It's like a story of love
'till I hit reality

hello hello air-var-ree-wannnnn [:
my sleeping hours are so damn screwed i know im gonna be so dead for school.
tsk. i sleep at like 7am. feels damn sleepy at 7 pm and is super awake from 10pm to 5am.
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aiyah whatever, die then die. not like i care also. first week cannot pon school. i'll start from second week. hah. anyway i havent been sleeping very well these few days and im not very happy bout it. havent dreamt like in 4 days lah. whatttt. i used to dream everyday and i used to be able to sleep so soundly. but just not this week. kinda sucks, makes me feel really tired sometimes. zz

anyway i remembered some stuff i dint write in my previous post! firstly, on 13 th december, when jaclyn and i ran onto bus 14, I GASPED DAMN LOUDLY. HAHAHAH cause i saw fatty and ugly sitting there with their TTs dangling! HAHAHAHAH they looked damn shocked to see me lah damn funny. hahhah then i kept jagging them tho they were on the bus for only two more stops. HAHAH. and ohyah during the ogl camp right, hussein keep DISTURBING ME OMG. asshole. then he was like "kim! we how tight right!" and piak starch onto me. IM SURE WE ARE TIGHT LAH. IDIOT. HAHAH then yknow he was like "youre my bff!", "i like seres, my bff here" -_____-" damn idiot seriously. hahahah. and ohyah stupid han! he was like playing soccer, suddenly i turned around. i saw him running towards me with a water bomb!! woah nice ah han. you go die go die. hahah. but of course i dodged it. fast reflexies. HAHAHAH. kiddinggg.

okay time to blog properrrr.

MONDAY 24 th december.
supposed to go to school to paint banner. HAHAH but woke up at 9 and dint go down. SORRY DIV AND GINA! went back to sleep and stayed home till around 4 plus and went out. blah blah. met kengheng at vivo at 7. bought some stuff from candy empire. had dinner at superdog. then walked around trying to find santa hats cause i wanted to wear! can you believe toy r us doesnt sell santa hats -_-" hahah. so then alex and aaron came! then we just continued walking around. plans to go mount faber was cancelled. so many people pangsehed us lah please. wahlao eh. damn mother angry. we wanted to go sentosa but never in the end. and no santa hat i ended up wearing alex's cap. HAHAH. so four of us sat at the sky park and played tai dee and bridge. then jiayi came. and then it was 12. i was like expecting, hoping waiting for something to happen. NOTHING DID. like wahlao. the worst countdown ever manzzz. and ian chang pangsehhhhhed ]: but i understand lahhhh. at least you were apologetic to me so i forgive you (: HAHAH, but aiyah at least i still have the guys so its not that badddddd. joshua came later with food for us. we wanted to catch a movie or something. we sat at gv for quite a while. no tickets for anything and i had to go off. so left them and trained to somerset. was on the phone the whole time. then finally, reached balcony. met up with jaclyn christina and jasmin. ben came down. i was like stoning.. then later on we changed seats and ordered a dozen chicken wings that jaclyn lin and i shared. then waitress was like a bung and i bet she was interested in jaclyn lah. HAHAH. went home at like 430. reached home at 5 plus. used the com and crashed.

TUESDAY 25 th december
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! and, thanks to everyone for the christmas messages. sorry im sucha retard i dint send to anyone but only replied those that sent me. HAHAH. and i only bought presents for three people. HAHAHAHA. sorry manzzzzz yall. thanks to everyone for your pressssieeezzz. appreciate them many many [: and especially christinaasssss. she bought me 70%cocoa choc jam from GODIVAAAAAA. THANKSSSS MANZ! and ohyes thanks for the xmas cards that you guys sent to my house! (: love yall muchies! hahah

okay so this year, we were like the latest family to go to the annual family christmas party. my mum's side one. hahah we reached there like five already lah. HAHAH. ate all and just watched tv until eight. played cards and had some lil chats in between. left at 8 and went to town to meet ben, liza and gabriel. HAHAH omg i swear liza is the blurrest and cutest thing man! shes damn cute lah! hahah. yknow she was using my phone. and the light went off, so she was touching the middle of the screen and said "WHY THE SCREEN CANNOT TOUCH ANYMORE!!" omg ben and i burst into laughter. HAHAH damn funny seriouslyyyyy. anyway, liza! dont be sad okay! its his loss, and you deserve so much so so so much better! (:

sat at starbucks for a long time. ginny and err i forgot her bf's name came. HAHAH. we sat there playing all the retarded games. they went off after that and i went to meet christina and jasmin at gloria jeans. saw sherri and sam! sherri super pretty! hahah. had mud cake cause i had been craving for fudge cake since the day before. hahah and icechoc. and ate a bit of the godiva choc jam. chocolate overloadddd. hahah. at 12 plus, cabbed down to meet fatass to pass him his christmas presents. uh. and cabbed home at near 3. i spent damn alot of money on cabs this week. :/

came home and used the com.

