okay okay kim, time to get over it.

thank you kennedy my ex girlfriend(see, big big for you eh) thank you jeremy tan my panpan, thank you sheranne wong my tweety, thank you dricee my bloody sister, thank you ven, thank you elis larling, thank you emma love.

and thank you jem, jacq, jac, yao, chark and jiazhi again (:

and thank you much much marcmarc :D

hello peopleee, thanks for everything. thanks for never forsaking me. thanks for never failing to make me smile, thanks for never giving up on me, thanks for caring about me, thanks for picking me up, thanks for being a part of me, and thanks for being a friend. i love all of you, alot alot (: hahah you guys made me cry! cause you all are so so nice to me (: i dont think i deserve such great friends. and i really thank God for every single one of you :D

and lissa choo, or should i say lissa goh? hahah. thank you dear. you know its really amazing how you just sent me that message right before my training ended. and i got to see it right after training?

"praying that you'll be filled with God's strength to overcome your trials. ...."

it struck me really hard. maybe its really all part of God's plan. or should i say, it is. hah

im feeling much much better now.

> hi you, i do not hate you. and im not angry with you or anything. takecare. seeya around

> alliance, hello you my dear. i want you to stay happy always okay. i love you so much (:

> heyy chark, thanks for always showering me with love and concern and support. thanks for being the one there for me always and always. youre my special love <3.>

> hello jarold lim, hahah, tho i dont think you knew that i was down or whatever. but the chat with you really made me feel alot better. stop laughing you pandhi! eUu ArE tHe CuTeSt EhH. "i LuRbbeS EuU woRx" you know what i mean. HAHAH.

> mummy, i dont think you'll ever see this. but i have never really told you how appreciative i am of all that you have done for me. youre the best mum that anyone can ever have. thanks for everything okay. i love you.

> heyy uncle. thanks for the talk last night. like really thanks for being so supportive of me. i haven exactly been the best girl around and i know there are times when im just so naughty and disappointing. but well, thanks for everything.

> grandmaaaaa! hahah i know you so wont see this. but then, i just wanna tell you that i love you i love you i love you! :D youre the BEST (:

> hello daddy in heaven , thank you for all my friends. they are the most wonderful things that you have placed in my life. and as much as its tough going thru this period of time, im gonna get thru it. thanks for giving me lovely people to accompany me thru. and like what pan pan said, im just hitting a rough patch. everythings gonna get better.

> AC NETBALL TEAM. all the best guys (:

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hello kim, youre stronger than this right.
come on, get yourself together.
stop crying you dumbass.
this isnt the end right.
this isnt everything.
you have much much more than just netball.
look at your friends, they are all there for you.
dont make them sad by being a loser.
come on, let me see you smile.
dry those tears and smile genuinely.
werent you always the one saying lame stuff
werent you always the one trying to cheer people up
werent you always the one happy
werent you always the one smiling and being retarded
werent you always the positive one
and arent you gonna be that way again
arent you gonna be stronger.
are you just gonna brood over this shit
no way right.
wake up you fool.