bad. but the music was really good haha.

sneakers internal league ended today! mudflaps actually got second. oh, mudflaps is my team! the theme this year is transformers. when i first saw all the teams, i was like, omg this is it, we're so gonna be last. all the rest of the teams were really strong. but, despite having lost to bumblebee the previous game(actually we lost every single game), we came back strong and beat them by 15 goals in semis to advance into the finals against optimus. haha and i wasnt supposed to play today cause i pulled my ass muscle the previous game. then that stupid maggiheadcrispy injured her ankle and cause we had no man, i had to play. and i played like a joke omg...

after the game, we all headed to jiaolian's restaurant for buffet and prize presentation! the car ride there was damn funny cause we were having a self-intro session haha. and cause of shuhwee's bad directions, we were lost for awhile. hahah and eddie is damn funny. i used to hate her last time. cause when fairfield played hwachong for a friendly, she defended me and she pushed me like free i fell one million times. haha. but she's really nice and funny. anyway! the food was quite nice and the company was damn awesome! we played broken telephone too. it kept breaking down at xinyi and parveen haha. my table was damn noisy we were laughing non stop lah haha. yay i love sneakers (:

today was a crazily busy day, my afternoon - evening was quite insane and i was running on low battery cause i barely slept cause i reached home at like 4 plus this morning and i had to wake up at 8. haha i'm glad i survived. school tomorrow ): super longggg day. i think i won't play for ifg tomorrow night, gotta rest my ass haha. i had netball five times this week. its rather crazyyy.

anyway i really love my ifg netball team! they're really damn nice and fun and damn funny haha. [: and i love talking to carmen cause she's damn loser like jiazhi HAHA. that day she came to me and she was like KIMBERLEYTOH and i thought she speaking jap or something then she "EH? youre not toh right!" -_-" haha.

oh and i must share this about lydia. HAHA its the bomb. that night after ivp training, we were doing core exercises then we were all looking at the sky so

me: there are no stars

lydia: DONT BE DECEIVED!!

everyone: (thought she was gonna say something like OH ITS TOO BRIGHT THATS WHY)

but...

lydia : THEY ARE SATELLITES!

HAHAHAHA damn funny.

anyway let me ask you a serial killer question.

a lady went to a relative's funeral and saw this really handsome guy. they made eye contact and all. but when she next looked in his direction, he was gone. apparently, he left the funeral. the next day, the lady killed her sister. WHY?

THINK BOUT IT, i'll reveal the answer soon and let's see if you've a serial killer mentality!

okay, i bet i cannot wake up for my 12 pm lecture, AGAIN. omg. SORRY WILSON HAHAHA. see you at 2 pm if i can wake up. [:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLIANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!

although i always jag you and call you a loser, but you're really damn awesome (:
thanks for being such a great friend this 2 years plus and for always being
there for me. and talking/doing all the retarded stuff with me haha. you're a
friend whom i know i can count on and i hope we'll not(or rather, NEVER!) drift apart cause of school!

hope you were surprised last night and that you enjoyed the rest of your birthday! [:

I LOVE YOU! :D

I want to be a firefly

the weather was killer today. after i got home from an afternoon out with jiazhi celeste reena and shawn, i took a nap and was supposed to join jiazhi jodine reena etc at clarke quay around midnight. but i woke up feeling like i was burning so i decided to give it a miss. then truefriend called when i felt better and asked if i wanted to go to dempsey for icecream. and then i was contemplating whether to go for icecream or to go clarke quay. or to bring him along to clarke quay. it was like i really wanted to go out but i really was too lazy zzz. kinda regretted wasting my saturday night, especially when weekends are so precious now ):

hope yall had fun! [: and i'm glad i finally got to meet jiazhi celeste reena and shawn after ten thousand million years!

anyway, i was damn tired when i went out today, i think its really lack of sleep from attending school. like seriously. plus yesterday i had work, game and an icecream session at udders with marc and sarah nair and then prata before i slept at around 3 cause of stupid warrick wee. he needed to be at the polyclinic near my place at 7 this morning, so he wanted me to accompany him till 7am. like, NOT SLEEP. he was playing cards at his friend's place and told me to wait for him. so i stayed on the computer till 2 plus then when i finally decided TOO BAD I AM GOING TO SLEEP NOW. he messaged me and told me he was walking to my place i felt like murdering him... then i was really damn tired i figured i wont be able to stay up the whole night with him plus my house has no extra bed for him so i told him to go home HAHAAH. he thought i was kidding haha. but i promised him i would wake him up at 6 and he dint believe that i would but i did. haha. joke. then at 9 plus am he messaged me "brother. want to eat prata?" i was like HUH, why titi message me want to eat prata or not when he's in hk. then i see properly, its warrick -_-" but when i saw the message it was noon already HAHA. warrick is a joke.

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i'm gonna go to coro starbucks after tuition to start on my neverending notes. i seriously NEED to study omg. everyone around me is so damn hardworking. it really scares me how every single person seems to be a genius and knows every single thing... its damn scary... and i bet all my classmates hate me cause i don't know anything at all plus i didnt even turn up for ssa tute. o m g, uni is the bane of my life. zzz. and how about mid terms are coming!? like what the, school just started maybe?!?! shit man. i'm damn dead....... and there are like one million projects.

WHY LIKE THAT?!


and i still can't decide on my laptop. i think i want a vaio more? but i want a 16gb ipod touch with my name engraved on it too. and a macbook + a 16gb ipodtouch for 1650 is damn worth it...... BUT... vaio nicer. but vaio plus 16 gb ipod touch = 2500.

okay, i shall go to bed now. when i wake up, i'll be smarter and i'll be able to decide which lappy i want!