WEDNESDAY 26th december
woke up pretty early. went to meet a buyer. omg she was like 50 minutes late. i was cursing and swearing at her inside my head lah seriously. like what the. she told me at 207 she was on the way. 230 shes in the cab. she came at 305 maybe!!??! what the hell. damn pissed offfffff lah. she stay outerspace ah. hahah i really hate waiting for people, okay i know im often late too but NOT SO LATE RIGHT. hahahah. went to meet jaclyn after that and we went to holland! quality bestfriend time yay! hahah. we went into breko and decided not to eat there cause no mushroom soup! then we went to thai express. the seafood salad glass noodle so mother spicy lah wahlao. hahah the prawn glass noodles was so much nicer! hahah went to walk around after that. she wanted to eat xiaolong bao but crystal jade was still closed. we ate malt candy! hahah. then went into marmalade pantry but dint buy anything hahah. wanted to eat island cream but i couldnt go down with her. so we went to nydc to have cookie monster and booboo (: then we just walked around and ilenas mum came to fetch us to jaclyns house there.

they went to jaclyns house while i took a bus down to hoseas house. christmassss party. hahah doesnt feel like one but there was like buffet all. watched the guys play winning eleven the whole night and just kept laughing at them. hahah. jiayi was so sad cause he got thrased 8-3. and dricee and clarence actually lost 8-0?!!? hahah. and jem and alex the best, THEYRE THE SINGAPORE TEAM AS THEY CLAIMED TO BE. anyhow dive and whack and got red cards everywhere. HAHAH but damn funny when they playing that time all the comments super funny lahhhhh. hahah we were all laughing like mad. ohyah people present : chark ian dricee alex jiayi kengheng yunxing lissa jacq evan hosea nat valerie tiff joash yongzhi clarence clarence's gf jem aaron ko joshua jane ven wenyao liangfu jtoh lanz okay shit i think got more but i cant remember. HAHAH. oopsies. and ian was damn retarded also! he was using my phone then no light right. he was touching the middle of the screen like liza and he said "eh, your touch screen spoil ah" HAHAHAH omg. stupid ian chang.

left hoseas house at bout ten and went down to zouk. got in surprisingly despite me not looking like the person on the id AT ALL. hahah. yay. but got in and only could go into mambo which SUCKS. jaclyn caroline and huiyi and me. so we bought drinks. 1 for 1. so 2 jugs of ribena vodka. so we each drank half jug of ribena vodka. then we cabbed down to cheekys. met sebastian and friends so everybody danced together. im so sorry i cant remember any of your names. HAHAH cause i couldnt even hear them when they told me their names. HAHAH made another two girl-friends. but i dont know their names too. hahah. then huiyi's friends came down too. and i dont know all their names also. HAHAH. so quite a fun affair. we had like some "who-can-go-the-lowest" competition. maybe i wearing dress..... idiots. then they had this pole dancing comp where the girls must be the poles.... what the right... and they kept pulling us up to dance on the podium thing. WAHLAO. and i was like mother uncomfy. i dont like to go close to people... uh, some weird thing bout me. and jaclyn damn bad!!! zzz. shant say why tho. idiot. ohwell. i drank like 4 cups of coke vodka and 3 cups of sprite vodka and i dint even feel high -_-" i wasnt even red.. wahlao i wanted to experience the highness that jaclyn keeps talking bout. but i already drink until my stomach want to explode already. hahah aiyah whatever. it was a pretty fun night thoooo. and jaclyn that bitch went to tell the bartender that i think hes cute. WHATT THE i felt like slapping her. IDIOT MAN. we left cheekys at 3 and cabbed back to zouk.

the idiotic guys at the entrance keep laughing and saying i got no chop and dont wanna let me in!! hahah funny ah laugh laugh. but i got chop lor. then they gave me a new chop near my shoulder. like what... hahah whatever. yay could go into phuture but went in and jaclyn wanted to puke. she was like high and talking to everyone.. and puked like mad. so we ended up leaving without dancing at all. and jaclyn puked on my legz.. nice. hahah ben came down. and i saw jwong. hahah huiyi's four friends joined us. ohyah jaclyns sis went home first. huiyi's friends dont know where's spize... and we had to bring them there. hahah had egg and mushroom cheese prata. saw jwong again, he was sitting behind me. hahah he was like so tired and was like sleeping when i said bye. joseph was there too. hah. then ben sent us home at 4 plus. came home at around 5. used com and slept at 6 plus. and i woke up at 1 plus. cant really sleeeepppp. zz.

okay todays plan were all cancelled. i decided not to go for camp. hah. and aiyah later then see what i can do. i dont mind staying at home also. i think i need to get myself to sleep. and theres the sebast party tonight. i think we're giving it a miss tho we said we are going. hahah.

havent seen W in so long... zz.

anyway i know im sucha loser i havent watched national treasure and i am legend!! someone ask me out to watch pleaseplease! hahahah.

i think im gonna take a shower and sleep nowww. okay maybe not [:

okay byebye peeeeeperrrrrr.
lovelove.

> I am wasted away, I made a million mistakes