mummy just called. shes so cute i swear. she feels sad for me. HAHAH. shes thinking of all kinda methods to help but apparently they wont work. like what, emailing the teacher? HAHAH. but well, thanks mummy (:

you know i really wanna get into sneakers. but it aint possible. mr goh wanted to take me in base on my performance in adiv. and i cant even bloody play in adiv. bloody hell. fruck. @#@&()(**^#$##@^^* i guess i'll just lose touch of netball for the rest of my life. well, freakit.

well, i guess im just pathetic.

but well like i always said, i have great friends and a wonderful family.

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i watched two hundred pound beauty today. its a damn nice show. funny and touching. i cried know! hahah.

dinner and all was great fun. i had alot of fun today :D

will blog in detail soon. maybe tomorrow night or something.

tomorrows gonna be a great day :D

> panpan! thanks for lending me your ipod! (:

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met reena on the way back. talked about this whole unfair shit and all. about this and that. well, it made me really upset again. ugh. its so damn bloody unfair. #$%$^ it made me just wanna break down right there. but i know, im stronger than that. i am i am i am.

"nothings fair. definitely not life"

> all my friends. heyy guys. i havent exactly been really okay. and i may just be in a damn lousy mood or something. i may be mean or nasty or anti social or emo or whatever. and you know, maybe you guys shouldnt give a shit bout me. like seriously. but anyhows, thanks for caring yupp.

this is a rough patch. it is. and its so damnit rough.

; when the stars go blue