It was you and me against the world.

life is full of surprises isnt it?
i broke up with nicky today, never thought i would(for real)
happy 19th month hah.

everyone told me you're awesome, you're a good catch, that i should stop being bad to you, i should treasure you.

just when i began to treasure you. i guess, things have already changed.

a whole 19 months... what a waste.

my uni friends told me we'd break up, that army's a bitch. i told them no, we wont. i believed in us. i believed in our love.

but this relationship has come to a point where we both feel that its sian. but we dint talk about it. i dint want to tell you cause i know its tough being in there and i dont wanna add on to this burden. i hate army, it makes me feel like i cant talk to him much. and with other commitments, i barely have time to talk to him at all. and every weekend, we only have like 1 day. and there's nothing much to do cause he will have to pack and rest and all that. and yupp, we dint really work all that out. probably the only problem we never worked out and never will.

and know what, nicky actually lied to me. and i hate liars. i honestly can't believe he lied to me. but well, truth is, he did.

there's no good enough reason to support a lie, ever.

well, i don't understand why you cried so badly. i really don't. cause you were the one who chose to lie. so what were you crying for? you should have known the consequences. its not like i've never told you before that i'll never forgive someone who lie to me. its not like you don't know, but you just have to be the one dont you.

so thats it, nicky and i are history.

it was a good 19 months. it wasnt a waste of my life or time. it was awesome and i'll definitely treasure the memories.

but life goes on, and i'm moving on from here

i am really thankful for my really wonderful family and friends. [: especially smelly who came to pick me right after and for bringing me to a lovely place [:

smelly, you're lucky and you should feel really honoured, you know why. haha.

goodnight world, im meeting cel avis and reena at 9am to watch hairyporker omg. night!