Sunday, July 22, 2007

wow. bestfriends.

i guess it was all one-sided.

my fault for everything. my fault for caring. my fault for being honest. my fault for trying to protect you. my fault for every single thing.

i guess you have changed. i have changed. everything changed. or maybe, i was never your friend right from the start. just a bystander who fits into the occasion when needed.

why do i even care and bother. why do i even feel so bloody hurt. its all so not worth it. i guess im just a fool.

cant believe you said all those wonderful words to me. they pierced right through. well done. bullseye. a standing ovation for you.

forget it, i always knew. i was just being stupid. mother stupid.

you never ever thought of how i felt or how i would feel.

its all bout you, you and you.
it was never bout me, or bout us.
all you. just you.

im just a spare tyre.

my really good day ruined.

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