hello peeps! :D

yesterday was founders day! (: hahah everybody was dressed so nicely and all. damn formal and glam lah. hahah but i wasntttt. heck. hahah. cute girl and yongzhi totally look like business men. and alex looked damn cute! hahah and i think ko looked really good. hahah. not forgetting the rest like ian, dricee, joash, esmonde, dino, COLIN HAHAHAHAHA jiayi norman and all. colin looked like a pastor! hahah well, a great meet up with everyone. (:

founders was alright. the food wasnt really good. buffet know. everyone was like snatching lah. hahah and the only performance that i enjoyed was most probably the dance item. dricee, norman, alex, ko, yongzhi, jiayi and joshua lim! (: hahah well doneeee y'all! :D it was a camwhoring night and a meeting up night. i had fun i must say. so after the service ended. we took combined DEF and class photos! the background was damn nice! was like really so high school-ish. hahah will post the peektures up soon, when i get all of 'em (:

so then, a bad night starteddddd.. we were originally supposed to have a chalet. but it was cancelled cause we couldnt get a chalet. then we wanted to go for a movie. but it was cancelled too. then we decided to go eski bar. like 20+ of us. madnessss. then we dint even try getting in cause alex couldnt make it in. so went to starbucks. elis and her sweetheart were there. hahah hello bestest best friend! you suck man! say what meet up for dinner every week! bullshit! hahah. so then we wanted to go to cheekys. then some people didnt want to. so 9 of us cabbed to one rochester. then when they heard that they couldnt buy alcohol. people leftttt. the group at rochester was hugeee. like around 18 i think? then charkoh went home. so ko, josh, alex, alvan, yongzhi hosea and i went down to cheekys. only to see policemen EVERYWHERE. omg we were like ...!@#$%^&*#@#@##$^^&*&^^$ seriouslyyyyy........ then we just sat at some stairs for awhile. then we got up and cause they said that we could be caught for some illegal gathering shit. so we walked a distance away from another. hahah. and then alex was damn funny.

alex: later if i get caught and they ask me what im doing. im gonna say im on a date.
me: with who?
alex: you lor
me: then the rest of them? gays ah?
alex: i dont know them.

HAHAHAH. hes damn cute! alrighttt. then we walked all the way down to clemenceau there and went to macs. ate and played cards. then we all minus alvan and josh cabbed down to cine. cause mansheep asked us to go. hahah. so we went to kbox to find them. just rotted there for awhile.. alex attempted to sing, damn funny. he was making damn alot of noise. hahah. i laughed like crap lah. then we left after like barely 10 minutes. went over to kpool. jaclyn's class was there too. so played pool. then we all left for the mrt to catch the first train. but it wasnt time yet. and so yongzhi lexi and i decided to cab back. reached home at around 6.30 and slept. and omg, i took the same cab twice know! going to cheekys and coming home! same cabs cause both times i was sitting at the rear, far right. then i remembered i rolled down the window, a bit. hahha. then the cab had the same smell! hahah what a coincidence. its like 1/10000000000 chance lah! hahahha.

i swear i was dying lah. my heels were killing me. we walked so much my calves were dyingggg man. and my whole night was sorta wasted. damn sian and all. well but it was all made better cause of the company (: love you guys :D hahah and hosea was damn funny. cause all of us were saying that its the worst night ever. and then hosea was like (hunching with a walking stick) "fuck. remember that saturday night?" HAHAHAH. it was damn funny lah.

horight so conclusion. founders was alright. we wanna go next year! but damn expensiveeee lah. hahah and i have so much work undone. and im supposed to start studying today! damnit. i bet i wont lah. nehmind i shall see what i can do. im gonna eat brunch nowww. hotcakes yay! :D

> i was thinking bout you that day on the way to school. and i felt really bad and guilty. sorry for how ive treated you in the past. you were the best, the best ever to me. and i really neglected you and treated you like shit. im sorry for hurting you and all yeahhh. but no matter what, you've always been really special. and i was really sad when we drifted but i know i have nobody to blame but myself. i guess im just sucha ass.

but im glad that everythings better now. i miss you too bestfriend (: (:
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actually it was a happy day lah. except for the shitty part. haha we spent like almost 7 hours doing no shit mannnn. anyhows, thanks mansheep for inviting us! hahah.

andddd my birthday is comingggggggg. i think im feeling what jaclyn felt. that birthdays are no biggies anymore. ohwell. i dont feel a tad bit excited. whyyyy. i used to adore birthdays so much.. sweet sixteen was the best. really the best. in two days time, im gonna be seventeen. so fast so quick. this year passed really fast. its scary. im ageing. hmmm.

i miss fairfield. i miss everyone and everything ):

byebyebyebyebye. i want all the pictures peeps!

taas.

; I thought I was a fool for no one