GOODNIGHT :D

DILEMMA.



i've always wanted this. ITS DAMN HOTTTTTTT. and mummy has agreed to buy it for me. BUT NOW, i'm thinking of



+

a 16 gb



HOW?!

i've to decide by this weekend!!!

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anyway! i met up with brother again last night! haha he picked me up after we celebrated jerome's birthday at westcoastplaza fish&co. we went to udders for some icecream and went in search of yet another playground. third playground that we've gone to! quite cool. haha. he's leaving for hk tomorrow and he said he can buy anything for me. HAHA and i asked for roasted duck and goose. HAHAHAHA. okay you'll probably see this, so THANKS FOR BURNING THE WHOLE SEASON OF 90210 FOR ME AND SEE YOU WHEN YOU GET BACK :D

3 of my favourite girls messaged me today and either told me they miss me or they havent seen me in really long. really made my day! (: (:

and truefriend just messaged me about his major discovery and i was quite shocked but its quite funny HAHAHA. ohyeah. that day we went to a flea market and it so happened that his brother was there too, selling cds. haha and his brother doesnt look anything like his photos. AND he's like more normal than warrick HAHA.

and have i mentioned that my english tutor is FREAKING HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT and PRETTY? AND CUTE :D hahaha. i made all the guys jealous cause they're not in her class AHAHAH. sugar is especially heartbroken and thinks that life sucks HAHA.

anyway! IFG today was pretty alright! i really hope we get to the finals! and hopefully meet medicine and carmen haha. carmen is damn funny, when i shout LOSER and RETARD, she actually responds HAHA.

work and internal league game tomorrow! i better sleep soon i'm quite tired. i actually dragged myself out of bed for a 10 am tutorial... i'm super proud of myself. haha.

okay, goodnight folkzies [:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RETARD!!!!





this was her birthday lunch last year HAHA. this year no pictures. didnt bring my cammy! and please ignore her weird hair. NOW SHE HAS NICER HAIR HAHAHA.


you're the BESTESTESTESTTTTT mum in this entire universe. i swear there isnt any mother who is as retarded and as joke as you -_-" i'll get you your present soon STOP COMPLAINING and stop thinking of deducting your "present" from my allowance! hahahah. and i love you more than anything else in the world although you always irritate me and talk nonsense [:

and for the 10000millionth time, she said she wants to get a puppy. we'll see. HAHA. so is it gonna be a pomeranian,



a toy poodle,



a japanese spitz



or... nothing, again? haha


lets look at more dogs (:







this dog just looks damn cute and funny ahhaha.

i bet in the end we wont get a dog, again ):
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Why do you like the way regrets taste?

i have thought about it, and i don't think i'm going for your social night.
you should ask her [:

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auntie pam has been emailing me and i'm really glad she still thinks of me haha. its really very sweet of her and when she said "hope to see you one of these days" i just dint know what to say. haha she's very cute [:

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anyway! i like school cause i love my friends :D haha. but to be honest, it sucks damn bad. i have no idea whats going on -_-" and i love my nannies. my nannies bought me a little gift! and when they told me, i honestly thought they bought me an alarm clock... HAHA. but they bought me a little cute wooden piece with shopaholic engraved on it. haha. [:

anyway today was quite bad ]: i skipped english. so that we could go for family lunch. see, its for a good cause HAHA i woke up at like 12 plus and by the time we reached vivo, it was already 140. then i had to be in school by 3 for tute! plus i've to sign some form at some psych lab. when my mum dropped me off in school, it was already 250+ and i got lost while finding the psych lab and my tutorial class... by the time i got to class, i was late for like 10 minutes already zzzzz then i was marked as "absent" ............. THEN IFG training was cancelled cause of the stupid weather. then i was in the deck complaining to jerome about how life sucks(cause i was lost and late AHAAHAH) and then he suddenly asked me "when's your singapore film tutorial" and i was like "eh i dont know. wait i check" so i took out my timetable and i died. it was at 12-2 today... and i missed it..................... o m g. haha well at least now i know! haha.

ohyeah and i was damn angry when i went for my first tutorial last week. cause everyone had like this textbook thing that i dint have cause i didnt attend lectures so i didnt know. then i asked this guy who was sitting next to me

me: how much is the textbook?
him: why you never buy. your family got financial problem is it.
me: ...... maybe cause i never go lecture ( i bet he thinks i have no money to take transport)
him: why you never go lecture
me: cause i dont like to go to school.

-_-" i wanted to say, you confirm no girlfriend cause you got no eq. zzz.

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and i almost died during ivp trials. the curry chicken in my stomach was wrecking havoc i felt like puking haha. luckily i survived the ordeal.

and i really wanted to join contact rugby until i saw amanda with her fractured leg today... omg.. get well soon!

yay i'm quite excite for ifg on thursday but i'm quite sad that i dint get to play basketball handball and touch rug ): i want more shirts so can exchange with biz peeps. haha the biz one very nice.

oh and brother is going to hongkong for rugby on friday! please take care and come back in ONE PIECE. like seriously. haha.


THIS IS SUPER RANDOM BUT I'M DAMN HAPPY CAUSE I LOVE MY SHIRTS :D




HAHAHA. i like :D

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OKAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY JER-RO-MEE!



HAHAHAHAHAHA. i'm gonna tell everyone what you said about the MAID thing [: HAHA.